DESTINY | tk ✔

chapter 53

There was a tensed silence between them as they sat down-- facing each other, bogum rubbed his sweaty hands together as he sigh softly

"See taehyung I know I did wrong by hiding everything from Irene but I have reasons to do that__"

" I don't want to hear why you do that or why you hide it__" taehyung cut off bogum with a rather calm tone

"I don't need to know that but it's noona whom you should explain this thing hyung--- I can understand why you hide things-- love can make people dumb sometimes isn't it?" He chuckled as bogum nod helplessly

"You are right I know it wasn't really brilliant idea to hide my identity from you and others but on that time I was blinded by my selfishness--" bogum admitted looking down "I knew deep down if I tell Irene about my relation with you then she would have back off without second thought , and I really doesn't want to lose her--- it's rare to find someone who understands you more better than yourself--"

Taehyung smile softly as jungkook's face comes in his mind--- the only person who understands taehyung better than him.

" The fear if losing her win over my mind I couldn't think straight but then there was a little hope that if things get serious--"

"like right now?" Taehyung asked as bogum nod

"Yeah--- and I believed maybe Irene now willingly to expect me and understand why I did that because now she also loves me--" bogum look down in shame

Taehyung shakes his head in disbelief "your selfishness really took over your mind hyung--- you only think about your need your love what about my noona? Yes you are right I know she would have pushed you away if she knew about the truth in the beginning but at least it she didn't had to feel the pain which she will feel now after knowing how you hide things from her!"

"She blindly trusted you, loves you and you took advantage of her love!" tears welled up in taehyung's eyes as bogum cry silently looking down all the time--

" I wouldn't give you false hope by saying I would have support you guys if I knew about your relationship before--" taehyung said "because in that case I would have told noona everything and let her decide because she deserves a relationship based on truth not lies--"

" You are not a bad person hyung I know and trust me I don't have anything against you but you are part of that family-- whom I despise , I just couldn't bring myself to accept them have any kind of relation with my family, I just can't--"

"But what was my fault taehyung?!" Bogum broke into tears "I wasn't even there--- I wasn't the one who hurted you , I didn't ask God to make me part of their family-- i can't change the destiny can I?!" He snapped out of overwhelmed feelings

" And trust me taehyung they changed , our family changed for the better, they know what they did was wrong and they are willing to apologise and makes things better with you please give them a chance--"

" It'll be good if you didn't talk about them right now__" taehyung sternly cut off bogum "and talking about giving a chance? Then I'm giving you last chance to confess everything to noona in two days---"

" I know I said I couldn't accept your family in my life but trust me hyung if she chooses to stay with you then I won't stop her and I, myself will be very happy for you both-- and I'll convince my rest of family too" taehyung assured bogum, no matter how much he despise those people but he can't imagine his noona get heartbroken

"But remember one thing if she chooses to end this relationship with you, so make sure you won't ever show your face to her__"

It felt like some one stabbed his heart with knife, bogum's breath shakes just by the thought of Irene not choosing him, he clenched his fist , shrugging off his negative thoughts--- bogum look at taehyung