"i almost had him you pathetic son of a bitch!"
jae struggled, his mouth opening and closing, but no sound coming out.
"hes trying to say something!"
changbin was pulled off him as the group watched jae choke and gasp to breathe.
"i-if he g-got to y-ou, h-h-aneul wo-uld've sh-shot him."
"now hes got felix again, what the fuck were you trying to do?!"
"g-get in round the back, he will have left his gun there, felix will be thrown into the cupboard upstairs.
"show us, now."
jae got up on shaky legs, trying to catch his breath back, he tried to walk stright as he led the others round the back.
"if you climb up the bin, onto that lege you can get onto the room of the garage and through his bathroom window."
changbin wasted no time in starting, followed by his firends, they had to be silent in order to not get caught, by the time changbin was in, he heard screams coming from felix, making his body burn, he needed to save his little prince. he had to restrain himself until everyone else was in, once jae climbed through the window, changbin walked out, silently, following the sounds of the screaming.
"n-no! p-ple-ase s-stop! i-i-i want m-my da-ddy!"
changbin snapped he bolted into the room, tackling haneul over, felix was lay on the floor, blood pouring from his legs from where haneul had whipped him. changbin pinned haneul down and punched him over and over, quickly loosing his strength as he heard felix's sobs. haneul flipped them, pinning changbin down next to felix, felix looked at his boyfriend as haneul's hands wrapped around his throat.
"no, no, no please! please stop it!"
changbin choked, trying to breathe, he kicked and struggled, trying to get away, none of their friends could get haneul off, changbin's struggles sarted to get weaker, he locked eyes with haneul, seeing the pure evil in his eyes, his head dropped to the side, he looked deep into felix's eyes.
"daddy's handsome."
"daddy tiger."
"i love you the most."
"i have the bestest daddy ever."
"i love your kisses."
"im thinking about you."
"i love you."
felix grabbed his hand.
"d-daddy, dont l-leave me, p-please stay, i-i love you."
the look on felix's face was enough to give him more strength than he ever thought he could have, he grabbed haneul's arm around his throat and dug his nails in, hard enough to cut him as haneul loosened his grip in pain and surprise. changbin slipped out from his grip and threw haneul off him, he flipped them overpinning haneul down, his hand wrapped around his throat and he started to squeeze, cutting off haneul's air supply.
"you are good for nothing, everything you've done, it makes you a coward, youre pathetic, youre a worthless piece of shit, and you will die like one."
felix covered his face and curled into a ball, sobbing hard. changbin was relentless, he wouldn't let go, he watched haneul struggle and writhe, choking for air, changbin let go, keeping him pinned down.
"im not going to kill you, if i end your life, its relieving you of everything you've done, you deserve to suffer, chan, call the police."
chan did so and changbin kept haneul pinned as he yelled and shouted. changbin wanted him to sit in a cell like an object, never allowed freedom. woojin took over, pinning haneul down as changbin got off him.
changbin looked at felix in a ball on the floor, shaking and panting. he knew for a fact that felix would be very jumpy, possibly even afraid of him, so as much as he wanted to throw himself at his boyfriend and shower him with love, he had to approach slowly.
he started to cry as he saw bruises, he touched felix's arm, feeling how freezing cold he was, felix yelled in fear, shrinking further into the ball.
"don't cry baby."
felix tensed up.
"i-i wa-nt d-d-daddy!" he sobbed, shaking hard.
"this is daddy, im right here, dont be scared."
felix looked up, it broke changbin's heart to see how skinny he was, he clearly had been starved, his face was bruised, degrading words on his cheeks, changbin reached out and touched his cheek, wiping away a tear, felix threw himself at changbin, pushing himself as close to his boyfriend as he could possibly get, even when changbin closed his arms around felix, he still clutched at changbin's shirt, sobbing desperately, pushing to get even closer, changbin put felix's head on his chest.
"shh, youre okay, youre safe now baby, dont cry, ive got you."
felix sobbed harder, clinging onto changbin for dear life, his breaths were laboured and heavy as he struggled to breathe.
"someone take us back to the dorms."
before they left, jisung took photos of every single hint of harm on felix's body to show the police before changbin picked felix up, holding him close as minho grabbed his keys, changbin carried felix downstairs and outside to minho's car. he got in, feeling felix sob into his chest.
the drive back to the dorms was relatively quiet, aside from felix's sobs and desperate whines to be even closer to changbin.
"you know, not killing him must've taken a lot of strength." minho commented, pulling up to the dorms.
changbin carried felix up after minho left, he was laid on their bed but felix proceeded to cling to changbin desperately.
"hey, its okay, i wont go anywhere, i am so sorry baby boy, this is all my fault, i promised i would keep you safe and i couldnt keep it, but im never leaving you."
felix didnt reply.
"let me get you something to eat."
felix shook his head, climbing against changbin to stay close to him.
"look, look here, tell me you didnt forget about your stuffed bunny, did you? hold onto him whilst i get you something to get your strength back up."
felix didnt want changbin to leave, he shook his head, staying close to changbin.
"okay baby boy, i know youre scared, and i know you dont want to be alone, but you need something to eat lixie."
felix was too scared to let changbin go, he had missed him so much that now he had hold of him, he refused to let him go, changbin pulled out his phone, bringing up seungmin's number.
"hello?"
"could you come over, felix desperately needs to eat, but he wont let me go."
"oh, okay, im on my way."
"there you go angel, seungminnie is going to come and make you something to eat, okay?"
felix didnt reply again, he was still trembling and starring straight ahead.
"you dont know how much ive missed you, i hate myself for letting that appen, its all my fault, i couldnt help you, i don't think i can ever forgive myself."
changbin started to cry, holding felix's small, fragile frame in his arms, he looked down at the whip marks, bruises, the pen on his legs, the cuts on his chest, spelling out that word, bruises in the shape of hands on his hips, and changbin didn't want to think about how they got there, he looked at the lingerie felix was wearing, breaking his heart that he was forced to only wear that.
seungmin walked in, making felix flinch, then start to cry harder, trembling.
"hey lixie, it's minnie." he said softly, slowly walking over and sitting next to felix.
felix nodded, realising who it was.
"we missed you so much lix, and now you're with your daddy again, so you're safe now." seungmin's eyes looked teary.
felix nuzzled changbin as seungmin went to get something to eat out of the kitchen area, he picked up a bag of chips and put juice in felix's sippy cup.
felix cried as he saw his cup, having missed it so much, the second the bag of chips was near felix, he grabbed them and ate faster than changbin thought was possible.
"go get him another bag."
seungmin grabbed another bag as felix downed the juice. After two bags, which wasn't nearly enough, felix started to feel sick, there were only a few chips left though.
"i know you feel bad, but can you just finish off your juice please baby, you need to drink lots now."
felix shook his head violently.
"lix."
felix flinched, he thought he was going to get yelled at for being disobedient, he trembled in changbin's arms, sobbing.
"hey, it's okay, you're not in trouble." changbin said soothingly, rubbing felix's back.
felix put his hand over his mouth and tried to get up, struggling as his legs gave out and he was left on the floor, changbin knew what was happening and quickly pulled him up, getting him to the bathroom right before he was sick, gripping changbin's hand and sobbing. it made changbin physically hurt to see felix in this state, he rubbed his back, having to move around the whip lashes across his skin, he kissed felix's shoulder, whispering to him.
"good boy, you're so good baby, just breathe, it will be over soon."
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