08.30.20
11:42 pm
tonight's my last night being 19. i want to almost cry because I feel emotional. it's weird to think all that ive went thru in one year.
im on a fake baecation and it's not went to plan. i think we've grown even further apart now that i think about it. when it's just the two of us i don't even know what to talk to him about.
i think it's time to let him go.
i think this is the end of our journey. im ending it Bc I truly don't think we're meant to be. obviously it breaks my heart, but the realization breaks my heart even more.
ive spent so much time trying to make him fall for me and now i realize it was never meant to be. he was never meant for me. i was never meant for him.
i hope this is the last time that i write about it, but if not just know that i am learning to live without him.
having a broken heart on my birthday sucks.