BEHIND THE SCENES

By hobisbeansprout

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in which jeon jungkook believes that lee jieun has fallen for him, when she is actually just doing her job as... More

behind the scenes
chapter 1: small girl, big dreams
chapter 2: secrets worth keeping
chapter 3: learning through practice
chapter 4: an unforgettable experience
chapter 5: aftermath of doubts
chapter 6: the wrong victim
chapter 7: the best camouflage
chapter 8: the coffee incident
chapter 9: an epiphany
chapter 10: candy-coated lies
chapter 11: a new-found resolve
chapter 12: his conflicted heart
chapter 13: the scapegoat
chapter 14: the fright of her life
chapter 15: a heart-fluttering feeling
chapter 16: the melting block of ice
chapter 17: enemies for life
chapter 18: traces left behind
chapter 19: still waters run deep
chapter 20: her softening heart
chapter 21: a parallel universe
chapter 22: his past trauma
chapter 23: the start of trouble
chapter 24: insatiable ramen cravings
chapter 25: inexplicable jealousy
chapter 26: their sweet past
chapter 27: a serious warning
chapter 28: pandemonium breaks out
chapter 29: new priorities
chapter 30: sleepless nights
chapter 31: a girl who returns favours
chapter 32: a budding friendship
chapter 34: personal sleeping pill
chapter 35: crossing the line
chapter 36: jealous, dramatic and fabulous
chapter 37: a simple request
chapter 38: regret-inciting rules
chapter 39: truce... or not?
chapter 40: the big telepathy fail
chapter 41: the tremendous tomato tussle
chapter 42: storm after the storm
chapter 43: psycho
chapter 44: courage through him
chapter 45: the morning after
chapter 46: a feel-bad win
chapter 47: a funny little thing called fate
chapter 48: hiding behind a mask
chapter 49: losing everything, gaining you
chapter 50: power struggle
chapter 51: falling fast
chapter 52: you pulled me out of my pit of misery
chapter 53: one step closer
chapter 54: fluttering hearts
chapter 55: to love, to hate
chapter 56: fighting our own battles
chapter 57: misunderstandings
chapter 58: a new side to him
chapter 59: radical changes
chapter 60: when i'm falling
chapter 61: i wanna say to you
chapter 62: the dilemma
chapter 63: out of the ordinary
chapter 64: oblivious to each other's feelings
chapter 65: much to think about
chapter 66: white lies
chapter 67: actions speak louder than words
chapter 68: flawless teamwork
chapter 69: i lost, you won
chapter 70: a turn for the better
chapter 71: a bold decision
chapter 72: just one bite
chapter 73: boys
chapter 74: we'll never know
chapter 75: road trip
chapter 76: when old feelings resurface
chapter 77: you choose your own path
chapter 78: ominous dark clouds
chapter 79: pent-up emotions
chapter 80: words of affirmation
chapter 81: the quest for dinner
chapter 82: for you
chapter 83: fondness, affection, liking
chapter 84: crushing... hard
chapter 85: time heals all wounds
chapter 86: life-changing decisions
chapter 87: contrast
chapter 88: confrontations
chapter 89: end of one chapter, beginning of another
chapter 90: when life throws you a curveball
chapter 91: i'm sorry, i love you
chapter 92: you're not worth it
chapter 93: tears, tears and more tears
chapter 94: everything hurts
chapter 95: enough is enough
chapter 96: realisations
chapter 97: a murky view of the future
chapter 98: hatching a plan
chapter 99: farewells aren't easy
chapter 100: backfire
chapter 101: thank you, and goodbye
chapter 102: so are you happy now
chapter 103: reeking of jealousy
chapter 104: the final time
chapter 105: i'm in trouble
chapter 106: i like you
chapter 107: i love you
chapter 108: i don't know anymore
chapter 109: the neck kiss
chapter 110: three's a crowd
chapter 111: you're worth it
chapter 112: celebrate the small successes
chapter 113: butterflies
chapter 114: tying up loose ends
chapter 115: the price to pay
chapter 116: one step closer to healing
chapter 117: contrast
chapter 118: friends
chapter 119: let go, let live
chapter 120: never letting go
chapter 121: returned favours
chapter 122: something's fishy
chapter 123: decisions, decisions, decisions
chapter 124: matching paces
chapter 125: tension is in the air
chapter 126: damage control
chapter 127: i trust
chapter 128: one blow after another
chapter 129: something up her sleeves
chapter 130: the surprise video
chapter 131: on your knees
chapter 132: a shock to the world
chapter 133: chasing new dreams
chapter 134: keeping secrets
chapter 135: the dreaded day
chapter 136: mature thoughts
chapter 137: the damsel in distress
chapter 138: be each other's rainbows
chapter 139: two fools in the rain
chapter 140: behind the scenes
chapter 141: the l word
chapter 142: start of a new chapter
chapter 143: things are looking up
chapter 144: butterfly
chapter 145: take a hint
chapter 146: unspoken actions, unspoken feelings
chapter 147: drama
chapter 148: taking steps forward
chapter 149: with you, i'm always ready
chapter 150: concert day
chapter 151: to the one i love
chapter 152: no longer you and i
chapter 153: behind the scenes
author's note

chapter 33: monster in me

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By hobisbeansprout

<OST: Winter Flower - Younha ft. RM>

"Hyejin-ssi!" Hoseok smiled as he placed a cup of iced coffee on Hyejin's table. "How's your work going?"

Hyejin looked up, unimpressed. "Yes, sunbae-nim? How may I help you?"

"Ah-" Hoseok gestured at the iced coffee on the table. "Here! I got this for you."

"Thank you, sunbae-nim."

Hoseok smiled at her. "Mm."

Hyejin furrowed her eyebrows. "Is there anything else I can help you with?"

"No, nothing-" Hoseok looked awfully suspicious. "Work hard."

"I will, sunbae-nim."

Hoseok hung around awkwardly.

"Mm..." Hyejin looked up at him. "Anything else...?"

"No, no, no-" Hoseok chuckled loudly as he pushed the iced coffee towards her. "Remember to drink this. Oh, also - feel free to ask me anything if you have any doubts."

"Sure," Hyejin said with a weirded out smile, not used to receiving this much attention from Hoseok. "Thanks, sunbae-nim."

"Okay then-" Hoseok backed away slowly towards his desk. "I'll be right over there if you need me."

"Okay."

"Mm..." Hoseok was still not leaving. "Remember - don't be shy, I'm always here to help."

"Sure."

"Remember, I am your sunbae-nim so-"

Hyejin let out an awkward smile. "Yes, sunbae-nim. I gotcha."

"Okay, good."

Hoseok left a few minutes later, sat back down in his seat and heaved a big sigh. "Wow, I actually think I'm lowkey afraid of Hyejin-ssi."

"You're really pathetic, Jung Hoseok-ssi." Chungha sighed as she shook her head. "You really are doing all you can just to win that bet, aren't you?"

"No, I'm not?" Hoseok rolled his eyes. "Don't you know what this is called? It's called caring for your colleagues, Kim Chungha. Well, I guess you won't ever really know since you've never cared much about your colleagues."

"Excuse you?" Chungha laughed mockingly. "Just because I don't care for you doesn't mean I haven't cared about the rest."

"Hey-"

"Let's set some ground rules, okay? Since you've been going overboard with the favours you've been doing for Hyejin-ssi." Chungha sighed as she gestured at the pile of snacks on Hyejin's table, all provided by Hoseok. "Firstly, let's not do that."

"I told you I'm just caring for my colleague-"

"Do you see snacks stacked up on anyone else's desk other than Hyejin-ssi's?" Chungha shook her head. "No. So let's not do that."

Hoseok whined. "You called Jieun-ssi this morning to check on her progress too-"

"That is allowed," Chungha declared. "We're only allowed to check in on them and give them advice - no snacks, no drinks, no meals. And most importantly, no putting in a good word to bujang-nim for them."

"What?" Hoseok frowned. "Why!"

"Think about it-" Chungha folded her arms. "Do you genuinely think you have an advantage over me if we're both allowed to put in a good word to bujang-nim?"

Hoseok pursed his lips. "Fine, no putting in good words."

"Whoever doesn't stick to the rules loses automatically," Chungha continued. "Okay?"

"Oka-" Hoseok frowned. "Wait- why!"

Chungha narrowed her eyes as she repeated herself. "Okay?"

Hoseok groaned. "Okay, fine. But only because I like you."

Chungha pursed her lips, trying not to smile as she looked away. "Do you really have to put that in whenever you have the chance?"

"Mmhmm."

"I can't stand you."

Hoseok grinned.

-•-•-

"Hey."

Jieun turned around and looked up at Jungkook. "Oh, hey. You done?"

"Mm." Jungkook nodded. "Thanks."

Jieun frowned. "For what?"

Jungkook put his hands in his pocket. "Just, everything."

Jieun smiled. "What are you doing now?"

"Practice."

"Ah."

Jungkook hesitated a little. "You wanna come see?"

Jieun's eyes lit up. "Can I?"

"Why not?" Jungkook headed towards the practice rooms, with Jieun following closely behind him. "You haven't had a good look around the company yet, have you?"

"Yeah-" Jieun let out a nervous chuckle. "No, I haven't."

"Also..." Jungkook hesitated a little as he led Jieun down another hallway. "About that favour I was asking from you last night-"

"Oh, right-" Jieun nodded. "I'll help you. What is it about?"

"Here-" Jungkook held open the door to his practice room, gesturing for Jieun to enter first. "Have a seat on the floor, and I'll tell you."

Slightly perplexed, Jieun still did as she was told.

"Well..." Jungkook took a seat facing her and looked her in the eye with a serious expression on his face. "Firstly, what you're about to hear may sound crazy to you."

Jieun raised her eyebrows. "Okay...?"

"But I just want you to hear me out," Jungkook said carefully. "I'm gonna need your help to test out something and if it really works, I might need an even bigger favour from you."

"Okay..."

"Well, basically-" Jungkook took a deep breath. "Basically, I think you might be the reason why I was able to sleep that day."

Silence.

"Wait... what?" Jieun frowned. "Me? Why? It was just all in your mind, Jungkook-ssi. Maybe Seokjin-ssi just wasn't up to par-"

"That's why we need to try it again," Jungkook instructed. "Put your hand on me and try to make me sleep again, Lee Jieun-ssi."

Jieun furrowed her eyebrows. "I really don't think I'm the one who..."

"We won't know until we try," Jungkook said as he set an alarm on his phone and lay down on the ground in front of Jieun. "I set an alarm for half an hour - I'm gonna try to sleep for that long."

Jieun frowned. "But-"

Jungkook opened his eyes and glanced up at Jieun. "You said you'll help me, Jieun-ssi. Are you still going to?"

Jieun looked down at Jungkook, who looked so eager to sleep once more. She did promise him she'd help him, but she was doubtful about his claim that she was the only one who could make him fall asleep.

"I will try to help you," Jieun said with a small nod. "Though I can't make any promises about the outcome, Jungkook-ssi."

"It's okay-" Jungkook said with a smile as he closed his eyes. "I trust you."

-•-•-

Jennie was shaking tremendously.

From a nameless neighbour, to someone she knew fondly as 105, to Min Yoongi the mysterious guy upstairs, to now a serial killer...? And all this had happened within a span of two weeks... Jennie simply couldn't wrap her mind around it.

She trudged towards the recycling corner with her garbage bag filled with trash, slowly sorting out the cans and throwing them into the metal bin.

Jennie frankly didn't know how to feel. If someone asked her if she thought that Yoongi was a serial killer at first glance, she'd definitely say no. But then again, anyone nowadays could be serial killers - even the most innocent-looking ones of all. Yoongi and his clear brown eyes had fooled her - they had fooled her completely. Perhaps he had changed since then. But now that she knew, it was hard talking or laughing with him the same way they did before.

"I thought you said you had to go, why are you still here?"

Jennie felt a cold shudder run up her back as she heard a familiar voice from behind her. She spun around, only to see Yoongi dressed in his usual outfit, but with a mask and cap on this time.

And Jennie was terrified. For the first time, he actually looked like a serial killer in her eyes. The clear eyes, the way he barely smiled, the way he always eyed her when she ran around his kitchen, the way he slammed the secret room in his house - who knows what else other than cameras were in there.

Jennie felt her legs turn to jelly, but she tried to remain calm as she put on a smile and looked down at the garbage bag in Yoongi's hands. "Oh, you clearing the rubbish too?"

"Yeah, because even though someone promised-" Yoongi sighed as he dumped the entire garbage bag into the bin for general waste. "She didn't stay to clean up the mess she made. So I had to do it instead."

Jennie couldn't believe that the man standing in front of her who had killed his own father had the audacity to be talking to her. Was there perhaps an underlying reason? If it was intentional, he would have been locked up for way longer than 6 years. Manslaughter, perhaps?

"I'm really sorry about that-" Jennie managed a smile, even though she felt sick to her stomach. She hurriedly dumped her leftover trash into the general waste bin and backed away slowly. "Anyway, I have to go now. See you, Y- Y- Yoongi-ssi."

"Are you avoiding me?" Yoongi asked as he took a step towards Jennie. "Your attitude towards me has changed significantly from earlier. Have you finally realised how bad a person I must be and decided to stay away from now?

"No-" Jennie shook her head, but she put up both hands and backed away slowly, away from Yoongi as he stepped closer and closer towards her. "No, I'm not trying to stay away, don't get me wrong-"

"Then why are you backing away from me?"

"Don't come near me-" Jennie warned as she walked backwards, looking around frantically for someone to help. "Min Yoongi, I'm telling you, you better not come near me-"

Yoongi pursed his lips as he kept approaching her, little by little. "There's no other reason why - you must have found out about my past. What do you think?"

"What past?" Jennie pretended, not wanting to offend him for fear of what he might do. "I don't know what you're talking about-"

"Oh, yes, you do-" Yoongi pursed his lips. "Now you know that I killed someone, you're afraid of me, aren't you?"

"No, I'm not-" Jennie shook her head as she stepped back onto the road. "We can still be friends, Yoongi-ssi... calm down-"

"Ya!" Yoongi glanced to his left and charged towards her all of a sudden, his eyes wide open. "Jennie-ssi, don't take another step back-"

"I said-" Jennie backed away, getting more and more frantic by the moment. "Don't come near me!"

"Hey, watch out!"

With a single swift motion, Yoongi reached out and grabbed Jennie by her shoulders, sweeping her into his arms before they tumbled to the ground. The speeding car that Yoongi had spotted from miles away zoomed past, missing Jennie by barely an inch.

Jennie looked down at her knee, which now had a small gash slashed across it. Her heart was pumping hard and her fast and her breathing quickened as she realised she had almost gotten hit by a car - and Yoongi was the one who had saved her.

"Thanks for that-"

Jennie turned around, wanting to thank Yoongi quickly and leave as fast as possible, but her voice trailed away when she laid her eyes on him. He sat there, by the road, clutching his knees close to his chest and shaking badly with his head down.

Jennie frowned as she hesitantly moved towards him, reaching out and placing a hand on his shoulder. She should be afraid of him, she should be running away right now, but somehow... she wasn't. He had just saved her life, and she cared for him, somewhere deep down inside her.

"Yoongi-ssi...?" Jennie swallowed hard as she lowered her head, trying to get a glimpse of Yoongi's face. "Are you okay...?"

Yoongi was shaking so badly, and his body shuddered every time he let out a sob. He slowly looked up at Jennie, with tears flowing from his eyes, as he shook his head. "I'm okay..."

Jennie's eyes widened in surprise. She had never seen him like this before, so she did not know what to do. It seemed so similar to how she looked whenever she got an anxiety attack, but yet so different. There was genuine fear in his eyes, like he actually feared that the car would have knocked her down. But why...? She barely even knew him, why would he care so deeply about her-

"You could have almost gotten hit by the car-" Yoongi said, between sobs. "Why did you have to risk your life trying to avoid me...?"

Jennie stared blankly at Yoongi.

"Why does everyone have to leave me?" Yoongi covered his eyes and sobbed loudly. "Why me? Why do I always end up hurting the people who get close to me? Why does everyone have to leave my side? Why-"

Jennie's eyes welled up in tears. This man, was no evil serial killer. There was simply no way he could be. He was kind-hearted, he was afraid of hurting people, he was fragile, just like she was. And as she sat by his side, watching him cry, Jennie knew.

He was a good man.

"Is that why you have been avoiding me all this while...?" Jennie asked as she reached a hand out and wiped away a tear from Yoongi's face. "And is this why, you have been avoiding everyone like a plague, fearing that you'll hurt them the same way you hurt the people in your past?"

Yoongi looked up at Jennie slowly, his sobbing slowing down. "You really..."

Jennie swallowed hard, her hand trembling tremendously as she took Yoongi's hat off from his head. "Just tell me one thing-"

"I never killed anyone in my life, if that's what you're asking-" Yoongi swallowed hard as he stared into Jennie's eyes with tears pouring down his face. "I would never kill someone. When I was younger, my dad- my mom- well, I-"

"It's okay, you don't have to tell me anything-" Jennie shook her head, a small smile playing at her lips. "I know we've barely met, Yoongi-ssi, but from day one, I knew you were a good guy. Look - even after finding out about your past, I'm not avoiding you now, am I?"

"If you come near me, you'll get hurt-" Yoongi said, his voice trembling. "That's the way it always is. Anyone that comes near me will eventually get hurt in one way or another. I don't know why you decided it'd be a good idea to be my friend, but Jennie-ssi - you are no exception. I can hurt you, be it with my past, or be it with any other way - I can hurt you. Before it's too late, you need to run from me. I'm a... I'm a monster."

"You're not-" Jennie shook her head. "You helped me in the rain, when I needed someone the most. You have a kind heart, Yoongi-ssi - a heart much kinder than you think it is. The only reason why you keep hurting people is because you put a barrier between you and others - look, just now I was avoiding you because I didn't know the truth. But if you stop thinking that way, and let people in, you'll soon start to realise that the past is already in the past - you can let go and live again."

Yoongi pursed his lips. "You don't even know-"

"I don't need to know, Yoongi-ssi," Jennie said with a small smile as she grabbed Yoongi by the arm and pulled him to his feet slowly. "What did I tell you? I'm someone who repays favours. Back then, you were the one who saved me when I was all alone in the rain. Now it's my turn to repay you."

Yoongi gave her a blank stare. "How...?"

"From now, you don't have to be all alone anymore-" Jennie dusted off Yoongi's mud stained pants and looked up at him with a twinkle in her eye. "You can lean on me now, you can."

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