SAMMIE's POV:
"Where to??" he asked as we walk out the house door. "Nowhere in particular I just want to walk and enjoy the breeze!" I told him and he just nodded.
We walk side by side in silence as we take in the magnificent view of the place. The sky is filled with stars I can make out some of the constellations like big dipper,the orions belt and others. The full moon also looks fascinating as it shines brightly in the dark night sky. The air is also so relaxing, you can feel the sea breeze from here. I can hear the faint sound of the beach waves hitting the shore. This night is really perfect for a stroll.
I hear him clear his throat I look at him and saw him looking at me with a curious look. "Wae??!" I ask him. "Gwenchana??" he asked back as he turn to look at our surroundings.
"Huh?Why do you ask?" I ask him curiously. "Nothing you are just too quiet it is not like you!" He said letting out a small laugh. "Ahhhhh I am just enjoying the view and the breeze it is so relaxing. Back in Seoul we cannot enjoy a night stroll like this without any fans following us or taking pictures. This feels good as we don't have a chance to do it often!" I told him honestly.
He didn't say anything as we continued to walk in a slow pace.
J: "If you don't mind me asking, how are you and Suga?"
S: "We are cool! Why do you ask?"
J: "It's just that you don't act as a new couple? You are not that sweet or constantly together it's like nothing has change."
S: "How should a new couple act?"
J: "Well as a new couple normally you should be around each other all time, holding hands can't take your eyes away from one another. Those kinds of stuff."
S: "Is that how you are with Tzuyu Unnie?"
J: "Huh?? Y-yeah t-thats how w-w-we are!"
S: "Ohhh! Well, I guess Suga and I are not normal hahahaha. Maybe because we have known each other for so long we have skipped the normal dating actions."
J: "A-are you h-happy?"
S: "Uhmmm??? Yes I am!"
J: "I want you to be happy always princess. If there is anytime that you feel sad please don't forget that I am always here for you. I can be you shoulder to cry on just in case."
S: "Hahaha Oppa who is getting sappy now?"
J: "I'm serious!"
S: "I know Oppa. Gamsamhamnida!! I know that you guys will always be there for me no matter what."
He grab my hand to make me face him. He was looking intently in my eyes. I really cannot read what he is thinking his facial expression is just serious. "O-oppa!..w-whats wrong?" I ask him nervously. My heart is beating fast because of how intense he is looking at me.
He let out a deep sigh. He then inhale a deep breath then looked at the sky. After a few seconds he slowly look down to look at me. He looks like he is thinking hard the way his brows are furrowed. He then suddenly pull me to an embrace.
I just stood there like a stone. My body is stiffening from the shock of his actions. "What's going on??" I ask myself. My heart is beating at a rapid pace. I am at lost on what to say or what to do so I just stood there frozen in his embrace.
His embrace is getting tighter his face buried at the crook of my neck. His embrace felt like he doesn't want to let me go like he will loose me. I am really surprise by his actions and I don't know what to think. "Sammie~ah!!" he whispered with his raspy voice. His face is still buried on my neck so I can feel him breathe when he whispers and it gave me goosebumps. " Give me three minutes let's please stay like this for three more minutes!" He said in the same raspy whisper. I just nodded softly.
I dunno what came over me I put both my hands around his neck and embrace him tight. I close my eyes as I bury my face in his shoulders. All of the emotions that I have been suppressing are pouring out I can't help the tears flowing from my eyes as I embrace him tighter. I don't know if what we are doing is right but it felt right for me. I don't want to let go so we stood there embracing each other illuminated by the light from the full moon.
Jimin's POV:
We have been standing under the moonlight in each other's arms. As we are walking earlier I was looking at her face which is illuminated by the moonlight she looks like an angel. And I realize the reason why I am so against on her relationship with Suga, why I am feeling so uncomfortable and jealous when I see them together, why my heart beats fast whenever we are together. It's because....
I LIKE HER.....
I can't contain my emotion, that longing to hold her so damn much I acted on impulse so I pulled her to an embrace. And I am hoping for this time to stop so we can stay like this for a long time.
I know that this is wrong because I am betraying my girlfriend and most specially I am betraying my older brother Suga. But I just want to steal just this moment just this feeling of having her in my arms. Why have I realize my feelings just now. It's too late and everything will be complicated. I cannot hurt my own brother like that. No matter how special this girl is in my arms I know that this is wrong.
After a while we pull ourselves apart from the embrace that we shared. I studied her face and I know that she had been crying I can feel the dampness on my shirt where she buried her face. Her beautiful face looks confuse and I know she have a lot of questions but I can't answer anything for now. I need to think.
As she was about to say something I interrupted her. "Gaja!! It's late and it's starting to get cold. Let's go back they might be looking for us!" I told her. My arms wrap around her shoulder to keep her warm because the evening breeze is a little bit chilly as the night deepens.
We walk back in silence. I didn't dare speak as I might say the wrong things. We arrived at the villa where we are staying and saw Jungkook and Jhope sleeping at the coach. Taehyung in the other hand is browsing through his phone.
"Where did you two go? I thought you were both sleeping already?" Taehyung ask. I removed my hands from Sammie's shoulder and I instantly felt that emptiness at the pot of my stomach. "We just took a stroll outside to enjoy the view!" I answered him as I walk in the living room Sammie following me in.
"Was it nice?" Tae asked again and I just nodded. " I'll go to bed now I'm a bit tired from the walking!" I told them I saw Sammie looking at me it seems like she has things she wanted to say but I am not ready for now. "Goodnight!" I told them as I head towards my shared room with Jin hyung.
Jin is now asleep in his bed. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. Allowing my thoughts flow as I am getting my self washed by the water from the shower.
I don't want to make things awkward or complicated for everyone. Whatever I do someone will get hurt. So I decided to suppress my feelings for Sammie. I know Suga will take care of her and will never hurt her. I want her to be happy even if it's not with me.
It's okay for me to suffer I can take that pain compared to hurting a lot of the people I love. I cannot take that risk it's better to keep everything as the way it is.
Even though it hurts....
***chimmie***