My Distraction {Completed}

By xplrrsolby

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Sam crossdresses and he gets bullied for it he soon got kicked out and he moves into an apartment. He also ha... More

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new book!

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By xplrrsolby

Sam's pov

I got super comfortable with everyone except Elton because he hasn't been near since the panic attack but when he were to come I'd stay quiet or stutter a lot and maybe stare at him to make sure he won't do anything to me. We've been here for an hour or two and we've just talked with the group the whole time and they left to get food a drink or to use the bathroom. I was actually having a really good time I just hope I could actually call these people my friends and they won't turn on me "baby I need to use the bathroom I'll be back" "no you said you'll stay with me" "baby I'll be quick and you've gotten comfortable with everyone you'll be fine" "please I'll come with you" "baby I'll be quick if you need anything ask Jake or Tara since your closer with them" "Colbs please let me come with" "baby I'll be quick" I sighed "baby I'm sorry but if anything were to happen it would be when your alone and if you come with you'd have to wait outside the door by yourself it's better to stay with them" "yeah I guess your right" I sighed "I'll be quick I promise" I nodded "hey guys I'm gonna go to the bathroom" they all nodded "you'll be ok" I smiled a bit and nodded he kissed my forehead and Devyn squealed and I jumped I didn't know she was watching "that was cuteee" I giggled Colby ruffled my hair and went to the bathroom. I fixed my hair and joined in the conversation after like 5 seconds I got thirsty "I'm getting a drink I'll be back" "could you get me a white claw too" Jake asked I nodded and walked towards the drinks

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I was walking and making my way through the crowd and I made it to the kitchen it wasn't as crowded here but then I got pulled into a hallway and I went to yell but my mouth gets covered I looked to see who it was and my eyes went wide and started to tear up "don't fucking scream or yell got it" I didn't answer "I said got it fag!" I winced at the harsh voice he used and I nodded and he moved his hand "w-what are y-you doing h-here" he chuckled dryly "it's none of your goddamn businesses is it" he pulled me off the wall and slammed me into it again and I yelp "p-please b-brennen" a tear fell down my face he chuckled "w-what d-do y-you w-want" "t-to f-finish w-what I-I fucking started" he mocked my stutter "wha-AHH!" He kneed me in the stomach and I fell on the floor he kicked me again "FUCK!" He hits harder now and it fucking hurts he punched me "P-PLEASE B-BRENNEN!" I yelled hoping someone from the group would here me yell his name and do something or even anyone "what the fuck did I say" he said through gritted teeth he kicked me and I screamed in pain shielding my face and taking the hits not being able to do anything

About 20 kicks and 15 punches and a lot of insults later my body aches and I feel like I want to throw up "your a fucking mis-" "BRENNEN WHAT THE FUCK!" I have no clue who it is all I hear is yelling and grunts of pain I block it out and curl further into a ball wishing I would just disappear. I feel someone pick me up "ow fuck!" I yell in pain "shit Sammy I'm sorry" it was Colby he places me down on the couch I groan in pain and I curl into a ball clutch my stomach "what the fuck is wrong with you I had him!" "Your fucking sick Brennen go back where you came from or I'll fucking beat your ass easily!" I hear faintly over the music but I block it out

⚠️Over⚠️

"hey baby could you turn on your back so I can see what happened" turned and groaned in pain doing so he lifted my shirt to see and he gasped I lifted my head to see what it looked like and he fucking got me good it's already forming it's purple blue and other colors and bleeding my eye is throbbing too from him punching it once or twice and my lip and nose are bleeding. "Baby I'm so sorry" I just groaned in response "I'm gonna clean your face first ok" I groaned again he cleaned it and I winced a bit at the sting "hey co- holy shit dude are you ok!?" I don't know what's happening my head is spinning "he got beaten up by Brennen" "what the fuck!" "Hi J- oh no what happened!" "Guys what's wr- holy shit" I groaned and rubbed my head "Sammy are you ok" "t-the f-fuck does i-it look like C-colby!!" I yelled getting annoyed "ok ok sorry but calm down" "fuuckkkk" I rubbed my eyes "Sam! What's happening" there were multiple calls of my name and then everything went black

Colby's pov

I laid Sam on the couch and lifted his shirt and I gasped I didn't think it would be this bad there's a giant bruise and it was different colors and it's bleeding. His face is bleeding and he had a black eye forming he keeps groaning in pain and clutching his stomach at times I clean his face then clean his torso "hey co-holy shit what happened!" Jake said "he got beaten up by Brennen" "what the fuck!" The others came and pretty much had the same reaction as Jake. Sam rubbed his head "hey Sammy you ok?" "t-the f-fuck does it l-look like C-colby!!" He yells at me clearly annoyed and angry ok I deserved that it was a stupid question he litterly got beaten up and it looks like it hurts like hell "fuuccckk" he groaned in pain "what's happening!" I yelled concerned why he's rubbing his eyes and blinking "Sam!" "Sam!!" The others call "he fucking passed out!" Jake yelled "fuuckk" I rubbed my face in frustration "I'm taking him to a fucking hospital" I picked him up bridal style "you guys stay here and continue in with the party I'll text you guys when he's up" "ok" Jake said and the others nodded in agreement

I walked out of the house and walked towards my car "wait Colby I'm coming with" I turn around and it's Jake "no stay Jake" "no he's my friend too I'm driving you stay in the back with him" I sighed "ok here" I gave up giving Jake the keys just wanting to get Sam to a hospital. I laid Sam down in the back his head in my lap and Jake drove to the hospital and he went over the speed limit but neither of us cared. 

We got to the hospital I picked up Sam and ran in the emergency room "hi how may I help you" "um he got beaten up and then he passed out" "I will call help right away sir" she called someone and they arrived quickly they took him "sir what's his name and how old is he" "Sam Golbach he's 18" "ok thank you, you can wait in the waiting room" I nodded and sat on a chair "I'm fucking stupid I should've fucking listen it's all my fault I'm a horrible ca-" I mumbled but Jake cut me off "Colby it's not your fault and your not a horrible person" "but I-" I groan in frustration "you what" "nothing you won't understand" "try me" "no" "tell me dude" "just drop it Jake" he stayed silent I'm a horrible fucking caregiver this isn't how a little should be treated fucking great he hates me now doesn't he fuckkk

⚠️Trigger warning⚠️

Eltons pov

I didn't hang around the group for the rest of the party after Sam's panic attack I understand how he was trying to do it slowly and I was the worst one besides Brennen I wanted Sam to forgive me but I'll give him time. After like 2 hours of the party I was walking over to the group again Sam and Colby didn't notice me because they were talking amongst themselves then Colby went to the bathroom Sam seen me so I left so I didn't make him uncomfortable I seen Brennen walk through the door. Why the fuck is he here my eyes went wide, Sam. he better not find him and Colby better come out of the bathroom soon I went to the bathroom and there was a long line, shit I'm keeping an eye on Brennen untill then. "HEY ELTONNN!" one of my other friends come up to me "hey Aryia" he's clearly drunk as fuck "let's go play truth or dareee" "no I can't, later" "noooo" he grabbed my arm and dragged me fuck fuck fuck Colby you better fucking hurry up. I get dragged to a random room where people are gathered around to play truth or dare I tried to leave multiple times but got pulled back by Aryia I groaned in frustration it's my turn to spin and I got an idea I spun it and it landed on Aryia perfect "truth or dare" "dareeee" "I dare you to make out with that brunette there for a minute" there were 'ooo's around everyone here was drunk as fuck they made out and I left the room so he wouldn't pull me back.

I can't find Brennen I go back to the group and Sam's not there I walk up to them "hey uncle Elton" "hey guys wheres Sam and Colby" "Colby went to the bathroom and Sam went to get a drink" "ah ok thanks bye" I ran to to the kitchen "you are a fucking mis-" I looked around the corner and Sam was on the floor it was sad to see, how the fuck did no one else see this "BRENNEN WHAT THE FUCK!" I punch him in the face and he stumbled back he punched me back and that made my blood boil "ELTON YOUR FUCKING STUPID!" I punch him in the nose "WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR ISSUE DUMBASS!" "ELTON-" I punch him in the jaw Colby comes running over "whats-" "GET SAM NOW!" he gasps and takes him away "WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM ELTON I HAD HIM! "GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM ILL BEAT YOUR FUCKING ASS EASILY!" he chuckled dryly "YOU KN-" I punched him in the nose and heard a crack "FOR FUCKS SAKE!" "GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!" he scoffs and goes to punch me but I catch his arm and twisted it "I'll fucking dislocate your arm if you don't get the fuck out and if I see you again near my friends or Sam and even think about laying a finger on them I swear to god you'll not see another light of day got it." I spat threw gritted teeth. He didn't say anything he looks like he seen a ghost I twisted his arm again and he groaned "do you got it!" "Y-yes" "then get the fuck out of my sight and never come back" he gulped and I pushed him towards the way of the door and he ran out with no hesitation. 

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Friends pov

After Colby left with Sam in his arms Jake was so worried "dude I can't stand here and not know what's happening I have to go I'm sorry Devyn but can I please leave" "yeah go ahead it's ok" "thank you bye guys" and he ran out the door. All the friends sat there worrying for their friends health and wanted to know if he's ok waiting on an he's alive and ok text but they never got one yet. They all know his secret but Tara and Jake they all know that they don't and they all are worried for him they all know he shouldn't be treated like that a little or not. Tara was scared she likes Sam she loves the bond they have and doesn't want anything more but to have Sam ok. They can't get it off their minds "hey can someone tell that the party's over I can't have it going in while Sam's like this" Devyn asks "yeah I'll turn off the music and tell everyone" Corey gets up and does as he said he would and eventually the house was empty quiet and messy. "I'm gonna clean to try and get it off my mind" Tara said they all decided to do the same

They finished an hour ago they sat in the big house sitting in front of the tv still awaiting the text they still never got Elton is here too and he feels guilty for not stopping Brennen as soon as he spotted him "I'm so fucking stupid it's all my fault" he muttered "Elton it's not your fault" Corey said they all nodded but Elton explained but they still say he didn't now exactly what was going to happen and it's more Aryias drunk ass who done it but they knew it was never his intentions. Soon Jake came home "Jake!" They all exclaimed "hi." He said unenthusiastically everyone's faces drop "is he ok" Tara wastes no time to ask to now if her friend is ok "I don't know we don't have any information for what's going on" Tara is taking this really hard it's hurting her the most except for Colby of course. Tara always wanted a gay friend yeah she has Colby but he hides it, Sam however he's all out he's funny outgoing and Tara loves everything about him and she would consider him as one of her best friends even if Sam doesn't "I'm going to bed" Jake says "I'm coming too" Tara says and they go in Jake's room and Tara breaks down and Jake comforts her "I'm going too" Corey says and of course Devyn comes with Aaron goes too and then that leaves Elton he doesn't want to forgive himself he's not going to sleep untill he knows he's ok so he makes coffee and stays up all night awaiting the text that will take at least one weight off his shoulders for now he will drink coffee and watch tv

Colby's pov

We've been waiting in this waiting room for an hour I decide to go and check with the lady "is Sam ok" "sir you've came up here 10 seconds ago and I still know nothing more than you" I sigh "sorry ma'am" I sit back down "hey we should go back home" Jake suggested "you can go I'm staying here in case Sam wakes up" "are you sure" "positive" "ok well I'll just order an Uber then" I nod and he gets one it comes in 10 minutes "here's your keys I'll come check in tomorrow" "thanks bye" "bye" he leaves and I'm sat here alone I check the time 1:30 I sigh "sir what's your name" "um Colby why" "well Colby you should get some rest I'll wake you up if he wakes up while your asleep I'm here over night" "ok thank you so much" she smiles and nods and she leaves the room and comes back with a blanket "oh you didn't have to but thank you" "your welcome" she smiles and gets back behind her desk and works. I sigh I hope he's ok what if something bad happens to him I rub my face and decide to go to sleep I cover myself up and go to sleep my back will hurt tommorow from this chair but I will do anything for Sam

I've decided that I will update this book daily and my other book will still be every other day :)

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