recap: someone comes up to me and jenna
??: wtf jenna
i look back and see josh followed by the group
jenna: oh save it josh if anything i did you guys a favor.
i look at josh
y/n: you slept with vic?
i say in a soft voice on the verge of crying
jenna: he didn't just sleep with vic. he's dating vic. kairi is back with celia. i'm dating mattia again. katie is with alejandro. roshaun is in a pending relationship with emma (meaning he's talking to her) . alv-
i cut her off
y/n: alvaro is messing with ari. mia is with nathan. and robert is with bri.
i turn to them
y/n: so why is kate and taylor brought into this?
i say looking at the boys . waiting for an answer.
jenna: oh my god. they're in this bc they knew what was happening but decided not to tell you.
mattia: okay jenna just stop talking for now
he says running his hands through his hair frustrated
jenna scoffs and walks away.
ale: y/n.
he says tryna grab my hand
i pull it away before he could touch it
y/n: how long.
i say sternly
mattia: huh
y/n: how long have you guys been doing this? is this why you guys started avoiding me?
kate: we weren't avoiding you y/n-
y/n: then what were you guys doing? you guys stopped hanging out with me for this. really? was all this worth losing me?
kairi: y/n don't say that please. we can fix it.
i start crying
y/n: you know for those weeks you guys were avoiding me i thought that it was all my fault. that i was a bad friend. that i was a bad sister. i had thoughts in my head that you guys didn't even want me around anymore.
alvaro: can we just talk this out?
before i could say anything alex and them comes up to me.
alex: hey, you good?
he says putting his arm over me
y/n: uhh yea let's just go somewhere else please
nathan: y/n ple-
y/n; i'll see you guys later.
we were walking to devyn's car and it was quiet til we got to the car.
alex: you okay?
y/n: i guess
he lifts my chin up
alex: don't worry about them right now. let's just go chill at my house
i smile and nod
carlos: uhh me and dess actually gotta do something
he says nervously
i look at dess and she looks at me and devyn.
devyn&y/n: go get that dick 😏
alex: huh? holy shit you boutta hit
he says laughing
carlos: yoooo chill 😭
alex: ahhhh daboyyy 😂
he says while doing their lil handshake
dess: anyways can't waste time. byeee guys
we all laughed and said our goodbyes and went to alex's house .
*back at your house*
kate: see you idiots i told you guys to tell her before it got outta hand
alvaro: it's not our fault mattia's bitch has a big fucking mouth
mattia: alvaro shut the fuck up. your bitch is the one who encouraged jenna to even say something
alvaro: since when does jenna ever listen to any fucking one
mattia: i don't know dip shit those are her friends not mine
ale: alright alright just chill
taylor: no no no no. you guys fucked up our relationship with her. we aren't gonna "just chill" bitch FIX IT
robert: omg just stop the fucking yelling. we get it we're all mad and not in the mood right now but just stop yelling.
nathan: how are we gonna fix this if she won't even answer the group chat?
josh: let's just wait til tomorrow?
kairi: yea whatever ima go back to my house.
we all look at him weirdly as he leaves the house
kairi's pov
i drive back to my house and went straight to my room. god i'm such a fucking idiot. i'm her bestfriend and i let her down and because of it she thinks she wasn't a good enough friend.
i grab my phone and text her
bestie🥺=y/n
kairi: y/n? can we talk please?
bestie🥺: what kairi
kairi: look i'm sorry i really am
i just didn't know how to tell you
i'm dating my toxic ex again
bestie🥺: k
kairi: y/n please .
after that last message she left me on read . i can't just give up like that. she was there for me and she understood the pain i went through. i can't lose her .
skip to the next day
y/n's pov
i slept over at alex's house because i didn't wanna see anyone yet after what happened yesterday. fuckkk i have no clothes .
alex: hey do you just wanna wear the sweats you have on and i can give you a jacket
y/n: yes pleaseeeee
he goes to his closet and hands me his jacket. hm smells just like him.
alex: you ready?
i nod and we head to school .
y/n: ima go to my locker real quick
devyn: alright we'll be at our table
i nod and head to my locker. i put my books in and grab my books for first period. i see someone lean against the locker next to mine
y/n: what do you want
kairi: you can't be mad forever. can we just talk this out
i look at kairi and my eyes go behind him. i see ale and them with jenna's group, laughing and smiling. even kate and taylor.
kairi: so can we?
he says in a low voice
i think for a little. he's the only one who texted me right after what happened and he seems genuinely sorry. it's like he's the only one who actually cares about how i feel . i look back at kairi and hug him. tightly.
y/n: no need to talk. i forgive you and i love you kai
he hugs me back tightly as well
kairi: so we're good?
he says still hugging me
y/n: we were always good. never let go.
kairi: i promise. bestfriend's forever y/n.