" Um, Ciel?" You walked into Ciel's study slowly and quietly while holding your puppy. " What would you like to discuss?"
Ciel was in the middle of reading when he looked up and smirked. " Ah, ( Y/N ). Come, sit down." Ciel motioned to the comfortable looking chair in front of him.
You nodded slowly and walked over to the chair taking a seat.
" Have you found a name for your dog yet?"
" Oh, I..." Before you could say no, you remembered Baldroy's, Mey-rin's, and Finnian's past's. Each of them had some sort of terrible thing to do... each of them had once had a duty to uphold. After meeting them it seemed as if you weren't the only one who knew the meaning of duty.
" Kanzei..." You softly murmured gazing into the crackling fire.
The fire reflected into your ( C/E ) as Ciel asked " Kanzei? What does that mean?"
You smiled and said " It mean's 'duty' in Japanese. I once had a tutor brought in by Elizabeth...he taught me some Japanese every once and awhile. Kanzei was one of the word's he had taught me."
Ciel slowly nodded " I see".
" If I may, I think Kanzei is a wonderful name Miss ( Y/N )." Sebastian smiled and bowed a little.
Mhm... Kanzei was the perfect name... you just knew it.
*TIME SKIP: 10 MIN*
It had been 10 full minutes of Ciel and you drinking tea in silence.
You were stroking Kanzei's soft fur on your lap as you took a last sip of your tea before placing it down.
It was quite obvious that Ciel was thinking of what he was about to tell you. Actually, you were curious about WHAT he wanted to tell you. He hadn't changed his mind and decided to send you back?.... had he?
" As you know, about a week ago you and I ad discussed the matter of Jack the Ripper."
You nodded looking him in the eyes.
" Well, Sebastian here HAS taken care of finding Jack the Ripper's next victim like we had wanted. We now know where and when to catch him at the right time and place."
Your face lit up in this response. " You mean! We can take down Jack!?"
Ciel looked away from you and placed his chin in his hand. " Tonight at midnight Jack will attack his next victim. Im afraid... you can't come."
"Wait... excuse me!? And why not!?"
Ciel rolled his eyes " Don't ask such a dumb question."
He still wouldn't look you in the eyes as he spoke again. " Your the princess of England ( Y/N ). You can't just risk your life like that in action. You'd be facing a serious time murderer here. This isn't a game... If we lose you than it would be my fault. Not to mention that England could fall withought a future Queen."
Ciel spoke with a cold and silent voice. He knew he had in a certain way betrayed your deal of fully helping him with the case.
" Arf!"
Kanzei hopped off your lap as you slowly stood. Your front hair casting a shadow over your eyes as you walked over to Ciel.
Just like that you grabbed Ciel's front collar pulling him up and shaking him.
" Why would I care!? It's up to me when it comes to what I do with my life! You can't just stop me from helping you!!!"
Your pretty ( C/E ) showed you were furious as you yelled and pulled Ciel back and forth. He was like a rag doll as he moved about violently.
" I...I...I don't care about being Queen.... or losing England..." You trailed off as your eyes watered and you very lightly blushed.
" But I do care if I lose you... I can't let you die either...."
You finished your last part screaming out again as you looked down at your feet. " So don't tell me what to do, god damn ittt!!!"
You stopped shaking Ciel and looked down at the floor. Your front hair covering your eyes.
" Selfish." Ciel said once regaining his composure. " Tsk, your absolutely selfish. How could you think of your life as just a mere thing to lose. Especially when all of England depends on you alone?"
You didn't move an inch as you stood there motionlessly.
" Selfish and fearful is what you are. Just a typical scared little girl who can't face her duties in life. How weak."
Sebastian shuffled in the corner seeming a little shocked of his young lord. Yet he did not intervene.
It took you a minute or two before awakening from your frozen state. It began with a low murmur, then a giggle, and then a laugh.
" ahahaha!"
Ciel and Sebastian both looked at you with confused faces.
Once you finally got a hold of your self you frowned instantly at Ciel.
" I may not know what things you've been through Ciel Phantomhive.... but you don't know what iv'e been through either. There's alot more truth to something than to just what meet's the eye. You of all people should know that."
Your eye's got watering again which made you clench your jaw in annoyance.
Ciel stood there as you wiped your watering eye's. " Don't judge a book by it's cover.."
You quickly rushed out the room before you would really begin to cry water fall's in front of Ciel and Sebastian. Kanzei followed you all the way to your room as you jumped on your bed and began to cry.
" Arf!" Kanzei tried to get your attention for a while until settling down in a ball next to you.
Ciel was right. You WERE selfish and you knew it for a fact. And he was also right about what would happen if you died.... Chaos would spread through out England once Elizabeth died and there was no heir left.
Wait, but wasn't that what Elizabeth asked you to do? All those year's ago?
You quickly recalled the request Elizabeth had asked from you a long time ago. The Queen of England herself once told you that when she died....
she....
wanted you to kill yourself.
You had been always confused at this request. Why would you want to kill yourself!?
And besides, did Elizabeth not realize what would happen if you died the day she died?
At that instant you stopped crying in your pillow and thought for a second.
....
or did she want chaos to spread across England?
MUAHAHAHA!!! LOOK'S LIKE ELIZABETH MIGHT BE A LITTLE CRAZY HUH?
AND CIEL HAS JUST TOLD YOU THAT YOU WON'T BE COMING TO ALL THE ACTION! HOW RUDE TO JUST PUSH YOU AWAY LIKE THAT!
WILL HIS WORD'S STOP YOU FROM STILL MAKING THE DECISION TO COME HOWEVER?
HA CIEL! YOU CAN'T STOP GURLS THAT EASILY!
ANYWAYYY ALOT OF DRAMA, SACRAFICE AND BLOOD WILL HAPPEN IN THE NEXT CHAPTER MY DEAR READER-CHANN'S!
I HOPE YOUR READYYY!