lil bitches + a, s and m
active 2 hours ago
a_riin
byungchan... he...
a_riin
im sad by the fact that he has to leave the show even though he still wants to go on til the end
a_riin
that's one of the saddest things to ever exist, you still want to do something but you couldnt, so you just end up losing hope
a_riin
no one deserves to be in that situation, especially a guy like byungchan
a_riin
he was just laughing when he falls down during the 2x dance, we never knew that he was badly hurt that time
eunsang.lee
we are just as sad as you are noona
thesonpyo
😭
syuvin_
i wanted him to stay too
W00SHIN
but it's for the best
kiminkyu
he'll be better, he'll be great
a_riin
yeahh, i just cant help but feel sad, sorry
nm.dohyun
in this house we dont say sorry for feeling something
hyeongjun_s
it's okay to feel sad noona, because we ourselves are sad too
chajnh
we may be sad now but the dream must go on, we need to keep moving forward, in behalf of byungchan hyung
a_riin
so lets keep on moving forward
y_haa.n
this may be random, but i wish i can go to you right now rinie
thesonpyo
so go do that hyung, we are not prisons here (or are we?)
nm.dohyun
^ 🙄
y_haa.n
but i cant fly haha
eunsang.lee
you dont need to fly to get to her though, she's just in seoul
y_haa.n
yes i do, arin's in the philippines
hyeongjun_s
SHE ISSS?
a_riin
yess haha
kiminkyu
since when?
y_haa.n
just yesterday
nm.dohyun
whyyy tho?
a_riin
something happened that made mom decide that it's best for us to go to her home country for a while
kiminyou__
hope youre okay now bub
thesonpyo
wHY? WHAT HAPPENED TO NOONA? IS THAT THE REASON WHY SHE SUDDENLY WENT AWAY?
a_riin
nothing serious happened, im okay hahaha
y_haa.n
nothing serious? i wish it really wasnt, whatever happened has to be stopped
kiminyou__
dont worry yohan, those girls have been suspended already and the case is still being carried out if that suspension should go to expulsion
nm.dohyun
i dont understand what's happening but i hope you're okay now @a_riin noona
W00SHIN
please be okay, @a_riin
somsomi0309
@a_riin eonniiee :(((
kiminkyu
dont worry anymore, you have us @a_riin noona
eunsang.lee
we're here for you @a_riin
hyeongjun_s
@a_riin 💗💗💗💗💗
a_riin
what did i do to deserve this kind of love?
a_riin
i dont deserve you guys
y_haa.n
belive me arin, you do
y_haa.n
that, and more than that
y_haa.n
you deserve it because you're worth it
y_haa.n
and because i love you
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flashback to 6th grade
a page of arin's diary:
dear diary,
euphoria. that's the right word to describe how i felt for him. i searched the dictionary to find the right word and i think that's that. that's how he makes me feel.
i love the way he looks at me. we grew up together but he always look at me like that. i love the way he smile, especially when he smiles at me. he always give me chocolate milk and treats me ice cream and just the other day, he shaded me under his umbrella. he always go to our house after class and i always look forward to that. it's like we have our own world but we didnt care. i wish it'll be like this forever.
yohan has been with me since i cant remember. and i hope he always stay with me. is that too much to ask?
maybe im still young, but cant i feel this kind of things? i admire him and i want to be alwasy by his side. but like they said, we're still young so i dont think it's love yet, but if this is love, then i guess he's my first love, and hopefully last
sincerely yours,
arin
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lil bitches + a, s & m
active 4 hours ago
a_riin
the internet was slow in where i am so i couldnt watch the 10th episode live
a_riin
im just scrolling through twitter and ive read updates about what's happening and let me say something
a_riin
WHY DID THE RANKINGS BECOME SO MESSED UP?
a_riin
YUVIN OPPAAAA, WHY DID YOUR RANKING DROP? LIKE, THAT DOEST MAKE SENSE, YOU BELONG IN THE SOFA CHAIRS!
a_riin
DONGPYO TOO! YOU HAVE TO SIT IN THE SOFA CHAIR! AND WHAT ABOUT JUNGMO? WTH
a_riin
and here's the highlight of the night, WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BABY JINWOO?! I AM: CRYING SEND TISSUES
a_riin
and oh, minhee survived! keumdong and seungyoun sofa seat!
a_riin
AND ALTHOUGH IM TOO UPSET BY THE OTHER RANKINGS, I HAVE TO ADMIT, IVE HAD FUN IN THE SPORTS DAY, THAT'S LIKE THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT HAPPENED IN THAT EPISODE
a_riin
hyeongjun and yoh were so cuteee! dohyun, baby, you did great with the candles! yuvin oppa is a beauty vlogger and wooseok oppa is a good artist! eunsang, i hate to break it to you, but you're not the greatest in games, you literally made wooseok oppa's head hurt
a_riin
and once again, im proud of yohan for receiving that rank which he rightfully deserves
a_riin
but then again, my heart is hurt because of jinwoo, sihun, hyeop and kookheon, hyeonsu too
a_riin
we gotta keep moving forward, in behalf of them, although it's hard, we should, so we will, for their sakes
a_riin
my feelings are played by mnet, looks like im going to sleep with a heavy heart tonight
a_riin
sadnight here from philippines to there
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a/n
15k views already?! OH MY GOSH THANK YOU!!! MY HEART IS HAPPY BUT AT THE SAME TIME SAD BECAUSE OF THE ELIMINATIONS
JiNaBoHwiSoo53 (i couldnt reply to you in the message board soo) thank you!! ily2