Sam's pov
"Sammy baby wake up" I whine and cuddle closer into Colby's chest "baby get up" he shakes me again "I don't wannaaa" I whine "I know baby but we can't miss another day" "I don't have to" he sighs "ok then don't but you have to let go of me" I whine and let go of him and turn around "baby.." I pull the covers up he sighs and kisses my head "I'm sorry baby" he kisses my head again and gets up and I whine quietly. I hear the door shut and I look up seeing no Colby and I let the tears fall silently and I drop my head. A couple minutes later the door opens again and footsteps approach "bye baby I love you" he kissed my forehead and I hear him walk away "no daddy pwease don't leave m-mwe" he looks back at me and sits down on the bed "I'm s-" "no! S-stay" I sit up and hug him "pwease" I whisper into his chest he rubs my back "I would but I can't miss another day just come with" I hold onto him tighter and he does the same back "o-otay" he kisses my head "get ready then baby" I nod and get up and go to the closet and I grabbed light grey joggers I then went over to Colby's bag and took one of his hoodies then put that on I then put on white nikes "cute" I jumped forgetting Colby was still in here he put his hands on my hips and I blushed realizing I changed in front of him he chuckled and kissed my forehead "it's ok baby" I nodded "but you did just steal my hoodie" I giggled "sowwy I jus wanted to be compy" he cood quietly "it's ok baby I don't mind" I smiled and hugged him and he hugged back and put his chin on my head and I giggled "let's get you some breakfast" I looked up at him with my chin on his chest and smiled he smiled back and kissed me I kissed back and we pulled away and I smiled "c'mon" I nodded and I held tighter he chuckled a bit and picked me up and walked to the kitchen
He put me on the counter and I grabbed his hand and played with the rings "what do you want to eat" "jus a gwanwola bar" "you sure" "yeah I sure" he nods and he takes his hand back and I frown a bit and he come back and I grab his hand again "baby eat" I let go of his and and quickly open it wanting to hold it again but as I'm opening it he puts his hands on my hips making me smile and I eat my granola bar with a small smile on my face "I done" I hold out the wrapper and he takes it which causes him to take his hands off of me and I frown but he comes back and I smile "are you ok baby" I look at him confused "yeah I otay" I smile he smiles back and kisses me and I kiss back. "Go get your bag" I nod and he takes me off the counter and then I realize he isn't coming with me and frown slightly "baby if you don't want to go you don't have to" "what! No I going" "are you sure I don't wanna force you to" "yep I sure" he knows I'm sure when I say 'yep' he smiles and kisses my forehead "now go get your bag" I nod and he slaps my butt when I turn I giggle and walk to my room and I grab my bag and phone quickly and run back to the kitchen and grab his hand he chuckles and squeezes my hand "c'mon" he smiles and grabs his bag off the floor "did woo feed Stormy" "yeah baby" I smile and we walk out the door
We get to school and we walk to Colby's locker and I hold his hand the whole time. He only came to his locker cause he was grabbing a pencil when he shut his locker Jake, Tara, and Devyn came "hi guys!" They say "hi!" I smile they smile back and Colby greets them "aww cute your wearing Colby's hoodie" Devyn says I giggle "yeah he just stole it" I giggle again "I jus wanted to be compy" they all cood at me and I giggled Colby pulled me close and then Aaron, Corey, and Elton came over and we all greeted each other and started talking. "Guys the bells about to ring" Aaron said "oh shoot bye guys see you later" Colby said and we said bye and Jake, me and Colby walked to math me and Colby hand in hand. We got to the class and sat down in the back and I kept Colby's hand in mine "baby" I hummed and looked up at him "can you let go of my hand please" I frowned and nodded slowly and let go of it "hey what's wrong" "nofin I otay" "you sure" "yep" he smiled and did his work I frowned a bit sad wanting to at least hold his hand I sighed and looked at my paper and did the last problem then I sat back in my seat with my knees against the table and held Colby's hoodie close smelling the scent "bubba you alright" I look up at him and nodded with a small smile Colby looked over and he put his hand on my knee and I smiled and then he grabbed my hand and held it intertwining our fingers and I sighed contently and we turned our attention to the teacher who started talking again
We got to Colby's locker "I'll see you in class bubba" I smiled "otay" and Jake left "baby you should get going to you don't wanna be late the new English teacher doesn't like that" I frowned now realizing Colby's not in my class "baby what's wrong" "I wanna be wif woo" I say sadly and look down "baby" he lifted my head up "you'll be ok" "I know but I wanna be wif woo" he smiled sadly and hugged me and I hugged back stuffing my head in his neck "we'll be together again next period" and hugged him tighter "o-otay" "let's walk to class now" I nodded and we pulled away and we walked hand in hand. We stopped at Colby's class since it was first and mine was across the hall "ok I'll see you later baby" I nodded "hey hey don't cry" he wiped the tear that rolled down my cheek "I-i sowwy I don't wanna weave woo" he hugged me again "it'll be ok baby" he pulled away and pecked my lips "now go on" I nodded and he opened the door "bye baby" "bye daddy" he smiled and walked in and I turned around and the bell rang I sighed and walked across the hall and opened the door "Sam why are you late" I ignored him and walked over to the back with my head down him still bickering about me being late and I plopped down in my seat next to Jake and Devyn and put my knees against the table and held Colby's hoodie close trying to get some sort of security. A couple minutes in class and it feels like I've been in here for an hour I put my hood up held it closely smelling his scent "oh Sam do you miss Colby" Devyn said and I nodded sadly "you'll see him soon don't worry" I nodded and we averted our attention to the front. The teacher turned around and he stopped talking and looked at me I furrowed my brows "hood down" I've had it up this entire time and he wants to call me out now "now" I frowned knowing I won't smell Colby as much if I do I sigh and take it off "sit correctly too" I frowned more also making it so I can't have the hoodie close even though it's on but I sighed deeply and sadly and sat correctly now feeling really exposed, empty, and not secured with out Colby's smell the teacher smirked and returned to teaching "I'm sorry Sam" Devyn said knowing why I was like that "i-it otay" she smiled a bit and we payed attention and I put my head in my hand. I whimpered and I sat back held the hoodie close suddenly feeling alone and scared "Sam it's ok class is almost over" I nodded and went back in the position I was before I got yelled at and pulled my hood up and pulled the strings my nose filling up with his scent and I sighed contently. "bubba stop looking so depressed it's making me sad" I whined quietly "bubba I'm sorry I was joking" I nodded "you'll see him soon hang in there bubba" "o-otay" "Sam!" I jumped and whimpered "sit correctly and put your hood down" "sir he's still listening and it's not bothering anyone" Corey said the teacher ignored him "now" he said sternly I whimpered and sat up putting my hood down he turned around and I sat criss cross in my seat and held the hoodie close and of course to my luck the teacher turns around and glares at me "Samuel" I whimper I don't know why he's yelling at me there's literally a girl sitting just like me also holding her hoodie close also looking a bit sad "sit correctly" "s-sir" the girl spoke up and he looked over to her now noticing it was that one girl that was worried about me during the incident "I-im sitting like him too just leave him alone he's obviously missing whosever hoodie that is just like me he's just trying to get some sort of security just because he was late you don't need to yell at him" the teacher clearly wasn't having it and ignored her and looked at me "sit correctly now" I frown and do so "one more time your leaving" I nod and the girl looks over at me and gives a sad smile I try to smile back but it doesn't work I just want Colby I want to hug him and go back home and cuddle "Sam just hang in there, theres about 20 minutes left then you can be with Colby plus, it's free period next so we can sit at the bleachers and he can hold you close" Corey says I smile at the thought and nod and then I completely zone out excited for free period. Jake nudges me and I furrow my brows "what" "listen before he calls you out he keeps looking at you" "oh otay" and I look back up and listen then the bell rings I jump and I smile widely and pack my things up and run out the door to Colby's classroom
I wait for him to come out and I frown when he hasn't yet then he comes out and I smile widely and hug him and he jumps a bit and I giggle "hi baby" he hugs back and I sigh contently "let's go to the bleachers" I nod and we hold hands walking through the halls and I sigh happily "are you ok baby" I nod "I jus missed woo" he smiles and chuckles a bit "it wasn't that long" "but it felt wike ages" I giggle and we walk out the door and walk to the bleachers by the others. We sit down and Colby pulls me close and I smile and lean my head on his shoulder "finally your not depressed looking!" Jake jokes and I giggle a bit "shush" I say "hey! It's true" I giggle "you missed me that much" "yes he did" Corey said "yeah he was like in a ball in his seat and he pulled his hood up and hugged it really close it was cute but he had a frown the whole period" Devyn said "aww cute" Colby cood and I whined and he chuckled "anything else happen" Tara asked "the teachwer was a meanie" they chuckled at the term meanie "how" Elton asked and I explained "ah well I don't think he likes you at all" Elton said and I sighed and nodded and I leaned into Colby and he pulled me close then we talked about other things. We get to lunch and I had to get the schools food since I didn't bring anything and it was spaghetti and the noodles looked rubber. We talked and ate and the whole time Colby had his hand on my thigh and soon the bell rings.
We say our goodbyes and we walk separate ways me staying with Colby "baby your on your own this time" I sigh "I'm sorry baby just sit in the back and hold the hoodie close like last time" "but won't the teachwer yell at mwe" "no baby this one's a nice one and from what I know she doesn't care what you do she just wants the work done so you'll be ok" we stop at his locker and I furrow my brows as he opens it "wha-" I get cut off by him spraying something on me he then puts it back and start walking again "what was that" he chuckles "my cologne baby" I smell the hoodie and it smells more dominant now and I smile and we get to my classroom and we stop "I'll see you next class baby" he puts his hands on my waist and I sigh and he pecks my lips "don't be sad it'll come quick" I nod "otay" he kisses me again "bye baby" "bye bye daddy" and I go on my tippy toes and kiss him he smiles and I walk in and walk to the back of the class where I sat when I first came here.
I start to feel alone so I bring my knees up and hold the hoodie close my senses getting filled with Colby's scent I smile and stay like this and listen to the lesson. I get bored about 10 minutes in I put my hood up and I zone out and my mind drifts off to Colby "Sam!" I hear my name be called I look up and its the teacher "I don't mind you sitting like that or having your hood up but please pay attention" I nod and pay attention and since I'm in little space my attention span is pretty much not there so I start zoning out again then the next thing I know the teachers in front of me I smile awkwardly "I hope you were paying attention" she hands me a worksheet and leaves I sigh knowing I won't be able to do it right now "you may work with a partner if you'd like" she announces I sigh and put my head back "hey Sam" I jump and look over to see Xepher "h-hi" she smiles "are you ok you seem a bit off" "yeah I otay" "ok well I'm guessing you need help since you didn't listen at all" I giggle a bit "I'm not the best at this so I'll go get someone else to help" I nod and I lay my head back "Samuel! Work and sit up since you clearly cannot handle it" I frown and sigh sitting up and sitting criss cross and holding the hoodie close and I whine slightly "hey Sam you ok" I look up and see Cassie "y-yeah I otay" she nods and I grab my pencil and look at the paper and notice it's a multiple question worksheet I know what to choose now and finish quickly "Sam you can't just guess" "I didn't" "yeah you did" "uh uh" I cross my arms "fine I'll check" she looks at my paper "oh well turn it in then" I take it and she goes to her seat and I get up and walk to the teachers desk "Sam you better not have guessed" she said warningly I hand her the paper "Sam you cannot be done there is two sides and your the first one" I furrow my brows and look at the back and see more questions I grab a pencil from the cup she has and answered them quickly and gave it to her "Samuel what did I say" I groaned and dropped my paper in her desk and went back to my seat "Samuel!" I whimpered and looked up "get back here and do it properly" "ma'am" Cassie called "what Cassie" "if you think he guessed he didn't just look at them they seem to be correct I thought the same" the teacher sighed and actually looked at it "very well then" I went in a ball and smelled his scent and whined a bit wanting a bit more instead if just his scent "alright since you all are done we will go over the second part of this lesson" she announced and I zoned out again "Sam!" I looked up "what is the answer" I looked at the board "i-" I was going to answer but I'm still in little space and stopped "very well listen next time" i sigh and listen and I whine and I feel a tear rolls down my cheek "Sam" I look over to see Mike and I wipe my tear "w-what" "are you ok what's wrong" "n-nofing" "hey it's ok tell me" "I-i miss cwoby" he sighs "it'll be ok but try to listen she doesn't get mad very often" I nod and another tear rolls down and I wipe it quickly "it'll be ok stop worrying you'll be with him soon" I nod and he gets up and goes back to his seat before the teacher sees and more tears fall I feel really lonely and empty like I'm by myself. I wipe my tears and pull up my hood and hug my knees and put my head in them "Samuel! Since you are not listening you may leave" I whimper when there are snickers "leave Samuel" I sigh and grab my bag and put my things in and out it on my shoulders "hurry up" I sigh and frown and hug myself and see Mike giving me a sad smile I put my head down and walk out and I go over to the class Colby's at and sit against the wall and hug my knees and cry in them. About a couple minutes later I hear footsteps approach me and then stop in front of me and I look up and see Griffin crouching down "hey bud" I put my head down and whimper bit wanting no one but Colby "is Colby in this classroom" I nod then there's silence but my sobs then I hear a knock and the door open "ah what do you want" "sorry to interrupt but can I have Colby" "yeah I suppose Colby take your things and leave" "what's up Griffin" I look up and I see Colby and I get up and hug him tightly "he got kicked out of class because he couldn't focus and we found out it was because he missed you" Griffin explained "oh ok thank you" "no problem I'll go now" "baby" he trailed off and I just held him tight then I felt myself getting lifted up and I clung onto him and stuffed my head in his neck "baby why are you crying" he asked as he started walking I didn't answer though and he started rubbing my back and I soon felt a breeze and he soon sat down I looked up a bit and he was sitting against a tree and we sat in silence with him rubbing my back and I calmed down a bit "now why were you crying" "I-i missed w-woo an-and I felt al-alone" "I'm sorry baby did you do what you did last time" I nodded "i-it wasn't enough and I got y-yelled at for doing it" he sighed and we sat in silence again and he finally spoke up "why are you acting like this it wasn't a problem before" "sepawation anxwety" I whispered "but why didn't you do this before when I left you home alone to go to school" "I very attached to woo now befwore I still wasn't sure if we stay togweter very wong an when I know dat woo won't weave or hope woo won't I gwet scwared dat woo won't come back" he lifts my head up so I'm looking him in the eyes "Sammy I promise I won't ever leave you, your everything to me and I wouldn't know what I would do if you were gone please don't think that again I promise I'll always come back to you if we ever are away from each other trust me, I would love to be by your side forever but sometimes we can't and it's good to have some space but when we aren't by each other please please please never think that I won't be with you after I will be, we pretty much live with each other there's no escape from you even if I tried which I never will because I hate being away from you for so long but I don't freak out cause I now for a fact we'll be together in the end" tears roll down my cheeks and he shed a couple and he cupped my cheeks and wiped them "I promise if I'm not with you I always will find a way, if you get hurt and I'm not there I'm always there in the end-" "b-but what if w-woo aren't" I cut him off "I will Sammy just like at that party you got hurt and I was there to help you in the end and that one time when you had that pain during school and I was in a different class and I found you to help you trust me I'll always be there for you" "b-but I won't be there fwor woo when you get hurt to help I too weak" "Sammy don't ever say that you are there for me you did help me even if you don't know it" "no I didn't" "Sam you did remember how we met, at the park, you helped me when I fell if my skateboard and hurt myself and you helped me mentally I was not in a good mindset and you helped me and you know you did please stop talking like that about your self you are not weak you litterly got abused Sam and your still here if that doesn't say your strong I don't know what does I promise your not weak you are strong, even if you don't think you are you are amazing, funny, kind and so many more things you were put on earth for a reason and that reason is not to be unhappy and tear yourself apart live your life to the fullest and be happy and it's ok to not be happy just please don't say things that will will tear yourself apart you will regret it and I know I do" more tears started to roll down my cheeks and Colby has some but not as much as me and I know that what he said is somewhat personal because he told me about his past and he hasn't told much people only like one other person. He cups my cheeks and wipes my tears only to be replaced by more "baby stop crying" I giggle sadly and wipe his "w-woo stop" I say as more roll down his cheeks he chuckles sadly and I hug him and he hugs me tightly and he puts his head in the crook of my neck and we both cried silently "I promise I won't leave you baby" he whispers "I won't weave woo eiver daddy" he hugs me tighter and I do the same. We sit in silence for a bit tears of happiness and sadness still coming from both of us and then the bell rings and I jump "baby it's ok" he chuckles a bit and we pull away from the hug and we look at each other and I wipe his tears and some more still spill out and mine are to "we a mess" he chuckled "yeah" he agrees he cups my cheeks and wipes the tears and he pecks my lips I smile and he smiles back and I wipe the few tears that rolled down his cheeks and kiss his nose he smiles "let's get to class before were late" I nod and get off his lap and we stand up and I hug him again and he hugs back and I look up at him and we look into each other's eyes "I love you baby" "I love woo too daddy" he kisses my forehead "let's go" I nod and we grab our bags and we walk back in hand in hand and the bell rings when we almost make it and I sigh "it's ok baby" "it's my second cwass I'm wate too" "and it's ok I'll be with you we're late together" I smile and we walk around the corner and down the hall and go in the class
"Your late" I giggle and Colby smiles "we know" he says and we walk to the back "and it's funny to you" I giggle again "baby stop" he whispers and we sit down next to the others "well" she says with an attitude waiting for an answer for something I ignore her and play with Colby's rings and Colby chuckles and ignores her and he looks down at me playing with his rings "answer me" she says and Colby groans "answer what, what are you waiting for the stupid 'it won't happen again' because if so then I'm so sorry we were late it won't happen again I promise please forgive us" he mimics and pouts at the end and the class ooo's I giggle "both of you office now" "alright bet" Colby says and I giggle not caring that we got kicked out I'm glad I'll be with him still "now" she says I giggle again "c'mon" he says and we grab our bags "were you guys crying" Jake asks "yeah anyway we'll see you guys tomorrow" "bye bye" I whisper so others won't here my little voice "go!" The teacher yells I giggle and we leave the room "ok baby let's go home and cuddle" "yay!" He chuckled and we walk out the doors and walk back to the apartment
We get back and we get in my place and stormy stood on his back legs instead of jumping being cautious of his foot I giggle and I per him and he sits down "hey baby" "yeah daddy" "I'm gonna be right back I'm gonna get more clothes" he says and he has his duffle bag already "otay" he smiles and kisses me and he leaves and I go to Stormys bowls and feed him and then I go to my room and change into some pajamas I grab a set and it's a royal blue silk flowy tank top and royal blue silk shorts that are pretty short and show my butt, but I don't care that much and I grab different underwear so the ones I have on won't show and make it look wierd. I change and I walk out of my room and go to my backpack and I grab my phone out of it and I lean on the counter facing it and go on my phone. I hear the door open and close and then footsteps but I don't look because know it's Colby I then feel hand on my hips I giggle as he starts to massage them with his thumbs "hi daddy" "hi baby" he pressed his body against mine "you don't have no idea what your doing to me baby" he whispers seductively in my ear I giggle and I turn around and he looks me up and down I giggle "lets cuddle!" I wrap my arms around his neck and he smiles and moves his hands up and down my sides and leans down and I go in my tippy toes and our lips meet and his hands go down to my butt and he squeezes it but I only gasp a little because I'm used to him doing that he moves his hands up and slides them down my shorts and he squeezes it again and he licks my lip and I part them and he slips his tongue in and I giggle slightly and he pulls away "what" "your mwassaging mwy butt" he chuckles and he takes them out of my pants and he wraps his arms around my waist tightly hugging me and I hug back "let's go to the bedroom and cuddle" I smile "c'mon!" I squeal and grab his hand and run to the room "slow down baby" he chuckles we get in the room and he pick me up from behind "ahh daddy!" I squeal giggling he chuckles and he throws me in the bed and I laugh just laying there he chuckled and he comes up and tickles me and I squeal and laugh harder not being able to form words "da-daddy!" I squeal he chuckles "s-st-stop i-it!" I squirm he chuckles and he finally stops and I lay there catching my breath and giggling a bit. I catch my breath and sit up and sit next to Colby he chuckles "you good" I giggle "yep" he chuckled and he puts his phone down and he grabs the remote and turns on Disney plus and he looks through it and I squeal "that one!" "Which one baby" "that one!" I point to the tv "baby I don't know which one your pointing to" "goofy movie!" "Where is it" I whine and point to the tv he chuckled "is it back up" he goes up "noooo" I whine "oh" he goes back down "baby I don't know where it is" "right there!" I yell he chuckles "I don't see it" I whine and take the remote and move over one "here dumb dumb" I click it he chuckles "I was messing with you baby I knew where it was" I glare at him and cross my arms he chuckles "don't be upset" "hmph" I huff he chuckled "boop" he says and pokes my nose I giggle and he chuckled and lays down and pulls me down with and he pulls me close and I rest my head on his chest and put a leg over him and I watch the movie and giggle at some parts then I feel something on my butt and I see Colby's hand and I giggle when he squeezes it and I look up at him "why do woo always touch my butt" he chuckled "I don't know it's just there" I giggle "I'll stop if it bothers you" "no it otay I jus wondering" "ok" he smiles and kisses my head and I look back at the tv. Halfway through the movie I yawn and my eyes get droopy and I put my hand up to my mouth putting my thumb in and I still watch the movie "baby don't do that" he pulls my hand away "sowwy daddy" "it's ok baby" he reaches over and grabs a paci and gives it to me "tank woo" he smiles and I put it in my mouth and I watch the movie and I force my eyes open Colby chuckles "it's your nap time baby go to sleep" "I don't wannaaa" I whine "baby" I look up at him "just sleep your tired and it's nap time" "nooo" "if you don't your more tired in the morning go to sleep" "no" "baby if you wake up in the morning and you didn't take a nap you won't get up and then later your mad that you didn't get up" I huff and look back at the tv and ignore him and whatever he's saying right now then he slaps my butt very hard I whine and tears prick my eyes and I move away from him and go under the covers on the other side and face away from him "Sammy" I ignore him because there was no reason for him to do that "Sam I know your upset but I slapped you because you weren't doing as told and complaining and then you ignored what I was saying that's why I slapped you very hard you broke like three rules and I warned you that it was going to happen but you were ignoring me so don't be made at me" tears fell from my eyes I broke three rules but I still am mad at him for doing it that hard it still stings "Samuel" I whimper he's never used my full name and I don't like it "stop ignoring me" I didn't know I was that time I felt him move but I didn't pay any attention it's not like anything else can happen then I got picked up I looked up to be met with an angry Colby I whined he put me down and he sat on the bed and he took out my paci "wh-what are woo doing daddy" "your getting a punishment Sam" "wha-why" "you were ignoring me Sam multiple times and you kept complaining about a simple thing as taking a nap when you are tired and you broke three rules so you getting spankings" I whimpered "sowwy daddy" I put my head down "now since you did all that your getting 15 a-" "n-no 10" "as I was saying it would've been 20 but I took five off because it's gonna be on bear butt" I gasped "n-no pwease daddy" "fine would you like 15 no shorts or 20 with your shorts on still" "neiver" "15 it is" I whimpered and took a step back he frowned "the more you argue I'm just gonna add more" I frowned "now which one" I shook my head "fine we'll do 10 with shorts and 10 with out" I sighed "now come here" I walked over slowly "Sam I know your upset I would be too but you didn't need to do that and you need to learn" I nod "d-daddy" "yeah" "c-can we do 15" he sighs "yeah" I only said that because my butt is already showing and it wouldn't make a difference and I wanted less. "take them off" I blushed a bit since I'm wearing a thong but took them off anyway and he bent me over his lap and he rubbed my butt "count" I nodded smack "one"
Smack "f-five" tears rolled down my cheeks as he gets progressively harder
Smack "t-mm-ten" he switch sides and it was harsh and I let out a moan and he chuckled
Smack "fir-firteen" my vision gets blurry from the tears so I shut my eyes tight waiting for the next one
Smack "fou-fourteen" he rubbed my butt a bit and squeezed it slightly I just wanted the last one to come already smack he went back to the first side and this one wasn't too soft but it wasn't hard and I let out a moan then I realized I didn't count it "fif-mmm" he smacked me before I could finish "you didn't count" "I-i-aghh" he smacked me again and I yelled but it came out as a moan "your still forgetting" shoot which number is this I whined "I-i don't k-k-know wh-what we o-n" he chuckled a bit and slapped me again and I whined and he rubbed my butt "19" he said and slapped me again "n-ni-nineteen" he took me off his lap and I pulled up my shorts and I have a frown on my face and he pulled me in between his legs and wiped my tears and he kissed my forehead but I still had a frown and he furrowed his brows because I normally smile when he kisses my head "are you ok" I got out of his grasp "meanie" I said and crawled in bed and pulled the covers over my head I heard him sigh and he got up from the bed and I grabbed my paci and went back under and I closed my eyes and going to take my nap wanting to not feel the stinging on my butt and soon I fell asleep