I don't proof read the chapters, I instantly publish it so please, ignore the mistakes, I would appreciate it!
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「But I'll stick through it---Oh, I swear 」
The ravenette waits for the perfect moment before he can dash inside the familiar shop, he's been waiting outside for last one hour.
When the customers leave, Jeongguk makes it quick to move inside and lock the door behind, before changing the sign and step forward.
"we need to talk." he mutters lowly as the younger turns around, mildly surprised.
Taehyung had been avoiding Jeongguk on purpose and not even within two weeks-- here he stands, looking not very calm.
"Jeongguk, what are you- why are you here?" Taehyung clears his throat, trying to sound as calm as possible even when from inside he's freaking.
The ravenette steps forward with a raise of his eyebrow, not liking it.
"You've been giving me a cold shoulder." He grumbles, not happy at all making Taehyung to nibble upon his lip, processing his words before speaking.
"You misunderstood, that's all." Taehyung replies, looking away before walking towards the table arranging the things.
"Have I done something to offend you?" Jeongguk's voice turns soft and small---- as if he's ready to apologize even when he's done nothing wrong, willing to do anything just to get Taehyung talk to him.
"Jeongguk please-" Taehyung says but the ravenette interrupts him.
"You have been ignoring my calls, last time I visited here was one week ago----you seemed to not recognize me at all, have I done something wrong to get treated this way?" Jeongguk's voice turns desperate in the end.
Taehyung tightens the grip around pen, heart pounding fast----guilt rushing through his veins mixing with his blood.
"You came for something?" Taehyung sounds emotionless---atleast he tries to. Walking back to the counter but Jeongguk doesn't let's him, grabs his arm softly making him halt his steps, still not facing him.
"You can't even look me in eyes, is this how badly---you want to get rid of me?" Jeongguk whispers, voice wavering in end and Taehyung swiftly looks up, gaze darted in those beautiful dark eyes filled with so many wonders which always leaves him mesmerized, lost.
The moment their eyes lock, time seems to stop----- breathing raged and heart tends to beat faster than it is suppose to be. The rush down his spine makes Taehyung feel things that he isn't suppose to feel----- the touch sparks lights in him which scares him---reason being unknown.
Feelings, always leave you in a complete mess, sometimes it's the situation and sometimes it's you .
"let go of me" Taehyung mumbles, hazy is his sound----soft are his eyes, a spark shines in them and Jeongguk seems bewildered.
"Taehyung, what happened? Is this about what we did that night?" Jeongguk asks slowly, reminding him of the night when Taehyung was drunk and they did things.
Limits were crossed, maybe limits never were there-----limitless was the moment and so were them.
A limitless moment with emotions which have no barriers---never had them, infinite was the moment enough for both of them to live the moment---like they want to live.
A moment of freedom from all pain and fear that had been holding them, the limits were an imaginary line which they made and hence, they stepped out of it.
"Do you regret it?" Jeongguk whispers, voice deep and husky enough for Taehyung to shudder, the hot breath fanning against his lips, the close proximity turning their thoughts hazy, along with sense.
Senseless is the moment, electric is the feeling and beyond words is to explain.
"I don't--- there's nothing I regret about that night." Taehyung breaths out, enough for Jeongguk to hear, to convince him.
His heart skips a beat when the ravenette slowly raises his hands only to cup his face, fingers tracing his skin ever so softly----ever so sensually leaving Taehyung a mess.
" prove it then." Jeongguk leans forward, eyes dark but in darkness is where the light shines the most, a small spark it may be---it still shines, enough to ignite the feelings that were long lost in this darkness.
Darkness and dark.
In darkness we tend to lose our path, in dark we seem lost. A darkness inside a person makes him do things that he regrets---later.
And Taehyung does, proves his words by sealing their lips together in an assuring kiss---it was meant to be a peck but the ravenette is quick to grab the back of the younger's head, pulling him closer in for a deep luscious kiss, Taehyung replies with same passion.
The shivers he feels every time their lips lock, in any touch and in every gaze they lock---shivers run down his spine.
An indescribable feeling, something he's completely new with. Scared to explore more and to know the reason that why----why does he feels like this around Jeongguk? Only him.
"you've been acting weird lately, something's off" Jeongguk says once they sit in the car, the ravenette convinced Taehyung to give him a ride back to home.
Taehyung remains silent, hands shaking and breath trembles. He has to ask this---before things turn wild.
Before he can name these feelings.
"Jeongguk, why do you care?" he asks again, keeps his eyes darted in front not daring to look at the ravenette, scared that he might lose his senses again.
The ravenette seems puzzled at first but then his lips break in a soft smile as he says.
"For me, you are the only person I can think of all day----someone I know will be always there for me when I want him and I will do the same." Jeongguk smiles before pausing, the red light making him stop the car and swivel his head to Taehyung's direction.
The younger dares----dares to look him in the eyes, a glittery feeling it is---as if everything around them is magical, maybe the feeling itself is magical.
"Someone who knows what I have been doing going through----someone with whom I can open up with no fears of being judged---" Jeongguk inhales deeply, his stomach churning making him shiver from the way Taehyung is staring at him, such intense and strong gaze.
" someone without whom I most certainly go crazy---Taehyung I can't lose you, too. "Jeongguk finishes before starting the car again, the smile on Taehyung's face breaks with Jeongguk's words.
Too.
" Do you miss Somi? "Taehyung asks, the burning sensation in his heart makes him puzzled.
Jeongguk frowns at that, Taehyung definitely is acting weird.
" ofcourse I do. "he replies sincerely, voice small yet filled with such softness that makes Taehyung's heart crack.
This ugly feeling makes Taehyung want to run away, anywhere alone.
Reaching the destination, Taehyung instantly gets out of the car and rushes towards the door, well aware of the gaze of Jeongguk on him---yet he refuses to look behind, doesn't want Jeongguk to see him so----vulnerable.
Jeongguk sighs deeply, his heart shatters from the way Taehyung is acting as if they are strangers, making it difficult for both of them.
"what exactly are you punishing me for Taehyung?" he whispers to himself, heart feels heavy.
Just that way, the night was heavy and gloomy. Rest assured, none of them slept.
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The ride to busan was dreadfully silent between both the males.
Seokjin is first to step out of the car, none talking about what happened the night--- maybe Seokjin doesn't wants to, Namjoon gets the hint, stays silent not wanting to make him uncomfortable in any way.
The knock on door was by Namjoon and the door was opened by him.
"hyung" he mumbles, body trembling, bags under his eyes making it obvious that he hasn't slept for days, he looks----dead. For real.
"Park Jimin, you better have answers for all the questions I'm about to ask." Seokjin says, voice deep and filled with authority.
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I know the chapter is small but as said before---exams :'((((
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Zeem ♡♡