Both eyes were wide open as she watched him slowly leaned towards her...and the next thing she felt was his soft lips against her and the taste of the alcohol from his mouth... her hands reached up against his chest... tried to put the distance between them... hands that were supposed to stop him...supposed to push him away from her...ended up on gripping on his clothes tightly... pulling him closer to her... as if his lips was still not enough for her to feel his presence...
She never regretted any actions that she did the past week... but she couldn't deny to herself that she missed hearing from him... what does she expect from herself...?
And now, she's just supposed to check on him... finally letting her guards down after having a talk with someone a while ago... but she never expected herself being caught in such situation...
Sinking into her the words that his mouth just spoke awhile ago...and now seeing herself falling into his trap once again... her brows furrowed as her vision slowly blurred and tears formed on the rim of her eyes...
'He thinks...'
A bitter smile almost creepy on the side of her lips... why does she keep on falling for it...?
For a while she watched his closed eyes... before her own eyes slowly fluttered close... letting her tears escaped through the sides of her orbs, streaming down on her cheeks...
He held both sides of her face... before one of his hands trailed at the back of her head...fingers buried through her hair... pulling her face to him even more... deepening their kiss, he tilted his head to the side... eagerly taking her lips, nibbling and licking on it... parting it with his tongue to taste her more...
Because just seeing her wasn't enough to fill the emptiness in him... telling her those words wasn't enough for him to feel that contentment... and as if claiming her like this is still wasn't enough to fill up that emptiness...
His tongue desperately parted her lips to pass through... but before he could even
succeed to do it... he felt her pushed him away from her... hands were still gripping tightly on his clothes as she bowed her head down...
"Don't... please don't do this to me..."
She whispered... letting out her muffled cries...Jungkook looked down at her, brows furrowed in despair, felt the tightening in his chest upon hearing her words...his hands were about to reach for her but failed to do so when she slapped them away...
She looked up... her hand reached up to her lips, wiping it off with the back of her hand...
For a while they looked at each other... her eyes that send nothing but sadness while he looked at her with much longing from his own orbs...
And without another word, she pulled herself out from his hold... easily escaping from him, she went out of his office still crying...
After hearing the loud thud of the door... he just stood there for a while... lips are slightly parted as his eyes blinked for a couple of times... sinking into him what her action just meant...
Rejection... never did he expect for it to be this painful...
He clutched on his chest while his other hand rested against the door... he looked down and let out a bitter laugh to himself...
But other than that... imagining her with someone other than him... seeing her happy with someone else is more painful than being rejected by her... and by that... he would stoop down to his lowest... just to feed that selfishness in him...
He looked up... and without thinking twice, he hastily opened the door and followed her... mentally slapping himself on why did he drown himself in alcohol... making him almost stumble with his tracks... sure he feels the dizziness it brought... but his mind is clear as crystal... and he knows every of what he's doing...
She walked faster... almost ran just to get away from him... still crying her eyes out, she walked past their bedroom and continued her way out along the hallway of 'his' house...
What does he know about loving her...? If for him only Tzuyu is love while she's only his torture... was is just one of his ways to make her stay...? But why...?
Those thoughts kept on repeating inside her mind... but before she could even reach the stairs... she then felt a hand tightly gripping on her arm, stopping her to make another step...
She looked back and saw her husband looking at her with an unreadable expression on his face... she tried struggling away from his hold but his gripped just went tighter as he began tugging her back along the hallway...
"Let go of me..!"
She shouted only earning silence from him... he forcefully dragged her back... not in his office but this time in their bedroom...
He roughly let go of her and pushed her inside before he slammed the door shut behind him...
She stood in the middle of the room... looking at Jungkook who was blocking the door with now an obvious anger in his face... everything was too familiar to her... would she get a beating from him this time...?
Holding on to her arm easing the pain from his hold...she looked away, wiped her tears and tried to speak... only for him to cut her off...
"You're not going anywhere..."
That's when Rosé snapped her gaze back to Jungkook, looking at him with such disbelief in her eyes...
"You don't have the rights to tell me what to do...-"
"I'm your husband..! And if I tell you to stay... you will stay..! If I have to lock you up in here... I will Rosé... I will..."
He was gritting on his teeth... both hands were formed into a fist as he slowly advanced towards her... and as their distance lessen, his expression slowly softened...
"Rosé... ple-..."
She cut him off when she slapped him across the face... he just stood there... face shifted to the side... she gasped and quickly retrieved her hand and held it against her chest... but instead of apologizing, she bit her trembling lip and straightened up herself...
"You don't own me..."
She whispered and about to walk away from him again but he stopped her... pulling her to a hug, ending her up to slap him from everywhere... he didn't let go... nor wince from the pain... and instead wrapping his arms around her tighter... carrying her up and walked themselves to their bed... was it because he told her that he 'only thinks he loves her' that she's this mad at him...? A little whim but enough to add more to her heartache...
"You don't own me..!"
She repeated it over and over again as she continued slapping and scratching him from everywhere, telling it also to herself just so to finally stop her foolishness, but no matter how many times she repeated it.... it's still far from the fact that he does own her and most especially her heart...
Crashing them both on the bed... he hovered over her... trapping her body between his legs... he continued accepting her beatings... he watched her struggling... crying... and it really breaks his heart thinking that it was all because of him... does he really want them to end up like this...? Maybe he does... for this is the only way to make her stay...
After a while, her hands slowed down...slowly pounding on his chest until she grew tired and reached up her hands to cover her face as she cried...
"You don't own me... so don't say these things Jungkook... don't..."
Jungkook swallowed down the lump on his throat... biting his inner cheeks to suppress his tears from coming out... it's just too painful to hear it from her... after a while of watching her... his hands reached out to hers... pulling it off from her face... he brought it up to his face and kissed it before locking it with each of his hands and resting it down on the bed on both sides of her face...
He leaned down... enduring the painful look from her face, he swallowed every restraint he has and letting his selfishness over took him... giving a little credit to the alcohol for boosting up his confidence...
"Then let me make you mine..."
He whispered... he saw her parted her lips as she was ready to speak back... using
the opportunity, he leaned down to her... closing his eyes, he sealed off her words with his lips.