pink flowers

By cosmickxsses

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rivers of magnolia petals and honeycomb-checkered skies More

01- the world moved for her
02- all the things
03- scarred and helpless
04- meloncholy
05- maybe is a hopeful word
06- sickening
07- confused
08- waited
09- timeless
10- ignored and lost
11- iris
12- nostalgic
13- i think i'm lost
14- keeping up
15- color
16- reminisces
20- set free
17- sick spell
18- drowning
19- my idea of sappy songs
21- my limit
22- illusion
23- vulnerability
24- caught up
25- destroyed
26- olympus
27- down to the bone
28- sonder
29- rip
30. nothing like this
31. your unnoticed love
32. dysania
33. blank slate
34. lava love
35. horror movie
36. gravity is pulling me down
37. witch weather
38. underestimated
39. third degree burns
40. jealous clarity
41. dead pond
42. petty
43. chance of a dance
44. lost at sea
45. rough patches
46. a calm place
47. comfy nails
48. far away
49. nothing in my name yet
50. love and a remedy
52. happiness or what?
53. we met years ago
54. a wilted soul
55. honor
56. a dream was like you
57. wait
58. tears for the unknown
59. snake bite
60. attention seeker
61. a note to my past self
62. roses and gold medals
63. happy birthday
64. phase?

51. ultimately

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By cosmickxsses

written in my sonder eyes
beholds an upside-down view
of the world in intricate details;
i am the emotional, empty soul
covered with poisonous doodles
and tired, broken fingers
held in a desperate fist of anger;
the wound bleeds in my eyes
as i take a glimpse of my life
and i can only find rough patches
of blood and envy peppered
on the faces of my friends;
only i have gotten so far to brush
the tips of my scarred paintbrush
and the proximity of the solution
was shivering in my arms,
but i screamed and yelled until
the monster of envy ran away
because i only focused on the past
instead of the hallucinative present;
now i am lying on the concrete
with throbbing, white knuckles
and the vision of mine ultimately
faded into the depths of the earth
where my loneliness manifested
into something bigger, something bad;
i awoke with a big gasp
yet my mouth was tightly sewn shut
with a red string of hate;
a person formed in the midst of the fog,
threatening with each step
that echoed through the desolate room
and i shook with grief and sorrow;
they injected me with a dagger
until a steady flow of tears
paved its way down to my flesh
and the heart monitor went quiet;
everything had taken its time to heal
but i was left to hurt years ago
and now i am staring at a silhouette
who is clutching my heart in their hands;
ultimately i was the one
stabbing myself in the back
and i was the one who brought
all the insecurities and pain to myself;
is this a way of teaching me?
is this a way of being wise?

-valkyrie

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