โœ”๐…๐ซ๐จ๐ณ๐ž๐ง ๐ˆ๐ˆ๐ˆ: ๐“๐ก๐ž...

By lady_inkflower

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โNever. You'll never be a ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ. You'll always be a ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ. You weren't the first, but you're... More

Chapter 1: New Beginnings
Chapter 2: It All Started With A Bet
Chapter 3: The European Summit
Chapter 4: The Dance
Chapter 5: The Ride
Chapter 6: Morning Person
Chapter 7: Urging Further
Chapter 8: Coming Closer
Chapter 9: All Is Revealed
Chapter 10: His Secret
Chapter 11: In His Name
Chapter 12: Three Words
Chapter 13: Redemancy
Chapter 14: The Problem is Doubled
Chapter 15: Conscious
Chapter 16: The Letter
Chapter 17: Cat's Out of the Bag
Chapter 18: Show Yourself Reprise
Chapter 19: Comfort
Chapter 20: The Fight Begins
Chapter 21: The Brawl
Chapter 22: Why Do You Love Him?
Chapter 23: Festival of Traditions
Chapter 24: Eternal Warm Hug
Chapter 25: The Secret
Chapter 26: Awaited Moment
Chapter 27: (Pilot Chapter)
Chapter 28: Soulmates
Chapter 29: Fire Reptile
Chapter 30: Helena's Letter
Chapter 31: Arrival (EP. 01)
Chapter 32: Arrival (EP. 02)
Chapter 33: The Party
Chapter 34: Midnight Rendezvous
Chapter 35: Matrimony
Chapter 36: Her Betrayal
Chapter 37: The Journey Starts
Chapter 38: Things Get Stranger
Chapter 39: Ignaera
Chapter 40: The Tower Of Tomes
Chapter 41: Meeting the "King's Right Hand"
Chapter 42: The Devil's Return
Chapter 43: Last Card
Chapter 44: Deja Vu
Chapter 45: Snuggly Flames
Chapter 46: (Pilot Chapter)
Chapter 47: The Water's Error
Chapter 48: Proof?
Chapter 49: Unbreakable
Chapter 50: Quality Time
Chapter 51: Holiday Opening Ball
Chapter 52: Our Past Selves
Chapter 53: Icy Birthday
Chapter 54: Of Gifts and Breathing Trinkets
Chapter 55: It's A Yes Or No Question
Chapter 56: Diplomacy
Chapter 57: The Birth (EP. 01)
Chapter 58: The Birth (EP. 02)
Chapter 59: Eyes Open
Chapter 60: New Oath
Chapter 61: To Drink and To Mourn
Chapter 62: Acceptance
Chapter 63: Lover
Chapter 64: Time Outs
Chapter 65: Shopping Sprees
Chapter 66: Pleasant Present and Dark Flashbacks
Chapter 67: Frozen Fever II
Chapter 68: Icy Combat
Chapter 69: Icy Jealousy
Chapter 70: I Am Found
Chapter 71: The One With A Frozen Heart
Chapter 72: Blizzards and Hells (EP. 01)
Chapter 73: Blizzards and Hells (EP. 02)
Chapter 74: Blizzards and Hells (EP. 03)
Chapter 75: Hidden Love Songs
Chapter 76: Momentous 5 Minutes
Chapter 77: Home Sweet Home
Chapter 78: Ginger Additions
Chapter 80: Dark Dreams
Chapter 81: Under the Stars (EP. 01)
Chapter 82: Under The Stars (EP. 02)
Chapter 83: Her Last Message (EP. 01)
Chapter 84: Her Last Message (EP. 02)
Chapter 85: An Eventful Valentine's
Chapter 86: When Fire Is Needed (EP. 01)
Chapter 87: When Fire Is Needed (EP. 02)
Chapter 88: When Fire Is Needed (EP. 03)
Chapter 89: When Fire Is Needed (EP. 04)
Chapter 90: When Fire Is Needed (EP. 05)
Chapter 91: When Fire Is Needed (EP. 06)
Chapter 92: Dancing With The Flames
Chapter 93: We're One
Chapter 94: We Were Ships In The Night (EP. 01)
Chapter 95: We Were Ships In The Night (EP. 02)
Chapter 96: Helen (EP. 01)
Chapter 97: Helen (EP. 02)
Chapter 98: Birthday Bash
Chapter 99: To The Stars
Chapter 100: About Helen (EP. 01)
Chapter 101: About Helen (EP. 02)
Chapter 102: About Helen (EP. 03)
Chapter 103: About Helen (EP. 04)
Chapter 104: Storytelling (EP. 01)
Chapter 105: Storytelling (EP. 02)
Chapter 106: Diaries and Definitions
Chapter 107: Bliss
Chapter 108: The New Conflict (EP. 01)
Chapter 109: The New Conflict (EP. 02)
Chapter 110: The New Conflict (EP. 03)
Chapter 111: The New Conflict (EP. 04)
Chapter 112: The New Conflict (EP. 05)
Chapter 113: The New Conflict (EP. 06)
Chapter 114: The New Conflict (EP. 07)
Chapter 115: A Soulmate Always Senses (EP. 01)
Chapter 116: A Soulmate Always Senses (EP. 02)
Chapter 117: A Soulmate Always Senses (EP. 03)
Chapter 118: The General's Newfound Maiden
Chapter 119: My Tomorrow Has Always Been You
Chapter 120: Closure
Chapter 121: A Mother Adores Her Children
Chapter 122: Woman To Woman (EP. 01)
Chapter 123: Woman to Woman (EP. 02)
Chapter 124: Woman to Woman (EP. 03)
Chapter 125: Tavern Joy
Chapter 126: Inflamed Thievery (EP. 01)
Chapter 127: Inflamed Thievery (EP. 02)
Chapter 128: Inflamed Thievery (EP. 03)
Chapter 129: Inflamed Thievery (EP. 04)
Chapter 130: Strong But Ordinary
Chapter 131: Drastic Changes
Chapter 132: A Brother's Eternal Slumber
๐๐ž๐ฐ ๐’๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐€๐ซ๐œ ๐“๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ฅ๐ž๐ซ
Chapter 134: The Reawakening (EP. 01)
Chapter 135: The Reawakening (EP. 02)
Chapter 136: The Reawakening (EP. 03)
Chapter 137: The Reawakening (EP. 04)
Chapter 138: The Reawakening (EP. 05)
Chapter 139: The Reawakening (EP. 06)
Chapter 140: The Reawakening (EP. 07)
Chapter 141: The Reawakening (EP. 08)
Chapter 142: The Reawakening (EP. 09)
Chapter 143: Warm Day, Warm Hearts (EP. 01)
Chapter 144: Warm Day, Warm Hearts (EP. 02)
Chapter 145: A Heart's Desire
Chapter 146: A Budding Friendship
Chapter 147: You and Promises
Chapter 148: When I Had Something To Smile About
Chapter 149: You're Among My Doubts
Chapter 150: Right Next To Your Heartbeat (EP. 01)
Chapter 151: Right Next To Your Heartbeat (EP. 02)
Chapter 152: The Tale of the Cocky Cadet
Chapter 153: Deserving
Chapter 154: A Trip To Sunshine (EP. 01)
Chapter 155: The Letter I Never Gave You
Chapter 156: A Trip To Sunshine (EP. 02)
Chapter 157: A Trip To Sunshine (EP. 03)
Chapter 158: A Trip To Sunshine (EP. 04)
Chapter 159: Just Like Fireflies
Chapter 160: No Match Against Flames (EP. 01)
Chapter 161: No Match Against Flames (EP. 02)
Chapter 162: No Match Against Flames (EP. 03)
Chapter 163: No Match Against Flames (EP. 04)
Chapter 164: No Match Against Flames (EP. 05)
Chapter 165: No Match Against Flames (EP. 06)
Chapter 166: No Match Against Flames (EP. 07)
Chapter 167: No Match Against Flames (EP. 08)
Chapter 168: Kalopsia (EP. 01)
Chapter 169: Kalopsia (EP. 02)
Chapter 170: Achroous (EP. 01)
Chapter 171: Achroous (EP. 02)
Chapter 172: Achroous (EP. 03)
Chapter 173: Achroous (EP. 04)
Chapter 174: Achroous (EP. 05)
Chapter 175: Achroous (EP. 06)
Chapter 176: Human Repairs
Chapter 177: Duty Always Calls
Chapter 178: Surreal
Chapter 179: Serendipity
Chapter 180: Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder
Chapter 181: Tasty
Chapter 182: Winter's Warmth
Chapter 183: An Infantile Perspective
Chapter 184: Eunoia (EP. 01)
Chapter 185: Eunoia (EP. 02)
Chapter 186: Golden Age (EP. 01)
Chapter 187: Golden Age (EP. 02)
Chapter 188: Golden Age (EP. 03)
Chapter 189: Golden Age (EP. 04)
Chapter 190: I Love The Way You Love
Chapter 191: Unheard
Chapter 192: Be With You (EP. 01)
Chapter 193: Be With You (EP. 02)
Chapter 194: Be With You (EP. 03)
Chapter 195: Castle Sweet Castle
Chapter 196: A Husband's Anxiety
Chapter 197: Dream Child
Chapter 198: A Son's Plea (๐„๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž)

Chapter 79: When A Mother Battles Fear

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By lady_inkflower

"Desgracia.."

Burning fury courses through Maria as she flashed the platinum blonde queen standing modestly a few yards away from her shackled form a dangerous look; her scowl so alarming tiny bits of frost had escaped Elsa's fingertips.

But the King of Spain, King Matteo, shot his daughter a warning glare, thus making the cuffed princess squirm in her kneel.

"Don't worry, Queen Elsa. I believe I shall take it from here," Matteo gave the ice queen an apologetic look, "I apologize deeply on my daughter's behalf. I'm the cause of her current behavior. I've fed the growing greed in her heart for too much it led to this.. This mess." the burly dark haired man sighed.

"There is no apology needed, King Matteo. It is your daughter's fault and nobody else's, all were her doing. So please, don't apologize on her behalf."

"I think this is the reason why your entire kingdom admires you, my queen. Your forgiving heart is just too much."

"I appreciate your words, King Matteo. I now bid you a farewell to your voyage, and do make sure she has a view on the ship."

"Thank you, my queen. Goodbye."
____________________________________

Her fingers played with her husband's black hair as he lay on the hard planes of his stomach with his head on her lap, his throaty snores making Elsa suppress a laugh.

She did not even bothered to think how he could take a nap on her ice dress when he should prefer the snug and warm blankets than her cold, elegant, icy blue skirt.

"The twins wore him out, didn't they?" Anna chuckled, her head against her sister's shoulder, "Poor guy. And I thought those documents were worse."

"Those are just the basics, Anna. The twins had wrapped their fingers around their daddy." Elsa smiled.

"And soon, Kristoff will be one too."

"He'll make a great father, Anna."

"That's not technically what I'm worried about. I'm worried about telling him.."

"You have absolutely nothing to worry about."

"I'll have nothing to worry about once I know full well I'll make a mother even just half the mother you are. I don't know... You're just so perfect and loving and warm to both Aria and Chandler, I want to be the same. There's not even a time you have failed them."

There's not even a time you have failed them.

There's not even a time you have failed them.

There's not even a time you have failed them.

There's one time you have failed them.

"Els? Els, are you listening?"

"Mh? A-ah, yes, yes, Anna. I am. I'm just... e-exhausted, from Maria's trial. I had to debate with Sir Garrett about less barbaric punishments since he had insisted something a bit too cruel."

"Ever the bad liar, are you, sis?" Anna frowned, "There's something wrong and I can sense it. You stuttered. I'm far harder to trick with that— that mask you have mastered to put on. You better know that."

"..."

"Elsa, what's wrong? Is there something you're not telling me? Aiden? Mama and Papa?" Anna grimaced, "I thought we're over with secrets!"

"W-well, I'm not as perfect as you think I am, Anna. I-i... I have failed one of my children for just one moment and I do not wish to recall it, p-please."

The tears streaming down her sister's now flushed face made Anna's defense wear down, her hands now going up to her sister's shoulders to grip them tightly, her turquoise blue eyes now traveling up to meet her sister's deep blue ones, firmly focusing on them just to add that genuine effect— you're imperfect, but I still love you.

"Elsa, if you do not have the heart to tell anyone, tell me. I'm your sister— I don't give a damn if you're already married, I have authority over anyone else to talk to you so closely like this. What happened? What are you keeping away?"

Why are you shutting me out again?

"... A-auriana.."

"What about Aria?" asked Anna slowly.

"... Anna.. I can't.."

"You can, Elsa! It's all in your head. Don't let your fear get to you again. Do you wish to waste another thirteen years?"

"No."

"Then tell me."

Where should I get the courage to confess that your niece almost died before my very presence?

"A-auriana almost d-died... Right after her birth."

The dominant swelling in Anna's chest can never heighten her sister's trembling frame and those abundant waterfalls cascading down her cheeks. Anna did not see a queen; she did not see that perfect woman who had faced countless foes and saved their lands from washing away into wastes— she saw Elsa, who is facing a haunting nightmare.

Elsa tried not to think about the yelling of the surgeons.

Elsa tried not to think about her son's loud, helpless bawling in her arms as they both watched the horrifying scene of the newest princess being revived by Ingrid herself.

But she failed.

Because it was so close.

And this time, she's the one bawling— she's the one who needs someone to hold onto.

But in the midst of her tears, two pairs of arms; the other soft and warm while the other bold but weak against his wife's touch—held her body close in between.

And soon, the pain that had haunted her began to die into nothing.

Because it was how the little princess quickly placed in her arms wrap her little embonpoint hand around her mother's index finger.

And it was how she flashed her a gummy, toothless smile that says—

Author's Note: EYOOOO, folks! And so I live. I'm sorry for the slow update, but again, I LIVE. And no, it's not like my heart was being torn apart as I was writing this. Uh, no, I wasn't near to tears either.

I'm so thankful that I don't have classes for three days. I'll have the time to update more.

Okay so, I've planned the plot for this chapter for a while now (When I was reviewing for my quizzes this is literally my agressive idea that needed to be written down by my itching fingers but hell nah my cellphone was locked away because there's this thing called SCHOOL.)

- me

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