**** Amb outfit in the m/m****
AMBER P.O.V. –
August and I had planned to sleep in this Saturday. He didn’t have to work and I was just wiped period from the events of the week. Even after all this time, Aug sleeps like at any moment I am going to leave him.
His face lays completely on top of mine. His legs interlock me, where I can barely move. And he consistently pushes me closer to him, if he feels me just do a minimal inch forward.
I take it this position is extremely comfortable for him, but for me, sometimes I just want to breathe. What does help though is his scent his intoxicating. He smells so damn good, and his skin is baby bottom soft. God truly blessed him because most women don’t have his smooth, flawless skin.
“Mommmmmy!” A3 ran into our room and over to my side of the bed that was facing the door.
I looked over at the clock, it was seven in the morning. Any chance of sleeping in would be dead now that Auggie was awake. At least for me. Aug just rolls over and stays sleep. The life of a mother, I tell you.
“Mommmmmy.” A3 tapped my arm crying.
I sighed and opened my eyes.
“Yes love. What’s wrong?”
“Sata…” He tried to climb up on my bed. I reached to help him.
“I big boy. I can do it.” He climbed up.
“Now what’s wrong?” I asked him as he laid next to me. August was still intertwined on me asleep.
“Sata kicked me out and I…I can’t see Thomas.” Thomas the engine was his absolute favorite show.
“Why she kick you out Auggie?” I rubbed his face softly.
“She said Thomas stupid and I’m a baby cause I…cause I watch it. I no baby. I big boy. Thomas for big boys right mommy?”
“Yeah it is. Tell her I said let you see Thomas.”
“Kay.” He jumped down and ran back out the room.
“Babe y’all stop making noise I’m trying to sleep.” Big Aug said shifting a little bit, but still remaining intertwined with me.
I closed my eyes trying to go back to sleep, but here came Lil Auggie once again.
“Mommmmmmy!!!!!”
August rolled over on his back and sighed.
“They gon have to stop coming in here. I get one day of rest damn.” He turned over.
“What’s wrong Auggie?”
“Her threw the remote at me and it hit my tummy.” He broke down.
I picked him up and put him on the bed.
“Sata!” Aug yelled.
“What?” She called.
“Come here!” He yelled back.
Sata’s feet could be heard running down the hall into our room.
“What? I didn’t do anything.”
“Bring yo little ass over here.”
She went over to August side of the bed.
“Don’t be throwing no remotes in my house. You hear me?”
“He lying. I ain’t throw no remote.”
“Yeah you did. Liar.” Lil Auggie yelled.
“Unh. Y’all always believe him. Without even hearing me first.”
“You heard what I said. Do it again and see don’t I tear your ass up.” August told her.
She started crying and ran out.
“I hate everybody in the house! I want to live with Uncle Boobie and Auntie Stacy!” She yelled to the top of her lungs then went in her room and slammed the door.
August got up.
“Aug just let it be.”
“No she not gon be slamming no doors around here in my house.”
He went in the closet and got a small belt, then left out.
I sighed and shook my head. So much for sleep.
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“Mommy.” A3 tapped my thigh.
“Yes hun.” I said putting the finishing touches on Tanya’s birthday cake.
“Can I have some?”
“No this is for Auntie Tanya.
“Auntie Tanya?”
“Mm-hm. Her birthday party is tonight.”
“Can I just have a little, bitty, piece?”
“No Auggie. It’s for the people at her party.”
“Can I go to the party?”
“No it’s for adults only baby.” I licked some of the frosting off my fingers.
“Why?”
“Because it is. Now stop asking mommy questions and go in the den and watch tv with Sata.”
“Me no want tv, me want cake.”
“If it’s some left, I’ll bring you a slice okay?” I put the cake in the cake container and put it on the kitchen table.
“But I thought I was your favorite man?”
“You are.” I patted his head.
“Unh-unh if you won’t give me no cake.”
“Auggie you getting on mommy nerve. Please go in there with Sata.” I sighed and put the ingredients back in the fridge.
He poked out his lip and turned his face like he was about to cry.
“Those tears are not going to work this time Auggie.” I looked at him with my lips turned up. Like boy quit.
“Here Auggie take some cookies.” I handed him some cookies. He threw them on the floor.
“Pick that up.”
“No! I want cake!”
I took his little hand and tapped it a couple of times. He picked up the cookies and threw them away, then ran off crying.
These kids were wearing me out today. I went into the Den to tell Sata to watch Auggie while I got ready. Tanya was turning 49. And she rented out a small club to have her party. She said she wanted to enjoy the last of her 40s. Aug agreed to watch the kids.
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I had finished getting ready and came into the bed room, fluffing my hair.
“Whoooooa...” August sat up.
“What’s wrong?” I looked back at him concerned.
“Where you going with that on?”
“To Tanya’s party.” I scrunched up my face annoyed he would even ask me that.
All day every day I dress modest. Today I felt like being a little bit sexy. And this outfit wasn’t even all that sexy. So why was he starting to trip.
“You need to take that off.” August sat up.
“Why?”
“You don’t need to be wearing that out. Put on that black dress.”
“I don’t want to wear that. I want to wear this.” I looked in the mirror while fluffing out my hair.
“You not going to no party. Or nowhere with that on.”
“You can’t make me do anything August.”
“First off the dress too tight. And second off you too old to be wearing that. Save that body con shit for these young chicks. Why would you even buy that?”
“Because I wanted to thank you very much.” I said looking in my closet for my shoes.
“You not leaving the house with that shit on and I mean that.” He sat up with his back against the headboard, moving his jaw.
“You want me to wear a nun’s outfit?”
“That’s more your speed.”
“Whatever.” I got my shoes down and put them on.
“Aight.” He said shaking his head.
“What is the big fucking deal August?”
He didn’t’ respond, he just changed the channels on the television.
“August what is the problem?”
He didn’t respond. He just stared straight ahead.
“Would you at least tell me what’s the problem?”
“Wearing that shit out the house is disrespectful to me. I don’t want other mutha-fuckas looking at you. Especially if I’m not there to curb that shit.”
“You think I don’t know how to control myself?”
“Fuck what I say. Just do you Amb. Do you baby.” He rubbed his mustache, looking at the television.
I loved August, but I was sick of giving into his every damn request. I barely do anything for myself between him and the kids. I deserve to have a night out and wear what I want to wear. I put my shoes on and left out the room.
I went downstairs to find the kids quietly watching television. I went in the kitchen to get Tanya’s….
“A3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I yelled.
“Yes mommy?” He slowly walked into the kitchen with frosting over his mouth. He tried to quickly wipe it off.
“So you disobeyed me?”
“Unh-unh.”
“Well how did you get cake on your mouth?”
“I no cake on my mouth.” He wiped his mouth again.
“Auggie.” I gave him a skeptical look.
“I only got an itty bitty piece. I asked Sata she said yeah.”
I touched my forehead in frustration and sat in a kitchen chair.
“You look pretty mommy.” Auggie sat in my lap and gave the hugest fake smile.
“You’re getting a whooping you know that.” I looked at him.
“For an itty bitty piece?”
“For an itty bitty piece. Cause I said don’t touch it.”
He poked out his lip and started to cry on my chest. “I sorry Mommy.”
“Auggie go in there with Sata.”
“I sorry okay?” He wiped his eyes.
“Okay.”
He hopped off and ran in there with Sata. Now I had to go to the store and buy a cake, after I spent all this time making it. He wasn’t getting away with that.
I took the cake and put it in the fridge. My phone which was on the counter started vibrating it was Cha letting me know she was outside, we were driving together to the party.
I went upstairs to tell Big Aug I was gone. He was still pouting.
“I’m about to go Cha’s here.”
He raised his two fingers (doing the deuces) without looking at me.
“August you are so fucking selfish. I stay cooped up in this house day in and day out. Making sure you’re taking care of. Your kids are taking care of. Going back and forth to work. And I ask for one day out to do something. And you can’t even just let me enjoy the shit without your negativity. Because it’s always about what you want. You just uhh…….” I just walked out and headed downstairs frustrated.
I told the kids by, grabbed my purse and went out to Cha’s car. I felt a tug at my arm.
“Hey Cha.” Aug told her.
“Hey Aug.” She waved, then looked in the mirror doing her make-up.
“What?” I turned to Aug.
He pecked my lips. “I love you.”
“Yeah. Okay.” I rolled my eyes.
“Just remember you mine babe, cause if I have to come down to that club I will.”
“Yeah August.” I tried to get in the car he pulled me back.
“Wait can’t I talk to my wife?”
“We do have to go. Plus I got to buy another cake because lil Auggie ate the one I made.”
“Aight you can go in a minute. Damn, I wanna tell you something first.” He pecked my lips.
“What?” I sighed frustrated.
He spoke in a low flirtatious tone. “You look sexy and them hips looking right.” He said looking me up and down.
“Don’t stay away all night, I wanna make them hips even wider. Aight?” He bit his bottom lip.
“Ewwww. I hear you.” Cha interjected.
We laughed.
“Gimme one more kiss.” He puckered his lips.
I pecked his lips.
“Aight you can go.” He let me go.
I got in the car and me and Cha were off.