flashback: last year of highschool
my yoh 🐣💛
so wassup?
annyeong arinie
what do you mean wassup?
the person that approached us earlier, it looked like she was a casting staff, she even gave you a calling card with the company name and all
maybe she saw something in you, are you even idol material?
omg, are you gonna be an idol?!!
my yohyoh is gonne be an idol?!!?!
calm down, arinie
how can i calm
down
well, i didnt accept it
i turned her down politely just like i always do
just like my father always do
he really didnt want me to become anything other than a taekwondo player, he would always decline casting offers and along the way, i found myself declining them as well because i wouldnt be allowed to anyway
oh
are you okay, yohyoh?
yeah
why wouldnt i be?
i just thought that, i dont know, is that really what you want?
i have no choice
we always have a choice, yoh
we have control in our own lives, because it's ours and ours only, risking and chasing what our heart wants is better than to regret later on
you were amazing in taekwondo, but i bet you'll be more amazing if you do what your heart wants, whatever that is
thanks, arinie
ill try to remember that
and you should also consider taking up literature as a course for college, you're amazing at words and you love reading, it's the perfect path for you
you think so?
i know so
but mom wants me to be a doctor like her
yet again, i do love words and reading
im torn
just like what you said, chase what what your heart wanfs
okay, but that goes to you to, chase what your heart wants as well
my heart wants you
flirt
hahaaha
yet then again, let me just go back to what you said earlier
YOU RECEIVED A LOT OF CASTING OFFERS AND YOU DIDNT EVEN TELL ME?!?!
there was no point in telling you because abbeoji already declined
but yeah
JUST WHAT DO THEY SAW IN YOU?
HOW HANDSOME ARE YOU, KIM YOHAN?
TO RECEIVE CASTING OFFERS LIKE THAT, WOW
i wanna be humble but i cant help but be happy by the words you're saying
i think you fit to be an idol
you really think so?
meh, no
ksgskshskhs
just kidding, yeaahh
you look like you're gonna be the type of idol who will always trend, and will have a lot of predebut pictures too since some people consider you as an ulzzang, you're the type of idol's loved by many, all of your fans are whipped for you, even your members too, even other artists as well, kinda something like that
well actually, i dont know, that's just what i think haha
i think it will be funny if i become an idol haha
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why the hell are you trending in the number 1 spot in naver just by cooking an omelette?
like, whyyy?
hello to you too, my lady
and i dont know as well
man, the whole nation is whipped for you
the omelette you cooked was even rectangular shaped, and that was weird, it almost fell from the pan, and the people still trended that video
kim yohan's power wbk
stop praising me too much, i might believe you haha
believe me u lil bitch
know your power but stay down to earth, always remember your roots, but knowing kim yohan, im sure that you will
you bet that i will
anyway, what are you up to?
nothing much
im actually at a café right now, sipping milktea like a bitch kshskshksh
lmao
who's with you? minyoung? aiden?
nope, minyoung is busy in her subject requirements while aiden is doing org works
some girls from my block invited me to hang out and it would be rude to say no, they were so nice to me, so i came with them
i wanted to relax and have fun, but i found myself spacing out instead
im not really good at socializing
i wish i was there with you
if there is a way i could teleport to your side, id probably jump in and be there in a flash
alexa play flash by x1
kshsshsksh
but really tho, im fine here by myself, i dont understand their conversation but i have milktea so im okay
you sure?
yuppp
no need to worry about me
okay
seen
well then, can you recommend me songs? im planning to compile a travel playlist so that when i plug in my earphones, i dont need to get worked up in the songs playing
seen
arinie?
seen
are you still there?
seen
yoohoo
seen
u ded?
seen
im still here
it's just that, the girls suddenly decided that i should join their conversation
oh its okay
what did they want to talk to you about?
you, mostly
they asked me how long have we been friends, what kind of a person are you, your favorites, do i know the other x1 members
i just answered them all vaguely before i excused myself and leave
apparently, the only reason they invited me to come with them is for them to talk to me about you
you okay?
yeah, im used to it
most of the people engaging with me are like that anyway, so i just left
i took the milktea with me anyway
and i havent paid yet
oh well
arinie, what the hell kshskshs
their fault, not mine
aight aight you woman
sooo, song recomendations?
yeah wait a bit
lemme just find a bench to sit
alright, ill wait
besides, ive already been waiting for you since forever
shUTUP
hahahaha
i wont waste this // wildflowers
great escape // boys like girls
palette // iu ft. gdragon
be my mistake // the 1975
12th star // wanna one
fine // taeyeon
all of my life // cover by baekhyun
all of my life // cover ny jungkook
(both covers are great so im including it kshshs my heart)
weightless // all time low
afterglow // taylor swift
ending scene // iu
mikrokosmos // bts
a little braver // new empire
a poem called you // taeyeon
thanks
and i love you, do you know that?
well thats random
but yeah, im aware
do you feel the same?
alexa play light by wanna one
and yeah, i feel the same
but wassup?
nothing
im just reminding you in case you forgot
you deserve someone who will always remind you that they love you and will always make you feel love
and that someone is me
hopefully
u lil bitch
you deserve all the love in this world too
i love ypu too
*you
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hello, im so sorry for not updating as often as i always do, my mind is literally drain these past few days, but i do have something special for yohan's birthday, and i guess im back