LISA
Ro and the boys arrived right on time.
Why? I was planning on killing the man I call my husband.
Yeah, I was that mad.
I knew he apologized but honestly, I think it's not enough with everything he's done.
Making me, Ella and the little bean on my tummy is the worst sin you've ever committed.
I was so close to strangling Jk.
Just so you know.
Currently, me, Ro and the kids were all in the kitchen preparing a feast for the hungry neanderthals in the living room.
"Hey Li, you actually gained a little weight there. "
I looked at Ella to see her looking at me.
Guess the secret isn't quite a secret anymore.
"Guess, I've been eating a lot lately. " I laughed.
"C'mon, we have to feed them or they'll be starving to death. "
We carried the food we've prepared to the living room to see all the boys talking and enjoying themselves.
"Gosh! Thank you girls for the food. I'm starving. " Tae oppa said.
All the boys helped themselves.
You know why we prepared a lot of food.
It's not just because the boys were visiting but because Ella and I talked about telling Jk about me being pregnant earlier than planned.
Why?
Honestly, I was a little guilty last night after hearing him say those things that have been bothering him.
Practically about me.
I never knew my pregnancy and mood swings would cause him to doubt my love for him.
So Ella said it was the right time to have the Revelation since everyone was present.
I had Ella get the present which we made yesterday for Jk.
Gosh! I hope I'll be able to tell him without stuttering.
I looked at the boys to see they were enjoying my the food.
Tae oppa was playing with the twins when Ella arrived.
She had the box tucked behind her.
I gazed at JK to see him massaging his temples and not eating.
I whispered to Ella to tell his dad to eat.
"Daddy, eat up. "
She urged Jk to eat.
Jk went near the food which is close to me.
When
I smelled a really awful smell.
My insides were churning.
Uh oh, I think I'm gonna throw up. Shit!
"Jeon, you smell awful. " I commented.
And the look he gave says it all.
HE WAS DONE.
"What? So now , I smell bad. What else is wrong with me huh Lisa? "
Shit! It's about to go down.
You see, Jk never calls me Lisa.
So for him to do so means he's had enough.
" I seriously don't get you. You're always mad at me, you keep nagging me and then you say I smell awful. What's next? You want me to stay away from you? Huh? "
I saw from the corner of my eye that Suga Hyung carried both Sky and Lia upstairs. I was thankful.
He looked at me dangerously.
Everyone was silent.
They didn't want to interfere with JK's temper.
"What? Don't give me that judging look. I've had enough of you criticizing me for the past weeks. You've been so moody all week. I've been really patient enough. You ignore me, you get mad at me for no apparent reason and you keep on telling me harshly. What do you want from me Lisa ? You're so infuriating. " Jk then added.
"I'm sorry if I'm being harsh on you now ok? Clearly, you don't get where I'm coming from. You never do. It's irritating when I don't understand you. How can you be so bipolar? " He shouted.
"Seriously, I'm so done." He said.
I don't know how but my emotional self lost it after that sentence.
Screw this.
He has said everything her been bottling up inside and I was ready to burst to.
I looked at Ella to see her worried face.
"Ok. Are you done Jeon? Do you still have anything to say? " I was starting to get carried away by my emotions.
It looked everyone was speechless at JK's outburst.
"You know what? Thank you for being honest with me. Let me get this straight ,ok. First off, I'm not doing everything I say I do because I don't have a reason. You practically haven't been home lately. What was I supposed to say huh? "
I faced him. My eyes becoming watery by the minute.
"You went to a party and you had me worried sick. You've been absent and you haven't even paid attention to anything other than work. "
Ok. Lisa calm down. It's not good for the baby.
"You wanna know why I'm like this? You really wanna know why I've been acting all crazy shit lately? "
I stared at Ella and she gave me the box.
"So much for making this day special. "
"Here." I threw the box at him. And it landed on the floor.
"Merry Christmas Jeon! I hope you're happy. "
Then I ran to my room.
So much for surprises.
Guess I was the one surprised. Thanks Jeon, you seriously ruined my day!