am i your omega
Beams pov :
" He fought with Them coz of me
He got hurt coz of me
He hurt him self coz of me"
"But. Whyyyyy forth "
"Are you only bonded to me due to fated bond
Or
Do you love me
Or at least
Do you even like me."
"Why are you doing this to me. Forth "
Beam was lost in his own world of torments , his head was fallen aback looking at the clear blue sky...yet his mind was only filled with forth and his thoughts....
{{{ at his college desk }}}
5 hrs before:
{{{ Before tasting grannies lobsters... Beam was treating forths wound from last night fight..after he freshened up himself....}}}
Forth " ouch "
Beam tilts his head above to look at the pained person before him " sorry I didn't mean to"
Forth immediately cuts in " no probs... It's not deadly just..."
Beam not cuts in " I'm sorry coz of me you got ...."
Forth cuts in before beam completes his sentence " I wish to...I want to..and I will do it for my omega"
Beam with a innocent and a look of longing " your omega" ( only omega forth is it only coz I'm your fated pair...if not will you not help me...it's all coz I'm an omega or your omega ...don't you feel anything more than me just being your fated one)
Multiple thoughts were bumbording him within but the only words he could sprout out was " coz I'm your omega"
Forth smile a bit " no and yes...." ( Coz it's you beam...not cause you are my fated one... I have to accept it...I fell for you at the first sight) with a bright smile.
Beam tinchers all the cracks and scars over forths hands , casually he tilts his hands to screen of anymore scars
Beam eyes were widen and stunned just by the look of it.
Beam stammering for words " you are still bleeding forth " his eyes were filled with fear mixed caring.
Beam without any delay , attends the wound " did I do this to you" still stammering
Forth cuts in " no it's me..."
Beam eyes widened " but why , why would you hurt yourself like this forth"
Now beams eyes were already teary and with a look of guilt...
Beam " am I the reason for this one too"
Forth cuts in " nope it's me..."
Beam was speechless but forth continued " I'm an alpha you know that...and I found my omega... That's you... And I coudnt control myself... I was afraid I might end up hurting you ... Either physically or mentally .... Which I didn't wanted to happen ever ... But your bond was so strong and your pre-hormones were alluring me and I was at the verge of my limit plus"
Forth gulped few times
" I had to mark you.... And.... I lost it .... your temp agitated my heat more and more..."
Forth was looking at the floor with no motion or emotion....
" But I coudnt put myself to hurt you , my omega ,my fated pair , my one and only beam , my beam ..."
Few seconds of silent
" I hurt myself"
" I thought hurting myself by bitting hard to control myself was the best idea and tempt for you was much better than hurting you...... In anyway...."
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Beam was motionless
Beam ( you hurt yourself to not end up hurting me)
Just a tear rolled out beams eyes and ended over forths bitten scar....
Forth suddenly flinched back and turned his gaze towards forth to see him face to face.
Forth coudnt see the scene . He felt terrible his heart was hurting just to see beam in pain ,
Forth started mumbling and blabbering " I'm sorry I didn't mean to.... I had to mark you ...or else it might have been dangerous to you out there with a bunch of hungry alphas...I'm sorry beam I really didn't mean to...I'm sorry I touched you without your permission I'm sorry"
Beam let out only one word " thankyou"
Forth was stunned... His brain stopped working for an instance , he coudn't justify what the hell was happening here...
All that he could understand was he is guilty and should be begging for beams forgiveness but on the contrary beam was thanking him he was totally bloodshot.....
Forth just wanted to evade the situation ,
Suddenly he flinched up and stood straight " I humhummm I will shower...." witha stunned yet blanked expression over his face
And he turned back and started marching towards the shower...
But he stood still like a statue , just with the words that he heard from beam " why didn't you......."
Forth was stunned and was still facing his back to beam...but still he could understand it of what beam is trying to ask him
Forth still in his back reply back " coz ... I want you to be mine by your own.. not by force... Just coz you are my omega ... That dosent mean I own you ... I can own you only when you let me to own you... "
Forth smile a bit , beam can feel it even with his back facing towards him " I would never force you ever ...just coz you are mine.... You I'll be one mine only when you want to be mine.... Beam...."
And he left in to get showered.....
Beam repeats it " I will be yours only when I want to be yours "
With a smile of peace
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But but but ....
Little did beam realize....
Some one has been calling him all along ....
For a while.....
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