a/n: people been asking for devyn and them 😭and i honestly forgot about them so let's say they went on tour and now they're back
it's saturday and we've been planning my moms funeral all day and honestly i'm so fucking stressed out. i keep fucking making mistakes left and right, all i want is for her funeral to be perfect.
"fuck" i yell madly as i make another fucking mistake
"y/n" nathan yells
"i'm in her office room" i yell back
he comes in "what's wrong. why are you yelling"
"i don't know which flowers to pick out for moms funeral service and i haven't even fucking gotten her casket because of it. after that i was supposed to buy a flag for everyone to sign at her funeral but i can't fucking do that if i can't make a decision" i say in one breath
"okay well first let's just calm down. it's totally okay to be stressed during this time all you had to do was ask me or josh for help y/n. we were her kids too and we promised her to always be here for you" nathan says
"i know, i know i just didn't wanna bother or annoy you guys"
he laugh "you could never annoy us... well i mean uh sometimes but yk not during this time"
i laugh and push him slightly "shut up and go get josh"
"alright but mattia's here upstairs if you wanna chill with him" he says winking
i throw a pen at him
"get out nathan" i yell as he laughs
a few minutes later i got bored and decided to go upstairs with mattia.
"hey" i said jumping onto the couch, letting out a frustrated sigh
"hey dork. what's wrong with you" he asks
"we're starting to plan my moms funeral" i say getting up, facing my body to his "and a lot of this shit is irritating and stressful"
"you know you have friends and family that could help you with something like this y/n. i know how stressful and hard this is for you and i know you don't wanna bother anyone but asking for help isn't bothering us you dork" mattia says
i let out another sigh "i know, i know but you already know i don't like asking for help either"
"why? there's nothing wrong with getting help" he says
"i fucking hate it when you're right" i say "let me have my fucking moment polibio"
he laughs "fuck your moment"
i gasp at his words "okay well fuck you too"
"oh fr" he says getting up while i stay laying down on my phone
"fr fr" i reply
he grabs my phone sets it down and starts to tickle me
"oh so your ticklish" he smirks
"s-stop" i say laughing "okay OKAY I'M SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN IT"
he stops and i catch my breath.
skip to school
"hey loser" i hear someone yell
i turn around and see devyn and them
"holy shit" i say as i run to them
i run to alex and he picks me up and spins me around.
"okay alex can we have a turn now" devyn says
he puts me down and i go to devyn and hug her tightly
"ahhhh bitch i missed you" devyn says jumping up and down as i do too
"okay devyn my turn, my turn" dess tells her breaking us apart
dess screams and she opens her arms up for me. i hug her immediately.
"i forgot how good you smelt" i say laughing
"i know right, but ima give you into carlos now"
"what it do baybeeeeeee" carlos says with open arms
i laughed and hugged him tightly as well. i pull away and smile very big
"soooo howww was fucking tour" i ask them
"it was great honestly but it would've been better if you were there" devyn says
"oh and alex here finally got a girlfriend" devyn says hitting his arm
"what no way" i say hugging him again "who who who? is she pretty? omg what's her name? how old is she? do i know her? does she know me?"
alex laughs "chilllllll but yes she's very beautiful and her name is hailey or ona whatever you wanna call her"
my jaw drops "the girl who belly dances. way to fucking go" i say high-fiving him
we all laughed
"c'mon let's go to class" carlos says
we all nodded and caught up with each other.
mattia's pov
me and the group were gonna walk up to y/n since she was walking alone but someone called her and she turned around running to him and jumped into his arms. she looked happy seeing the dude. i was kinda mad. i knew i had no right to be mad because we're not dating but i still was. she got mad at me for jenna kissing me after i kissed her. she is literally jumping into his arms after we almost had sex. whatever
y/n's pov
i was walking with devyn and them to the lunch table to introduce them to everyone but mattia was a little annoyed and i could see it.
"hey guys, this is alex, carlos, dess, and devyn" i say to everyone "and alex, carlos, dess and devyn this is nathan, josh, alejandro, alvaro, robert, roshaun, kairi, mattia, and taylor. but devyn and dess already know taylor"
everyone says their hi's and carlos and alex really fit in with the boys but mattia was on his phone most of the time. and devyn,dess and taylor were getting along very well but what bothered me most was mattia.
"hey i'll be back ima go check on someone real quick" i tell the girls
"okay we'll be here" devyn says
i nodded and smiled
"hey" i say to mattia and he ignores me
"mattia" i called his name, waving my hands in front of his face
"omgggg"
i roll my eyes as i grabbed him by the hand and took him far from everyone else. he stays on his phone. so i take his phone out of his hand and puts it in my back pocket.
"wtf y/n" he says annoyed
"why are you mad" i ask
"i'm not can i get my fucking phone back" he says very annoyed
"mattia i can hear it in your voice" i reply
"why are you worried about me. shouldn't you be over there with your boyfriend alex" he says
"what? what does alex have to do with-" i scoff and laugh at the same time "omg"
"what" he says
"mattia polibio are you jealous" i laugh even more
"what that's ridiculous y/n. can i get my phone back now" he says while his cheeks blushes up a little, leaning his back against the wall
"you're so totally jealous" i say smiling
"okay so what if i am" he says crossing his arms
"mattia you dino he has a girlfriend. alex is just one of my bestfriends" i say handing him his phone back
"so he's not your boyfriend" he asks
"no mattia" i say
he sighs out of relief
i smirk and walk up to him and lean my body onto his
"you know if i wanted him, i would've gotten him but he's not the one i want mattia" i say looking up at him
mattia puts his arms around my waist
"you drive me crazy y/n/l" mattia says leaning in
i lean in as well but before we could kiss the bell rings.
i giggle "c'mon dork" i say pulling him on our way to class