LISA
Ok. I'm freaking out.
HELP!
TODAY IS THE BIG DAY.
I literally couldn't sleep last night.
Ro and the kids slept in the next room so I could rest but I just couldn't sleep.
You know how when you're excited, you freak out and just be all jitters.
Well, that is how I felt today.
I was woken up by my little Lia bouncing on my bed. The kid was on sugar rush.
She was super happy and I was too.
I ate breakfast with Ro and the kids and rushed to do makeup and hair. My mom hired the finest stylist, make up artist and a beauty team. Woah!
We were all getting ready and I swear everyone was I frenzy mode.
As I was made up, I saw Ro enter the room in her bridesmaid gown. She looked stunning. Her belly isn't showing yet but she glowed due to Pregnancy.
She was wearing a pink gown. And it made her look like a princess.
All my bridesmaids did.
Ro and I designed the dresses ourselves.
My children also looked cute and fashionable.
Ella's outfit
Lia's outfit
Sky's outfit
To say I was giddy was an understatement. I was finally going to be married to Jeon JungKook, the love of my life for real.
I received a text from him earlier.
Kookoo ❤️
See you in bit babe. I miss you terribly. I can't wait to marry you. Love you so much Mrs. Jeon! ❤️❤️❤️
The message made me smile. Everything that happened to us made us stronger as a couple.
We had a difficult past but we made up for it.
I remembered everything I've been through and it made me realize how lucky I am because even though we started in a wrong way, we ended up in the best way possible.
I couldn't be thankful.
I never really realized that I was already crying.
Ro approached me and wiped the tears away.
"Hey sis! Stop crying ok? You're gonna ruin your make up. Jk might think you look like a Zombie. " She laughed.
Way to annoy the bride Ro!
"I wasn't crying ok?"
You're such a liar Lisa!
"Oh yeah! Then what do you call those, water? You're obviously crying Lilibear. Stop being emotional. You're gonna marry soon bae. Everything will turn out how you'd imagine them in fairy tales. Remember when we used to dream of having our own weddings. Well, here you are marrying the love of your life with the people that matter most to you. Aren't you thrilled? " Ro asked.
"I am. But it still doesn't hide the fact that I'm nervous about what's gonna happen to us after this. I mean, I love Jk. I really do. You know that out of all people but I'm scared Ro. I have a lot of what ifs. " I seriously said
"Stop overthinking. And start enjoying the moment, Mrs. Jeon! You've got a lovely family with you. And I know JK will make you happy and complete. That's all that matters right? Every bride feels like a nervous wreck but when you're walking on the isle and you see the love of your life waiting for you. Isn't that the most amazing part of every love story? To end with the guy you've been dreaming of your whole life. You're finally getting that Lilibear and I'm so happy and excited for you. " She hugged me.
"Don't forget that mom, dad and I are always with you no matter what ok? We're always gonna be here for the two of you and include Jimin and the boys to that. You'll never be alone in this journey my baby. So cheer up and smile. It's your big day! "
" And you look amazing as always sis. So stop frowning and crying. It ruins the moment. Your moment. "
I smiled at her. She always knows how to make me feel better.
I was still pretty emotional but I smiled. I wiped away my tears and grinned at her.
"I love you Ro. Thank you so much for being with me. I can't imagine being without you, Mom and Dad. I promise that Jk and I will be happy with our family and I can't wait for you to have yours as well. No matter what happens. You're still my ROSIE POSIE! I love you so much sis. You're the best sister anyone could have. "
"And you'll always be my Lilibear! I'm so proud of you Lili. I can't wait to see more little JK's and Lisa's in the future. And this wedding will be the WEDDING OF THE CENTURY because two of the most loving and selfless people are bound to join together for the sake of love. "
Ro was right. Why should I be nervous when I know that jk and I deserve to have happiness in life.
This wedding will not only signify a new beginning for the both of us but also signify our love for each other.
That no matter what challenges we encounter, we will still be fated to love each other and will end up with each other.
I am ready.
I am now ready.
I am now ready to face the world as
MRS. LISA MANOBAN-JEON.
The ever inlove and happy,
The new,
MRS. LISA MANOBAN-JEON. ❤️
I can't wait to marry you again, JEON JUNGKOOK.
I love you FOREVER and ALWAYS.
💜💜💜