Brown hair. Brown eyes. 5'7. Black male. 23. Jordan Green.
Plain.
There was nothing great about me. I wasn't hot. I wasn't athletic. I wasn't strong or bold. I was only plain.
But I liked being plain. Because it makes me feel better for when I get alone.
Being alone is the best. I can make my plain self pretty. Beautiful. Make up and dresses for only me. I loved changing into the other version of myself. I could be Jordan, the queen. Or Jordan, the diva.
Cross dressing. I loved it.
I always hurried home after my collage classes to change like today. I stayed with my little brother but I always made sure he was at work when I did it. Sunny is 21 and works as a model part time. He was born with the looks, hight, and talent. We look nothing alike.
It makes me jealous but I still support him.
I made sure I was alone before changing into a pretty long black dress. It complimented my slim body and flat chest. I smile at my reflection before sitting at the mirror and starting to apply my lipstick and eye shadow. I liked to keep it light and smoky. To finish it off I slide on a short cut wig and my favorite dark blue heels.
The lady in the mirror always made me feel pretty.
I did a spin around before blowing myself a kiss in the mirror. Opening my door I started to strut around the house. I pretended I was model and made the hallway my stage.
The crowd's loved me. They clapped. They called me beautiful.
The sound of a snicker caused me to quickly turn and face the door way. There stood Sunny, laughing. He was watching me and I didn't know for how long.
My face burned as I gripped the sides on my dress. He knows I like to dress up. He found my dresses and heels long ago. He just has never seen me in them until now.
Sunny cleared his throat before speaking. "I finished my shoot early."
I nodded quickly and turned around to rush into my room. Sunny laughed again as he followed me and stood in my door way to watch me tug off the heels and take off the dress. I always wore boxers with it. I tugged on sweats once I was done.
As I reached to take off the wig Sunny finally moved more into my room. I kept my eyes off him, not in the mood for his teasing. I was so embarrassed I wanted to be buried alive.
"Hey I'm sorry for laughing bro...." He watched me seriously before poking my cheek softly. "You make a pretty woman."
The words caused me to start smiling. He saw and poked my cheek more until I fanned his hand away. He perked back up and smiled as I stood up and moved to the dresser to clean the makeup off.
I was slightly surprised when he blocked my way. "I'm making spaghetti tonight so you have to roll the meatballs." He grabbed my hand and started out of the room with me behind.
Laughing lightly I nodded and put washing my face on the list to do after. If Sunny was alright with it then I guess its on to leave for a while. It makes me feel better as well.
Once we reached the kitchen he let me go and I started cooking.
When the food was done we sat and ate.
As it came around time to sleep I cleaned my face and went to bed.
When I woke up back the next day it was do to Sunny jumping on my bed. I groaned loudly as he jerked my blanket from over me. He laughed at my stubborn side and stopped jumping. Only than did I open my eyes to glare over at him.
"Wake up I have something for you." He sounded excited as he held something behind his back.
Being curious I forced myself to sit up with a yawn. Having no classes today I didn't think I would still have to be up this early. After showing Sunny I was awake and he had my attention he climbed off my bed to stand next to it in front of me.
He moved the item from behind his back and held it out in front. "Surprise!" I looked at the black bag he had and tilted my head.
He moved it into my hands and watched me with wide eyes. I sighed and opened the bag to look inside. I gasped as I immediately saw a new wig and makeup kit. The hair looked pricey and the makeup was top line.
Sunny looked proud of himself as I drooled over the items. "I talked to an old friend at the agency and he slide me some things. Its to make up for laughing at you before. I really am sorry."
Looking up at him I could see he was being serious. A huge smile grew on my face as I jumped up to hug him tightly. He was my little brother, yet my head only reached his collar.
"Thank you! I forgive you!" I let him go and quickly went back to my gifts.
He crossed his arms over his broad chest and smiled more. "Try it on."
I didn't need to be told twice. I quickly took out the things and sat at the mirror. Putting on the wig and makeup I was amazed at my own reflection. I looked like a real queen.
"Pretty...." Sunny said softly from behind me.
I turned to look at him and smiled as he nodded. Soon he left the room and I went back to looking at myself. I was pretty.
As the days passed I got better with my makeup collection that seemed to be growing. I find new items on my dresser almost everyday. I have 4 new wigs and some new dresses. I keep telling Sunny to stop wasting his money but he only ignores me. He pretends its not him but I can see the receipts he leaves around.
Idiot brother.
As another day came I was confused as Sunny brought over some guest. He hardly ever did. I didn't mind since I hardly meet anyone he knows. I watched them all enter before waving.
The 3 guest waved back and I smiled at their kindness. Sunny perked up as he was last to enter the house. "Oh guys this is Jordan my sister. Jordan meet the guys from the agency."
As Sunny led them to the living room I was slightly confused and shocked. I could tell the others were too since I clearly look like a guy at the moment. After a second they ignored it and I gave a light laugh. He must be teasing.
Weirdo.
After a few hours the group left and Sunny cleaned up after them. I helped him and couldn't stop the nagging thought from spilling out. "Why did you say I was your sister?"
Sunny paused in his cleaning for a moment before continuing. "Did I? My bad." He walked to the kitchen and didn't say more.
I nodded to myself slowly before finishing up and heading to my room. As I laid on the bed I sighed softly. Footsteps sounded and I looked at the doorway just as Sunny poked his head in.
"Hey do you want me to get you something while I'm out tomorrow?"
I thought about it before sitting up. "Maybe some chips."
Sunny nodded and seemed to be waiting for more. After a bit of silence and me raising an eye brow he sighed. "Do you need pads or tampons?"
"........."
"........."
".........what?" I was forcing myself to understand if this was a joke or not. It was so random I couldn't find it funny.
Sunny's straight face slowly turned into an amused one. "I'm fucking with you." He started laughing and soon left out the door way.
I stared at where he once was. What kind of joke is that?
The next day Sunny was true to his word and went out to the store. When he came back he had my chips only and that let me relax. I thanked him and notice he was still standing in my room. After him staring at me for a few moments he spoke.
"Can you put on your makeup and stuff?"
Suddenly the room felt uncomfortable. It felt too closed in and stuffy. "Umm...." He's never asked me to do that. Why would he?
"Please....just for a second." He was serious, and didn't look like he'd leave until I did.
Huffing and ignoring the embarrassment I quickly put on a long black wig and some makeup. Dark red lipstick and a smoke eye with glitter always was my best put together. I smiled at my reflection before turning to face Sunny.
He stared at me before smiling and walking closer. He raised his hand and rubbed my head lightly. "I like having a sister...."
I shifted in my seat and eventually moved his hand away. He still watched and soon leaned down to my height. His next words sent a chill down my spine.
"Hey Jordan....if you look like a guy around me again I might kill you...."
He was staring right into my eyes and was dead serious. "W-wha.....what kind of sick joke-" I shut my eyes tightly as he lifted his hand and swung his fist.
It hit the mirror behind me and shattered. I opened my eyes slowly in shock. I started to tremble as he stood back up straight, ignoring his bleeding hand. His eyes were cold as he smiled down at me.
"If I catch you looking like a boy again.....I'll kill you."
End