All I can hear is the guys downstairs laughing and messing around while I'm just sitting on the bed upstairs in "our bedroom" maybe I could just go downstairs? Liam isn't the boss of me! Just as I thought that, the door opens revealing Liam. " Hey babe " sitting down next to me.
"What?" I replied moving away from him. " Babe, I'm sorry I left you alone up here" I smile a little, "that's ok, I'm just lonely here" looking down, " awe Rosie, I'm here now" he said hugging me, I didn't hug back, I frozed still. "Hug back babe"
I shook my head " I don't want to " pushing him away. Just as I did that
He pushed me down on the bed and started kissing me, I squirmed underneath him,
Wanting him off but he held me down. I knew what he was doing..
NEXT DAY
Staring at the wall, wrapped up in his arms, I kept thinking back from last night.
It's not like I never done it before with him, but this time was different.
My thoughts were interrupted by Liam, " Morning Rosie" as he unwrapped his arms around me sitting up. "Morning" I replied back. I didn't want to make him mad by not answering.
" Last night was Amazing " kissing my head. I nodded in responce while sitting up.
" Go and have a shower and get dressed " leaving the room. "Okay" I mumbled getting out of bed. Sigh, I didn't want this at all. I went to the wardrobe looking for clothes, how hard is it to pick out clothes that you hate?! I settled on light blue jeans and a white shirt.
Seems nice enough. As I picked out the clothes I went to the bathroom to shower and get makeup on. Afterwards I quickly ran downstairs to see that Liam was on the kitchen table waiting for me, "You look lovely today" I sat down opposite him. "Thanks" I replied looking down at the Cereal that was picked out for me. Ugh Special K..can't I have frosties or coco pops or something other than this?! I picked up the spoon and started eating.
~Hours later~
"Rosie, I'm not comfortable with you seeing the guys" we were sitting on the sofa, talking about stuff, "but I want to hang out with people other than you" I mumbled
" Maybe when I trust you more I let you see the girls " as he kissed me.
I smiled at him. He is being nice today, what's with him? I thought.
"Thanks" I miss my own friends though. "What about my friends? You know Megan and Carla?" All I want is for them to know I'm okay at least.
"Maybe, sometime" "really!?" I smiled wide. I picked a good time to ask him didn't i? "Yeah sure"
-in the bedroom-
I stared at the bed thinking about Lastnight, I hate the fact I have to sleep on this bed. I jumped on the bed pulling the duvet over me. So comfy.
I didn't realise Liam got in beside me, "your so warm and cuddly" I jumped, how did I not feel him behind me!? " your like a teddy bear" I smiled, a big cuddly teddy bear. Awe that's sweet..wait I hate him.
" you like teddy bears Liam?" I said.
"Course, and your my teddy bear " he replied kissing my neck. I pushed him away " not tonight Liam" he just ruined a perfectly good moment there. Idiot.
He chuckled " okay babe, I wait for tomorrow night" oh just shut up already and sleep. "Just sleep Liam"
- we both fell asleep-