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devynspamm: taylor's one bad bitch isn't she 😍
blesiv: i'm more of a bad bitch😻
taylor: ew not the cat emoji 😭😭
fan: you posted her too? DID SOMEONE HURT HER? 😠
fan: nah because who hurt our queen😐
carlosmena: not y'all leaving me and alex out again 😐
devyn: girls day part 2 carlos😐. there's a reason we're all posting her
fan: why would anyone hurt taylor tho🥺she literally has the sweetest heart
devyn: exactlyyyy 🥺🥺🥺
alejandro: y'all taking it way outta context smh
devyn: yea don't care 👍
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dess'sspam: because taylor is better without a man 😌
fan: period she doesn't need a man🥺 she's better off independent 😩😩
dess: you hear that taylor 😗
fan: i just saw y/n's and devyn's picture of her and y'all seem like such a fun group of girls to be friends with 🥺
fan: i know right! they seem so chill and fun
some simp ass boy: taylor fine as fuck
fan: protect her at all costs 🥺🥺
carlos: you never hang out with me anymore🥺
dess: i'm sorry bubba 🥺you know i love you
"holy shit that was crazy" i say laughing,out of breath
"i can't believe we just did that" taylor says running up from behind
"i'm never doing that again" dess says
"guys look i got a lot of candy" devyn says pouring her backpack out
our jaws drops
"devyn we said to steal a little not the whole store" dess says laughing
"you guys expect me to only eat one bar of candy?" devyn replies "fuck that"
we all laughed
"c'mon let's go to my place and watch movies" i say "we could eat those stolen goods"
we all agreed and hopped into devyns car, driving to my house. we get there and i open the door and immediately all heads shoot up. i was a little high so i wanted to be petty
"hey how was your talk with your girlfriend" i say, laughing making eye contact with mattia
"they're not dating y/n" josh says
we were all pretty high and i could tell we all wanted to be petty so taylor said something too
"hey i don't remember her asking you to fucking talk" taylor says harshly
woah i thought it was all jokes
i laugh to make it not seem weird
"yea i don't think you could talk after today" i said
"mia caught your tongue?"
"we're heading up stairs" devyn says
i nodded
"y/n let's go out here" mattia says getting up, grabbing my hand
"wait but taylor-" i try to say but we're already outside
"y/n you guys seen that all wrong" he says looking at me but i look down, avoiding the fact that i'm high
"it's okay mattia, you're not over jenna" i say "nothing wrong with that"
he sighs very loudly, i could tell he's frustrated
"y/n i'm over jenna. i am. i think it's pretty obvious who i want" he says
i didn't believe it. from what i saw today he looked pretty happy. he always looked happy with her. because it's always gonna be jenna.
"if you weren't over her, why?" i say looking up at him
this may be the influence of marijuana but it was somewhat how i felt when i saw him with her
"why'd you kiss me mattia? why'd you almost have sex with me?" i say "was i just a rebound?"
i soon felt myself crying. god i'm such a soft ass bitch
"no y/n no you're not. you saw everything wrong"
i start to cry more. marijuana does this to my system, i get horny at first but that goes down and it causes me to be mad. all the anger soon turns into sadness. and it was that time.
"it's always jenna" i say crying, looking down, moving my tongue side to side
mattia gets closer to me and lifts my head up, putting our foreheads together
"please listen to me when i say this" he tells me "i'm over jenna. it was never jenna, y/n. i don't wanna be with her. not now. not soon. not tomorrow. not ever again" he assures me
i laugh at his cheesy words
"i'm so sorry" i say covering my mouth "you're so cheesy" i laugh more
he laughs too but stops as he stares into my eyes
"i love you y/n" he tells me
get a load of this simp lmfaoo
"i love you too mattia" i say
he smirks at my words and starts to lean in. i feel our lips finally touch and i still get that feeling in my stomach. that feeling never dies when i'm with him. i pull away from the kiss
"i have to go back to the girls remember" i say to him
he groans "why can't you hang with meeee"
"because you guys are boys and all you guys do to hangout is play video games"
"fine" he says letting go of me "but i'll be up there soon for another kiss"
i laughed as he opened the door "okay mattia"
we walk in and see josh and taylor on the couch. my jaw drops
"omg" i say in a normal voice "OMG" i yell turning away, burying my face into mattia's chest
"shit y/n" i hear josh say
"y/n it's not the first time you seen my naked" taylor says
"bitch it's not you. it's my fucking brother" i say "now mattia please guide me to the stairs
he laughs and walks me over to the stairs. before i went up i said to them
"you should be ashamed of yourselfs" i say "i'm never sitting on that couch again"
they both laughed as i walked up. i got to my room but before i could open the door mattia pulls me by my wrist and now i'm facing him.
"yes mattia" i said "can i help you"
i wrap my arms around his neck
"i just wanted another kiss" he says pouting
i laugh at his weirdness and lean in.
mattia's pov
"i just wanted another kiss" i say, making a sad face
y/n laughs but starts in lean in. our lips finally touch and i get that special feeling again. the same feeling i get when i'm with her. she pulls away
"noooo why'd you pull away" i ask her
"mattia" she laughs "my friends are alone at my house. go with nathan and them"
she opens the door and before closing it she smiles beautifully at me. i didn't know she would make me fall this hard.
i did not proof read this 😭. SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME TO PROOF READ PLEASEEEE 😭😭😭😩