Ethan's POV-
I am still holding onto my babyboys waist. I could have kissed him all day, but he's right. We do have a lot to go over today. I let go of him and slide his perfect body off of mine and onto my bed. I stand to grab a pair of shorts and a T-shirt for us both. Reaching my dresser I grab the shorts and shirts. I quickly put mine on. When I am done I turn and toss Gray his outfit. I straighten my shirt and look at him and say,
"Here put these on, I don't know who is downstairs right now."
He stands and slips on my black shorts. They go down past his knees. Am I that big? He's looks too cute. I suddenly get an idea and pick him up bridal style in my arms.
*Yelp*
I feel his warm hands automatically wrap around my neck and I hear him whisper,
"Where are we going, sir?"
I turn to walk down the long spiral staircase being extra careful because Gray was in my arms. I haven't known him long at all but I feel so comfortable around him already. I look down at him and reply,
"I'm going to make you breakfast and then we can talk."
He see his face brighten up immediately. An adorable smile traces his red lips. He's so beautiful.
"Can I please help you Sir! I love cooking."
Smiling I nod to him,
"Yes. You can help me, baby."
I see him blush momentarily and look down. I let a small smile slip and continue walking down to the kitchen. When I make it to the kitchen I gently set Gray down on the floor. I look down at him and say,
"Gray, I know this is random but if you see anyone down here you don't have to call me Sir in front of them if it makes you uncomfortable."
"Okay, can I call you E?"
I smile. I like that. I nod to him and turn to grab the pans and get to work. I usually cook for everyone in this house anyways. I cook and they clean it up. We have a pretty good system going here. So it's not really a big deal at all that I have to cook for Grayson now. My mind begins to wonder. I have to be honest with him today. I have to find a way to tell him that I live with my sister Cameron and a few second hand men. I'm a YouTuber and apart of a small LA gang. I also own my own BDSM club called L.A. Fantasies. It's a lot. I know. Clearing my thoughts I step over to my fridge and pull out the bacon and eggs. I close the door and step over to my cabinets. I open them and reach for the pancakes. I have to have the pancakes.
"Pancakes are my favorite."
Our eyes meet and I smile,
"Mine too."
With all the ingredients together now we start cooking. I'm cooking the eggs and bacon while Gray is cooking the pancakes. We are smiling and laughing due to having an almost food fight that I may or may not have started. I'm having such a good time with him. I swear he could change anyone's mood. Out of nowhere I hear footsteps and my sisters voice,
"Oh my god! Ethan you guys look so cute together right now!!"
I watch her as she walks to the dining room table. She pulls out a seat and sits down.
"Grayson is it? Come sit with me. I want to get to know you!"
Here we go. Please god no. I love Cameron, but she's so bubbly in the mornings. My sweet mood soon evaporates and turns sour out of fear. She is going to smother Gray and he needs his space right now. I hope she doesn't ask or say anything to crazy to him. This is all still so fresh for him. He looks at me and I nod in encouragement. He walks over and sits at the table with her.
"So, what state were you born in?"
"New Jersey, you?"
It seems like they were having normal conversation so I tune them out and finish breakfast quickly. I get everyone's plates ready. I manage to balance all 3 and head out. I set down the plates at the table and walk back to the kitchen heading to the fridge. Not knowing what they want my eyes scan the drinkable items and I yell,
"Milk, orange juice, water, koolaid, or lemonade."
Waiting a few seconds I hear,
"Both of us want Orange juice."
Me too. I pour all 3 of us glasses of orange juice and put the jug back in the fridge. I grab the glasses and walk back to Grayson and Cameron. I set the glasses down and look at Gray, He's smiling. I turn to look at Cameron, she's smiling too. Thank god leaving them alone went smoothly. We all start to eat and talk about the most random things. I hear Gray put his fork down on his empty plate and pat his stomach,
"I didn't know I was so hungry. Thank you for the food E."
I smile. I would cook for him anyday. I say,
"I'm glad you liked it."
My heart drops at Cameron's next question
"How did you end up at a BDSM auction? What happened? What was it like there?"
I knew this would happen. God damnit Cam! Where are her manners?! I look at Gray and notice how he freezes up for a few seconds not saying a word. I can see his eyes slightly start to water as he avoids Camerons eyes. He grips my hand under the table shakily and immediately I know that I have to get him out of this situation. I get up and grab Gray ushering him out of the room with my hand on the small of his back. Leaving Cam shook at the table I lead Gray down the hall and I bump into Colby. He holds out his hand to Gray,
"Hi, I'm Colby Brock. You are?"
He tilts his head up to where you can see his tear stained cheeks fully and says,
"H-hey, my names Grayson. I-it's not really a good time right now can- can we talk later?"
*hiccup*
With shocked eyes he quickly moves out of our way and heads to the kitchen. I hear him say,
"I'm sorry, I get it. It was nice meeting you anyways!"
We get to my office door and I push it open. I love the vibe in here. Everything is dark and sleek. There is a big comfy couch to the very left of the room and a massive bean bag on the other side of the room. It's pretty plain, cozy, and neat.
I hope Grayson likes it. I stare down into his glossy hazel eyes and grab both sides of his face softly. I frown,
"Awe. Don't cry princess. I'm sorry. I didn't know she was going to do that."
*Sniffling*
He blinks his eyes quickly. I wipe his remaining tears that fall with my thumbs and wrap my arms around his slender frame. Then I trust fall back onto my huge bean bag. He tucks his head into my neck. I love when he does that. It is so cute. I feel us sink into the bean bag. Once we are settled in I wrap my arms around him. He takes his face out of my neck and looks at me,
"It's okay E. I'm okay now. Thank you for holding me."
We are so close. I stare at his face and my eyes can't help but travel down to his perfect lips. I want to kiss him so bad right now. Thinking it's now or never. I lean in slowly. Our lips meet and we kiss for about 10 seconds. I pull back and look at him,
"We can talk about everything whenever you want."
He hugs me. I hold onto him tightly and run my fingers through his soft chocolate hair and he lets out a,
*Soft sigh*
Then I see his eyes close.
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Grayson's POV-
I let out a soft sigh. This moment is beautiful. I close my eyes trying to take it all in. I don't want this moment to end. I'm trying to stall our talk for as long as possible. I've been waiting all day for the conversation. I'm so nervous. I have no clue what he is going to say. What will I say? Deciding I'm ready before I talk myself out of it I open my eyes and tell him,
"I'm ready."
He stands and picks me up. He must really like carrying me but I don't mind. I feel him set me on his dark wooden desk. I place my hands in my lap and start to swing my feet off of the side of his desk out of anxiety. He sits down in his chair and grabs my hands,
*Deep breath*
"I know that this is going to be a lot for you so I'll just start with Bryant. I called the auction and they told me they didn't take him. He is home and well. As for me I am a youtuber. I'm also apart of a small LA gang that barley anyone knows about. I own a BDSM club. I am a huge freak in bed. I also own this house. About 10 people live with me. I have a bunch of cars and money but I have always felt that something is missing. I think it's you. I want you to stay here with me willingly. I want you to be my submissive. You would live here with me and come and go as you please. You could see your family and friends whenever you want. In return, I just want you."
My hearts beating so fast. Bryant is okay. Ethan is in a small gang? What's a BDSM club? What is standing out the most to me is that he said he wanted me. No one has ever wanted me....I wasn't expecting any of this. I thought he would make me stay here. I have a choice? He seems like a good guy and I can already tell that I have feelings for him. Why am I such a softy. A real butterfly. Falling for someone in 2 days. Maybe I should try it out and give him a chance. I know a little about the BDSM world and he said I could come and go as I pleased. If I don't like it I can leave. Thinking I say,
"I'll be your submissive, E"
He pulls me into his arms quickly smiling
"You really mean it?"
Nodding I stick my face in his neck and inhale his delicious scent. I don't know what cologne he wears but I'm all over it. Pulling back he says,
"If we are going to do this you have to fill these out. I will save you a lot of time and just write down what kinks I am into on a piece of paper. The bdsm kink list I have has over 400 different kinks and over half of them are very weird and concerning."
Intrigued I watch as he opens a drawer and pulls out a piece of paper, along with a huge list, and a pen. He starts writing on the blank sheet of paper quickly and I wait on him patiently.
*Quiet humming*
Eventually I sneak a peek at his list. Woah. That is a long list. He's not even looking at the kink paper! This is just off the top of his head! I really hope he doesn't write down anything weird or crazy that could make or break this whole thing for me. I start to tap my fingers nervously on the side of his desk. A few minutes pass then he looks up and hands me the sheet of paper.
"Yes, by the things you would do. No, by what you wouldn't ever do. Maybe, by what you would be willing to try. Don't be nervous, I won't look until later."
He pulls me off of the desk and into his lap so I can write on the desk. He puts his arms around my waist and I get way more anxious. I'm actually pretty low key kinky. I know that I am naturally submissive. No one knows that but I sometimes I wear panties. I feel my checks burn at the thought. I hope he really doesn't watch me mark them down. What if he does? I finally decide I'm going to stop being so paranoid and fill out the questions. I'm ready. My eyes fall down to the list.
By signing your name you clarify that I am your dominate and you are my submissive. I will take care of your every need in every aspect of life. I will do what is best for you.
Grayson Bailey
+ What is your safeword?
Green, yellow, red.
+ Bondage. (You being tied up by rope or handcuffs.)
Yes.
+ Breathplay. (Lightly choking you.)
Yes.
+ Age play. (Acting a different age. Calling me daddy in the bedroom sometimes.)
Yes.
+ Amaurophilia. (You being unable to see, blindfolds.)
Yes.
+ Humiliation. (Name calling like slut, bitch, face spitting, ext.)
No.
+ Impact play. (Being hit on the ass with my hands, paddles, or whips.)
Yes.
+ Role play. (Dressing as someone else.)
Yes.
+ Voyeurism. (Watching people have sex.)
Maybe.
+ Anal sex. (Receiving anal sex.)
Yes.
+ Anal toys warn under clothing. (Sometimes publicly.)
Maybe.
+ Nipple worship/ Nipple torture. (Nipple play)
Yes.
+ Collaring. (You wearing a collar. Sometimes a leash.)
Yes to the collar, No to the leash.
+ Crossdressing. (You dressing in lingerie and panties.)
YES.
+ Discipline. (Receiving punishment.)
Yes.
+ Face fucking. (Roughly.)
Maybe.
+ Play fighting. (Wrestling.)
Yes.
+ Flogging. (Being hit with a flogger.)
Yes.
+ CNC. (Consensual-non consensual.)
No. Way.
+ Odaxelagnia. (Biting or being bitten.)
Maybe.
+ Pet play. (Cages, Collars, leashes, tail plugs.)
No cages.
+ Rimming. (Licking your hole.)
Yes.
+ Stockings. (You wearing stockings.)
Yes.
+ Wax play. (Pouring hot wax on your body.)
Yes.
+ Have you ever been penetrated? (Anal)
No. I am a virgin.
+ Have you ever gave head before me?
Yes.
+ Have you had sex with a female?
Yes, it didn't work out.
+ After a scene aftercare always takes place.
Okay. I'm down.
+ You always have a say in anything that we do. We should have a mutual understanding. Do you understand?
Yes.
As I write down my last yes and I notice my face is incredibly hot. The last questions were a lot for me. I look away blushing trying to hide my face from Ethan. Instead I feel one of his strong hands grip my face and turn me to look at him.
"Don't be embarrassed. I am going to take good care of you, Princess. I promise."
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