08.03.20
10:19pm
Here I am again, with a broken heart. It's like I never heal completely. I try my hardest to move on and forgot about you, but I don't think that I could ever live without you. I don't think that I'll ever get over you. I'll never find happiness if it isn't with you and that kills me. It kills me to think that I'll never be able to live without you on my mind.
And all I can think is if you feel the same. Cause I know you don't. I just know that I'm not the one on your mind. I know that you don't think of me the way I think of you, but I wish you did. And every time I think I'm done with you, I feel you crawl back into my mind.
You're constantly breaking my heart without even knowing it. And it's not fair. It's not fair that you don't have to deal with this. It's not fair that you get to be happy while I feel like crying over you.