When we got to work it was 7:26 so we only had a few minutes to get to our areas so I gave Cillian a quick kiss on the cheek before walking away, I got my hair and make up done as well as changing into my outfit and headed to film first I had to do a solo with Tom then moved on to a group scene before moving on, we were filming until 4pm until we got off for our break as soon as we got off Richard walked over to me and grabbed my hand pulling me to the side slightly when we were Alone he said "please talk to me Amber I'm so sorry I don't know what I can do to make it up to you except say I'm sorry and I love you please forgive me" I huffed slightly before saying "Richard it's not just about saying sorry and moving on, you said what you said it's obviously what you think about me I'm already so insecure about my past you know that I know you didn't mean to say it but you did and I just don't know how to deal with that, the person I love the most in the world thinks I In some way wanted it ? It's the worst thing to have even happened to me Richard and I think about it every minute of every day and to know that you are thinking about it to and especially think that about it breaks my heat Richard" his face softened slightly before he threw his head back slowly and said "I know, I know I messed up so bad I know that but trust me Amber I don't think that I didn't mean that I was just angry and jealous and I hate my self for getting that way I'm sorry Amber" I let a solo tear roll down my cheek before I got the chance to say anything else we got called back on to film, we were filming until 11pm so when we finished we were all very tired when we walked away Richard again walked towards me and said "can you come home tonight we can talk properly I miss you please Amber" I thought about it for a few seconds before I nodded and said "okay I'll come home and we can talk" he sighed in relief before saying "okay good let's go get your things."
When we got home it was almost midnight so I changed into something more comfortable and sat down on the bed, Richard sat in front of me and said "okay let's talk, be angry at me shout at me" I turned to him and says "I'm not going to shout at you, we are adults we can get through this. I'm just really upset about what you said before" we managed to talk through the argument for the next hour I decided to forgive Richard because I understand we all say stuff we don't mean when we are angry and truthfully I missed him I just wanted to try to forget it and move on. After the hour was up Richard stood up and says "I'm going to go change" I nodded at him showing I heard what he says before I climbed into bed when Richard got back he lay down beside me and wrapped his arm around me and said "can I take you on a date tomorrow it's our last day before Hogmanay?" I looked at him before saying "sure if we finish work early enough where do you want to go ?" He thought about it for a minute before replying "dinner and a few drinks ?" I shook my head slightly and said "we will be drinking on Hogmanay and probably New Year's Day I don't want to drink three days in a row." Richard nodded and said "dinner and a nice drive ?" I agreed that it sounded good and we agreed to do that the following day.
Richard picked his phone up and read a few of his texts before turning to me and saying "my mum wants us to FaceTime her is that okay ?" I nodded and sat up fixing my hair a little before I heard the ringing sound of his phone, She had called to show us something his niece made so we comments on it and spoke for a while before his mum had to go so we said our goodbyes before getting comfy again. Richard instantly lay down and put his hand on his own chest before saying "I can't wait to have kids you know" I smiled at him and turned over so I was also laying on my back and I said "me either a little cute baby that's yours to love forever I can't wait to have that" he smiled and looked at me before saying "do you think we will have kids together I know we have only been dating a little under a year but do you think we will in the future?" I shrugged my shoulders and said "I hope so you would make a great dad" he smiled back at me and kissed my lips before saying "you would make a great mum and a great wife" I smiled back at him but inside I was internally screaming I've never gotten serious in a nice relationship where we spoke about going the full way and I especially haven't ever Felt so in love with someone that I wanted to spend every day with them for the rest of my life safely; it was as if I had completely forgotten about the whole argument yesterday and just moved to a perfect place in our relationship again. I looked into Richards eyes before saying "I'm completely obsessed with the colour of your eyes" he giggled lightly before saying "I'm completely obsessed with you" I scoffed slightly ignoring him before he sat up and pulled me round so he was hoovering over the top of me and he giggled and kissed my nose before saying again "completely" more serious this time.
I smiled at Richard as I lay under him looking up into his dreamy blue eyes before saying "I love you so much madden" he smiled back showing his cute dimples before saying "I love you too Mrs madden, more than you'll ever know" I smiled to my self before he leaned down again and connected our lips together moving perfectly in sync with mine. After a while we pulled away and I said "we have work really early we should probably go to sleep if we want to be able to get up on time" he agreed before kissing my lips another twice then collapsing beside me, I instantly cuddled closer into him wrapping my arms around him and resting my head in his chest while he rubbed my back lightly while humming a song I began to drift off to sleep when I heard him say "I love you gorgeous good night." I woke myself up enough to say "I love you too angel, I always will good night" I felt his chest lift under me, making me aware that he was smiling to himself which encouraged me to smile into my self while I began to drift off to sleep on his chest dreaming perfect dreams about our future together.
I woke up at some point during the night to banging on our door i picked up my phone and seen it was only 3am I immediately got a little scared so I shook Richard a little which made him stir before he groaned and said "what?" I sat up a little and said "there's someone at the door" Richard sat up fully and pulled the top that was beside his bed over this head and walked to the door before he could even get to the bottom of the bed I swung my legs round to stand up which made him stop on the spot and say "stay here it's late it might not be safe just stay here a minute" I obliged to what Richard was saying because truthfully I was a little scared anyway but I watched anxiously as he went to the door, when he opened it there was a young drunk guy standing in front of him and he said "mum?" In a strong welsh accent Richard looked back at me and I shrugged my shoulders and he looked back at the drunk boy who didn't look old enough to drink in the first place so he helped him find his own room which happened to be 2 floors up he was just a bit too drunk to find it. When Richard was coming back I was a little impressed with his manly act and I know he wanted me to think that so I helped play it up a bit when he came in I said "omg thank you for getting that I was so scared" he smiled slightly and insisted it was nothing but I know how much he tried to stay impressive. As soon as Richard climbed back into bed I wrapped my arms around him so he would stay close in a hug, he kissed my head in response before saying "are you okay?" I nodded and replied "yeah I'm fine" to which I felt him move around a little so his face was a few inches from mine and he mumbled "are you sure ?" I nodded back and kissed his lips gently before saying "I'm fine don't worry" we both lay in that position for a while when Richard soon fell back asleep but I couldn't get back to sleep because I had gotten such a fright when I heard the door so I decided to see if anyone was still awake and the answer to that was absolutely not no one answered my texts so I got up and decided to try to make myself a cup of tea, while I was drinking it I heard Shouting from outside our hotel room coming from the room across who were arguing I decided to ignore it and just drink my drink and try to make my self feel sleepy but it just wasn't working at all so I got really restless and decided to take a walk down stairs to try and pass some time, I changed into a hoodie and grabbed the Keys leaving the room the way it was while also grabbing my phone.
As soon as I opened the room door the woman from the room across chucked a lamp at her husband but he ducked out of the way and their door was open because he was leaving so I got hit in the eye with a rather large heavy Lamp I instantly felt the pain and shouted "ouch" loudly when they both came running to see if I was okay I told them I was fine before I heard Richard run out just behind us shouting "omg Amber are you okay" I replied yes before standing up there was blood running from my eye brow and my left eye was swollen not to mention my jaw which was also really hurting. The couple apologised a million times while Richard got me back to my feet properly and unlocked our door I answered back to them "it's fine accidents happen" while walking in with Richard the two also followed behind trying to help. I sat up on the work top while The man from across the hall got a wet cloth to hold on my eyebrow while Richard found ice from the freezer and held it on my jaw before he looked at me and said "what were you doing in the hall anyway" I looked up at him before responding "I couldn't sleep I tried to make tea but I still couldn't get to sleep so I was going to sit in the reception for a while you know I like the fire place down there" he nodded and said "you should have just woke up me I would have got up and sat with you" I nodded and said "I know I just didn't want to keep you up all night" before the women butted in and said "you know I think your going to have to go to the hospital you've lost a lot of blood" I huffed slightly at the idea before all three of them agreed out numbering me.
When me and Richard got to the hospital we had to wait an hour before we got seen but when we got in I had to explain what happened to the doctor before he said back "so your neighbour just chucked a lamp from inside the room and it managed to hit you from your room" I nodded realising how stupid it sounded now before he nodded and said "do you want to file a report or ?" I shook my head and said "no it's okay it was an accident" which he responded too by feeling my jaw which made me winch away in pain he agreed I had to go for a scan but said the cut wasn't that deep and it had stopped bleeding now. We went into the scan room and I got my X-ray done; by the time we came back the doctor looked at it and said "okay well not what I was expecting, your jaw is fine just really badly bruised but you have broken your eye socket" I looked at him and said "how is that even possible?" He scoffed before saying "you'd be surprised" he informed me that there would be quite a lot of pain and bruising but he gave me pain killers and said I could leave. I walked out with my hand in Richards before he said "you always hurt your self" I laughed back at him before agreeing and we headed back to our hotel room as we were waking up I turned to Richard and said "promise me one thing we won't end up like that" he looked a bit confused before I said "you know arguing at 3 in the morning screaming and chucking lamps injuring our neighbours" he nodded his head and giggled slightly before he said "okay I promise we won't end up like that only if you promise never to Chuck a lamp at me" we laughed more as we got to the room where the couple came out there room straight away to see what happened I told them the outcome and they apologised again before we headed back inside to get a quick few hours sleep before we started work.