You can probably guess who's point of view this is. Sorry if there's any typos, I'm typing on my phone, as always.
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It was a nice day. The birds were singing beautiful melodies, letting me think as I was getting helped by [Y/N] to put on my maid outfit.
I heard her muffled laugh when she took a few steps back to look at her work.
"Can I keep my cap on?" I turned around to look at her, but saw that she was no longer there. "[Y/N]?"
"Hold on a minute! I gotta find something!" Is all she told me, her voice being followed by shuffling.
I sat down on a beanbag, and began to think as I played with the magenta bow which was tied to my waist, hugging my body surprisingly well.
My brain is confused. I don't even know how to feel. My actions feel controlled, like a puppet being led by some strings.
Like my chest was slowly getting ripped in half, like a fresh piece of bread being ripped away by a curious child.
I stared at the floor, and thought about what I've been doing those past few days. I don't get the same feeling when I get bored.
I don't feel the need to drown somebody in their own blood. My reflexes have slown down. I can't see myself as sadistic as I once was anymore.
I feel like the statue created by the Elegy of Emptiness all over again.
My personality is becoming blank. My thoughts are becoming an empty mess. My breath is becoming colder and colder.
I don't understand. I can't understand.
Is it her? Why is it her? Are the others the same? Where's my job requests? Where's the fighting spirit?
What has my life become?
Will I just be an empty shell, once again?
"Hey Ben, I found it!"
My body suddenly became warm from the sound of her voice. "Great, what were you looking for?" I smiled.
She stumbled into the room, with some kind of cloth hugged close to her body, making sure not to let it fall.
Snowpuff ran into the room, stopping right before crashing into the wall behind me.
"So I got you this, to attach to your cap so you can keep it on, and have it go along with the outfit in a way!" She came closer and tied it to the end of my cap.
It was a dark forest green ribbon.
She didnt tie it into a bow, just left it hanging loosely in a sense. It just added to the length of my cap, but I found the gesture sweet.
I smiled. "Thank you."
She grinned and hugged me, while her voice got muffled by the material of the dress I was wearing. I couldn't understand jack shit, but I just patted her head and hugged her back, enjoying the overwhelming burst of happiness enveloping me.
She let go slowly, and patted me on the back. "You look dashing, sweetheart~!"
I smirked and put a hand on my chest, femininely puffing it out. "Why thank you, honey! What can I say," I looked into her eye, admiring the color. "I only have the best of helpers when it comes to looking this great."
She smiled at me and looked behind me, her facial expression turning into one of hurry. "I forgot something, I'll be back, alright?"
And so she bolted out the room, making everything feel cold and empty again.
I looked behind me and all I saw was a clock. What the fuck is she doing again?