" why you are crying stupid , they were saying truth nothing else___" taehyung bitterly chuckled wiping his tears , as he held the metal bench's edge tightly his knuckles became white
Taehyung bite his lips hard to stop him sobs as his tears keep slipping out endlessly "stop crying pathetically taehyung!" He said to himself , closing his eyes
"You your own self prove that you are nothing but a pathetic crybaby who cries over everything !" he said to himself
" Please..." He whisper as he whimper feeling helpless because no matter what he said to himself he just can't stop his tears to come out
" Please stop__" he cries resting his back over metal bench " I'm tried..." he mumbled
But his eyes betrayed him as few more big tears rolled down to his cheeks , taehyung felt like crying more because he can't even stop himself from crying then what else he can do ?
" I'm so useless..." he sobs remembering how Jungkook always do efforts to never make him cry
" I can't even stop myself from crying without help of Kookie__" he cries hard when the name comes out of his mouth
Suddenly he felt a warm hand over his shoulder as his breath hitch
" I'm sorry___" taehyung's eyes get widden as he quickly wipes his tears but didn't dares to turn around
" I'm sorry___"
" Why you are here huh?!" taehyung asked avoiding any eye contact with other "how did you find me!" The said male come front of taehyung and crouched down
As he held taehyung's hand "I'm sorry" he mumbled taehyung finally look up to him
" Why you are saying sorry kookie?" Taehyung asked
"Because you are crying again , I again break my promise to never make you cry" jungkook said , now taehyung remember why he is crying here on backside garden of venue taehyung suddenly feel angry as he swatted jungkook's hand away
" Yeah , why do you care huh ? Go ! Go back to that girl why you are even here ?! How did you find me !" Taehyung said not looking at jungkook
Jungkook sighed as he was about to sat down beside taehyung
" No!" jungkook halt when he heard taehyung "no this close to me , away sit far away!" Taehyung said point a distance between them
Jungkook shakes his head "okay calm down I'm sitting here hmm?" Jungkook said sitting on other side of bench maintaining a good distance
Taehyung side eye jungkook with an angry frowned "Don't that far stupid!" He yelled making jungkook almost flinch
Jungkook come little closer "is it good baby?" He hesitantly asked taehyung again side eyed jungkook before saying a dry 'okay'
" Baby what happened did anyone said something to you?"
Taehyung scoffed "how can anyone say something when they don't even notice me?!"
" Then what happened?"
" Nothing " taehyung stubbornly said
" Taehyung" jungkook sternly said "what happened ? Why were you crying here?"
"I was crying because I can't do anything else. can I? No! because I'm nothing but a crybaby , I was crying because I know they are right !"
" They who?___"
" They! everyone ! everyone is right she is perfect for you not me__"
" What are you saying who is perfect__"
" That girl ! Sana , Sana is perfect for you , you both look great " jungkook frowned after hearing this "you were smiling with her talking with her you both---- you both look like a ideal couple to all" till know taehyung voice changed it didn't had any rage in it
" She is just----just so perfect , she is a successful woman not like me a useless guy----she is classy not clumsy like me---she belong to same class and stranded like you , mature , beautiful" tears slipped out of taehyung's eyes as he keep looking at a space not wanting to face jungkook
" And me ? I'm nothing jungkook except a teenager guy with a messed up past who get kicked out of his own house , hated by his own parents , who's friend left him" taehyung chuckled bitterly "people feel disgust by me , what they say ... faggot yeah that's what I am---"
" And you know what makes her more better than me ? That she is a normal beautiful girl ,not like me a pathetic abnormal guy_______"
Taehyung couldn't be able to complete his sentence when suddenly two warm grab his jaw making his face turn around and instantly a warm and soft pair of lips pressed against his
Taehyung was shocked he didn't notice when jungkook come close to him nor he expected this sudden kiss , but he come out of his trance when he felt jungkook biting his lower lip slightly then , taehyung just give up he let jungkook do whatever he wants
Jungkook felt how taehyung's body get relaxed as he felt taehyung moving his lips against his
Both of them had their eyes close just enjoying being close to each other , after awhile jungkook decided to part away
Jungkook look at taehyung's face who still has his eyes closed , cheeks slightly pink , jungkook graze his thumb over his cheek caressing them softly
" Don't you dare" taehyung eyes flutter upon hearing jungkook's deep voice "don't you dare to say anything bad about yourself tae"
"I can't tolerate anyone saying anything bad about you" jungkook sternly said looking at taehyung seriously "not you too"
"Don't call your self pathetic, Don't call your self abnormal" taehyung gulp cause of jungkook's voice , his face was still cupped by jungkook's palms
" You are not abnormal---you are special baby my special taehyung , you are not pathetic , you have the most pure heart tae---" taehyung look at jungkook's eyes filled with so much love that taehyung never can get enough of them
So much pure love which taehyung thinks he don't deserve it...
Taehyung slowly pushed jungkook's hands away looking down "you don't understand jungkook--- I don't deserve you--- you deserve someone like----like her , but I'm only being selfish by wanting you for all myself---"
" Taehyung__"
"I don't know if I'm doing right to be with you or not" tears again start welling up in his eyes "I don't know kookie what if you later understand I'm nothing , but useless? What if you realize you did a big mistake by loving someone like me?"
Jungkook look at taehyung with painful eyes , it's hurt him hearing all this things from taehyung
But he can't ignore that , if taehyung saying all this things then how much he must be in pain ?
Jungkook know he have to do something , he have to end this insecurities
" Get up" taehyung snapped his head up looking at jungkook's hand then his face
" Huh?"
" Get up baby" jungkook again extend his hand
" But why?" Jungkook sighed as he grab taehyung's hand and make him carefully get up
He then pull out his phone , taehyung look at jungkook with confusion
Jungkook put phone near his ear "hello?"
Whom he is calling?
Taehyung thought "Alex bring car backside of venue hmm?" taehyung frowned hearing Alex name who is their driver.... actually taehyung's driver who brings him to park or out with Julia
" And inform yugyeom that taehyung is with me huh? And tell them to handle party I won't be able to attend it"
Alex is one of trusted worker's son of jungkook that's why he specifically asked Alex to be taehyung's driver , he is a young responsibile guy
"Let's go" jungkook said wrapping his arm around taehyung's waist pulling him ahead
"But where ?!" taehyung again asked
" Away from here , and be patient you will know" with that they walk out from garden
______________________________________
" JIMIN!" a harsh grip on his forearms makes jimin turn around , jimin faced his father who is now fuming with anger
" WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?! I'm seeing you running here to there ? will you tell me what's wrong!" seojoon yelled feeling so angry because he have to leave party
" I SAW HIM!" jimin yelled back feeling frustrated "I saw him dad ! I saw taehyung !" he pulled his hand out of his father's grip
"What__"
"He was here ! He was just here in this party but I can't find him now dad I can't , but I have to---i have to" seojoon look at his son who again is ready to run somewhere
Seojoon cursed as he again run behind him pulling him again
"Stop it jimin ! Stop it! You can't run everywhere like crazy person look at you you are wheezing!"
" Leave me dad I have to see him__"
" Jimin!" He yelled again in sternly voice making jimin flinch "taehyung is not here ! You must mistook someone as him__"
"No no no I can't---i know it's him"
" Jimin__"
"No dad you don't understand!how can I not recognize taehyung! I know it was him!" jimin yelled desperately
Seojoon look at his son's condition , they have seen jimin crying in sleep mumbling taehyung's name , they know how guilty their son is feeling
Yes, jimin had told his and taehyung's parents everything , every truth, taehyung's parents feels so disappointed over jimin but more over themselves
If it's jimin's fault then they are not innocent either.
" Jimin okay I believe you but he must be inside in party__" seojoon said trying to convince jimin
" But I saw him existing hall" jimin said looking around
Seojoon sees his son is trembling so he step ahead holding jimin's shoulders "son hey listen to me"
Jimin look at his father with slightly teary eyes "calm down let's get inside okay maybe he went inside again?"
Seojoon saw jimin thinking , he sigh of relief that jimin is listening him
"Okay let's go" Jimin agreed heading toward venue hall again...
_______________________________________
Double update for making you all wait.