DESTINY | tk ✔

chapter 49

"Jin calm down please" namjoon request to Jin who was keep pacing around in entrance of one of the most luxurious private resort of jeju island "I can't joon I fucking can't calm down--" jin snapped out of nervousness , regretting his rude action toward his best friend, Jin's face soften as he sighed "I'm sorry it's just__"

"You don't have to feel sorry Jin I can understand I myself is nervous to face taehyung---"

"I'm not just nervous joon--" jin cut off him shaking his head with a sore expression with hint of regret in his voice "I'm not just nervous but ashamed too I failed as his brother-- his friend" he turned to namjoon who look at him pitifully

" You have no idea joon how---- how disgusted I feel to call myself a brother" Jin face scrunched in pain not physically pain but emotionally "he didn't deserve a brother like me" Jin sadly shakes his head in disappoinment "taehyung fucking don't deserve a coward brother like me who fucking get manipulated by others"

" Jin don't say like this remember you was taehyung's hero and he himself had said he can't hate you jin__"

" But he can't love me either joon he can't love me anymore after I hurt him the most" tears welled up in his eyes "___that time my baby my brother he needed my support more than anyone else's but I disappointed him I fucking didn't stand up for him" he devastatingly said "I doubted him----- I" Jin bitterly laugh

"I won't be surprised if he doesn't even want to see my face" Jin murmured "Jin please !" Namjoon firmly said "we all are feeling same Jin but after all this years we are going to meet him ! there must be some reason behind it instead of thinking negative and feeling regret we should try our best to win our taehyung back!"

" It doesn't matter if he wants us or not--- if anything matter then it's what we want--- we want him back Jin" namjoon held Jin's hand firmly looking straight to his eyes "and this is our chance-- we can't waste it--- it wasn't only you who's life changed after that horrible night when taehyung left"

" We all-- yoongi, hoseok their life changed too mine life changed too taehyung was like our little brother too we feel disappointed on ourselves too" namjoon paused "even jimin changed__"

" Don't" jin cut off namjoon "I don't even want to hear his name" Jin said venomously "Okay I won't--- but please get hold on yourself we have to be strong for whatever is going to happen we have to be ready"

Jin nod softly "okay" he murmured "c'mon let's have something you still didn't ate anything--" even after Jin refused him----- namjoon didn't listen jin and drag Jin with him

But they were oblivious about jimin----who heard everything, he smiled bitterly 'No matter how much I try to change myself I always ended up ruining everything' he thought with a loud sigh

"Eavesdropping is bad manners , isn't it hobi?" Jimin flinch hearing Yoongi's voice he immediately turn to see him----- with hoseok "I--I wasn't eavesdropping" he stammered nervously , shaking his head

" We didn't said your name jimin" hoseok raised his eyebrow with a knowing look---finding himself being cought in his lie jimin sighed in defeat "fine but it was just coincidence I was wandering around and heard them---"

" Geez it's okay Jimin we are not going to kill you__" yoongi laughed "Yeah but Jin definitely would have" hoseok murmured to himself

" What-t?" Jimin asked

" Ah it's nothing__" hoseok nervously laugh "Anyway let's go dad and others are maybe waiting for us to join them---" hoseok changed the topic smoothly as jimin nod walking ahead , hoseok was about to follow him but someone pulled him back

"Don't talk anything rubbish front of him hobi" yoongi firmly said "uh okay I'm sorry yoongs" hoseok quickly said calming his brother down "so... can we go now?" He sheepishly mumbled getting a playful shove from yoongi as they followed jimin.