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"who-o ar-re you?" taehyung nervously utter looking at raven hair man with wide fearful eyes---
"You don't remember? I'm the one who safe you from almost killing yourself " jungkook said crossing his hands over his chest----
taehyung just keep staring at jungkook with wide open eyes and keep blinking in confusion----
' ok wtf why he is looking at me like a puppy ?....a cute puppy'
jungkook thought as he see taehyung who still looking at him, jungkook cough making taehyung snapped out of his daze----
taehyung blush hard when he realised he was staring at this handsome guy, god knows how long----
a pinkish shade appears on his cheeks jungkook smirk and yet he feels something strange seeing taehyung flushed state-----
He can't help but chuckled at taehyung's cuteness and ruffles his hair which makes taehyung a beetroot----
"you are so cute " jungkook said as he took tray and sat down front of taehyung "here soup for you " he put soup bowl on taehyung's lap who is sitting in indian style (crisscross legs)
Taehyung look at jungkook then soup then again at jungkook and then he unconsciously pouts putting bowl on tray again making jungkook raised an eyebrow in confusion
"what happened ?----"
"I don't like soups specially this kind of " taehyung said with small voice thinking other will be mad and think wrong about him but jungkook laugh loud making taehyung stunned
His laugh is sounds like music ...and why he is looking like bunny ?
" you are such a kiddo ...but you have to eat this or else I have to make you eat this " jungkook said
"How?"
Jungkook smirk as he took a spoon of soup and put it front of taehyung's lips "say aaa---" he said taehyung unconsciously open his mouth
"Tasty nah?" Jungkook asked
"Uhmm it's not that bad " taehyung admit but before jungkook and feed him he grab bowl----
"I can-n eat-t myself " he shattered jungkook didn't said anything as he sat there, which make taehyung feel awkward not like he is uncomfortable but still he is eating and an unknown guy is sitting beside him----
"Uhmm why are you sitting here?" Taehyung ask quitely Jung kook, who was busy with his phone but look at taehyung
"Because it's my room and I have to force you to eat medicine too" taehyung's eyes get widden
"How do you-u know-w I don't like-e med-medicine pills ?"
"A guy who is afraid of injection must hate medicine as well " jungkook said taehyung feel really embarrassed he gives jungkook bowl back
"I'm done----"
jungkook nods and put aside the tray and give taehyung medicine and water glass and of course taehyung make disgusted face for medicine but nonetheless took medicine
Jungkook give him a genuine smile----taehyung smile back to him, but suddenly he stopped and make a blank face making jungkook get confused over there----
"What happened ?" jungkook asked
"why are you doing all this for me ?" taehyung ask as tears welled up in his eyes "I know now----this world is cruel and selfish no one do anything for someone without any expectations but I don't have anything to give you----" taehyung look down as his tears falls down from his eyes
Jungkook feel bad upon hearing this he understands something very bad and wrong happened to taehyung, that a innocent boy like him, is thinking like this----
"taehyung to be honest I don't know why and how I helped you... it's just ... it's just happened and I guess I did right thing because I think you are a good person" jungkook said
"I don't know if you will think same after knowing about my truth" taehyung mumbled to himself quitely don't wanted to tell jungkook but unfortunately jungkook heard it but he didn't asked directly he was afraid he might make taehyung uncomfortable
"Uhmm ...can I ask something?" Jungkook suddenly ask taehyung look at him and nod
"Why you were trying to ..uhmm.. you know.." after hearing this all painful and cruel memories comes in his mind as he try hard to control not break into sobs but he fail miserably----
Jungkook panicked seeing him cry "oh no no I'm sorry I won't ask if you don't wanna tell anything I'm sorry" jungkook rumble taehyung shakes his head wiping his tears----
"I did-d it because I don't-t have-e any-y other op- option" taehyung said trying to control his breaths
Jungkook did what a normal people do to calm someone he hugged taehyung rubbing his back "don't cry ... it's okay" he assured him making taehyung calm down---
"You can tell me if you are comfortable and trust me" jungkook said amazed by his own words jungkook don't know when he start being so soft and nice to people last time he knows he doesn't like to talk with people expect his close ones
Trust----one thing now taehyung don't believe on, is trusting someone---
he trust his friend they will never betrayal him, he trusted his family that they will never leave him but what they did?
When he needed his family to support him they were the first one who leaves him---
when he need friend they didn't support him---
so can he trust a stranger whom he don't even know? Who just safe him from ending his life? Who brings him to his house? Who taking caring of him which taehyung need this time most?
'I don't have anything to lose. And I don't want to lie to him because lie is never helpful to anyone ever---what must can happens ? he will kick me out too? eventually I have to leave from here so I can't lie to him because I know how it's feel when someone breaks trust ' taehyung thought sadly
"Taehyung?" Taehyung snapped out of his thoughts when jungkook called him taehyung look at jungkook giving him a small sad smile
"I don't know how will you react after knowing Truth about me but I want to tell you everything...I want to let it out " jungkook nod wanting to know about taehyung
" I had a best friend whose name is jimin we were together since childhood our families are closed too in my friend zone our parents know each other very well after entering college jimin change a lot, everything changes drastically when he becomes famous in our college---"
" and one night we went to party I didn't wanted to go but he forced me and that night---" taehyung halt because he knows this will change jungkook's mind
"And that night we mistakenly slept together----I didn't knew how to face him..i ignore him a week after that incident..I was confused about myself too because I never think about my sexuality but that night might make everything clear -----but one day jimin again come to me____"
Flashback
"Taehyung" taehyung look up from his book only to find jimin next moment taehyung get up and rushed out from library
"Wait taehyung" when taehyung didn't stopped jimin run to him grabbing his hand and start dragging him toward bathroom, no one was there---- then he locked the bathroom caging taehyung between his hands
"Jimin what are you mumph" jimin cut off taehyung by contacting there lips harshly he pulled taehyung closer by his waist taehyung put his hands on his chest trying to push him---after a lot of struggle finally he succeed as pushed him away
"Are you crazy what are you doing?!" Taehyung yelled "I'm not crazy I know you want it too " jimin said with a smirk
"Jimin this is wrong..." "It's not taehyung we are just having fun" jimin Said
" For fun go to your girlfriend jimin don't come to me" taehyung snapped him but jimin walk closer to him helding his chin "but I don't feel that kind of attractions which I feel toward you ...and I know taehyung you feel it too I know you are gay " taehyung slapped his hand away
"NO.. no I'm not__"
"whom you are fooling taehyung you never look at any girls---" taehyung get nervous upon hearing this will Jimin tell his parents?
"No no don't worry I won't tell your parents ....if you listen to me and do as I say "
Flashback ends
"____I was so stupid to fall in his trapped I was scared what if my parents know about this so I agreed, he start calling me to his place whenever he wants but after it----he act like nothing happened and treat me nicely like he always did I couldn't help but get attached to him---" a painful sob escape from his lips
"I - I confess him one day but he yelled at me and said we should stop this now which I agree because I never wanted to do it at first place but after a week I start feeling weird and I went to our family doctor and told him everything what I feel"
"Doctor said it's only happened to a pregnant woman which left me dumbfounded I couldn't sleep whole night so I finally decided I should-d get a pregnancy-y test" taehyung don't want to face jungkook after this at all
" But I never expected it will come out as positive " taehyung can heard a gasp "I test another five test kit---but all comes out positive-e" taehyung sobs out
" I was panicking inside I didn't knew what to do now so I went to jimin____"
and taehyung told all things to jungkook---- as jungkook listen to taehyung, how jimin behave, how people humiliated him in college, how his family disowned him-----everything
In the end taehyung break down again crying silently but painfully "I'm so useless I broke my promise I was going to end my unborn child's life with me, I'm such a disappoinment---I know you were thinking I'm disgusting---i-i know-w you are thinking-g I'm ly-lying ___"
"I believe you----"
jungkook cut off taehyung who looked up to him with bloodshot eyes
Jungkook give taehyung a small smile and his hand reach taehyung's face wiping his tears "I believe you taehyung, because no one can lie about something like this----"
"----and I don't think you are disgusting because I'm not a homophobic person"
"and wanna know what I think about?" he look at taehyung's teary eyes "I think you are so so strong "
Jungkook hugged taehyung making his heartbeat stopped "everything will be alright taehyung" hearing this taehyung hugged jungkook back clutching on his shirt he cried and keep crying in jungkook's embrace----
Jungkook held taehyung tightly he wants taehyung to let it out all pain which he held inside his heart---
jungkook doesn't know how long they are hugging each other he can feel how taehyung holding on him no one wants to pull out so they stayed there----
sobs become quite as everything went calm "taehyung?" Jungkook slowly called out his name but when he didn't get any response----
he pulled out a bit only to find taehyung sleeping in his arms again---
he carefully lies him down and cover his body---- looking at a sleeping taehyung with a soft smile
"You are so strong" jungkook whispered softly as he caressing taehyung's cheek fondly--- "goodnight taehyung"
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By the way jungkook won't be asshole in this story 😂
Top can be cute innocent and sweetheart too 😜
And jungkook is a sweetheart in this story 😍