Sorry I've been sooo busy and lazy well here ya go enjoy ( I hope)
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the emo freak
Chapter 7
I pulled him over by his hands to sit with me on my bed. I looked up into his black eyes that were full of curiosity. I was about to speak but he spoke first.
"what were you doing?" he asked his face turning into a mixture of sadness and anger. It scared me.
"I ..... I was cutting myself" I said almost in a whisper. I was ashamed of it.
" well stop!"he said his voice getting louder. " I can't" I said quietly looking at the floor. I was about to explain. But again he cut in.
" and why is that? Because no one likes you? Are you that pathetic?" he snapped. God please tell me he didn't just say that. How could I have trusted him? He was just like all the rest. I brought my hand back and slapped him across the face. As soon as my hand was gone a red mark was already appearing. I got up off the bed and looked down at him.
" You don't know anything about me!" I screamed. " you don't know what I'm going through! You're just the same as all the rest! Get out of my house!" he got up and tried to come closer to me. I put my hands up for him to keep his distance and looked away from him shakeing my head no " please" I said in a quiet voice while a tiny tear escaped " just go."
" Har-" he started but then thought better of it. He turned and walk out of my bedroom. A few moments later I heard the front door slam. I looked out the window and watched him get in his car and drive away,
A cry broke out from me deep inside and I fell onto my bed. I'm crazy. He will never talk to me again. I'm just a freak like everyone says I am. I shouldn't be crying over him. I craw onto my floor and into the bathroom. I grab my razor from where it is still sitting on the counter. I'm still crying as I bring it to my wrist. I look at the cut I just made. My tears fall into it and make it burn. Good. I diserve this because I'm worthless.
Cole's pov
What was I thinking? I yelled at her for cutting herself. How do I know what she's going through? I should have at least listened to her. Something wet was falling down my face. What? I'm couldn't be crying over a girl. I've never cried over a girl before. What was wrong with me? I have to find a way to make this up to her. I walked in the door of mi casa. My madre was pulling out cookies from the oven. "Buenas noches madre" I said and she said it back I went up to my room and went to bed. I kept myself awake trying to figure out something to do. By 2 am I finally got to sleep. The next morning as I drove to school I still couldn't think of something to do. I decided to pick her up. Just as I pulled up she was running out the door. She is so beautiful. I realized I was starring when she came tho the the driver's side and looked questionaly at me. I rolled down the window.
" do you want to ride with me today?" I asked. Hopefully she'll say yes but I wasn't going to force her. She nodded silently and walked to the other side of the car and got in.
" hey about last night-" I started but she cut me off.
" look it's fine just forget about it ok?" she said. How could I forget about it??? The girl I loved was hurting herself! Wait did I just say loved?
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