@AmernnJoansenn: Holy Mother of Gods Shit Hole
@SERENTITTY: THEY FUCKING DID NOT JUST DO THIS
@Karlasimpact: anna OUUUU SHES PREGNANT TOOOO!!!
@SuperAmber: gawd damn I swear y'all just had a baby wtf @Camila_Cabello @SuperY/N
@ShawnMendes: congrats ! @Camila_Cabello
@AmernnJoansenn: @ShawnMendes
@mutualmila: okay but like shawmila 4 life😗
@EricasCOOCH: Erica 4 life 🤪🤙🏼
@SERENTITTY: I'm convinced shawmila shippers are equally as deluded as camren shippers like my gOODNESS
@LostLauren: I really appreciate how beautiful they are together and they honestly make art
@Y/Nswhore: ISSA FAMILY! YES! THAT IS WHAT YOU CALL A FUCKING FAMILY!
@httpdinahthighs: HOW FUCKING PRETTY IM CRYING
@Dickmedownmendes: their love is so fucking real I can FEEL it
@impregnatedKarla: PREGNANT BITCH YESSSS I AM THRIVING
@Camila_Cabello: baby #2 cominggg out as wellll🥰
@daddyY/NN: THEYRE FEEDING US SO WELL
@Camila_Cabello: me at this very moment
@SuperY/N: when all she eats is crab and churros
@AmernnJoansenn: crab and CHURROS?! Oh mama... oh no🤢
@Camilasdildoee: Y/N has this angel all to herself aw bby
@Karlasimpact: this was very a great video and it captured the essence of a fairytale type of feel and the way they're with each other just proves that you really can't act out true love
@suckmeoffErica: I can't wait for everything that comes their way and what they decide to share with us.
@5HJaguar: but camren were supposed to be together
@AmernnJoansenn: @5HJaguar Y/N and C literally have been together for 4 years and now have 2 kids and you wanna publicly complain now over a music video??
@CamilaUpdates: Camila's IG story (30 min ago)
@ShawnMendes: It's so nice to see one of my best friends truly happy I love you ! @Camila_Cabello
@SERENTITTY: you forgetting someone?
@AmernnJoansenn: @ShawnMendes here bby boy @SuperY/N @Camila_Cabello
@Y/NsKingdom: I don't like this
@SuperErica: what a fucking PRETTY ASS MUSIC VIDEO OMG I LOVE IT 😭😭😭 @SuperY/N @Camila_Cabello
@Karlasimpact: homeboy needa learn from someone
@SuperAmber: Y'all so petty😭 I love it
@gaymila: they're so perfect for each other I'm really gonna spend my life alone
@DaddyJauregui: okay but no one is talking about Find U Again
@Camila_Cabello: FIND U AGAIN IS OUT NOW TOO BTW
@Karlasimpact: queen of self promo since Epic won't do anything for her lololol
@mutualmila: "I know a girl, she's like a curse
We want each other, no one will break first"
@cloudyy/n: @mutualmila
@waiting4CC2: @Camila_Cabello WHY IS THE SONG ABOUT A BREAKUP?! DIDNT YOU WRITE THIS WHEN YOU WERE 19?! YOU WERE W Y/NN?!
@Camila_Cabello: @waiting4CC2 I DID WRITE IT WHEN I WAS 19! I WAS WITH Y/N! AND- well some stuff happened
@Karlasimpact: did they... break up? 😳
@SERENTITTY: WHAT
@AmernnJoansenn: oh... well uhm ok
@Camilasdildoee: actually it makes sense remember VMAS 2K17? They were so weird with one another in that collab interview.
@Karlasimpact: 👀👀👀👀👀
@NatterButter: OKAY BUT WHY?! WHY?!
@Camila_Cabello: it's pretty personal but just because we're in the spotlight so to speak doesn't mean we live a perfect life. Y/N and I have and had our ups and downs. Find U Again was the first song where I thought I wasn't gonna get her back.
@SERENTITTY: it was THAT bad? 👀 what happened?? Omg
@SuperAmber: it was bad sis
@SuperY/N: 🙄 fuckin Amber
@Camila_Cabello: but I think we're doin pretty good with our two babies 😏😏😏 don't ya think? @SuperY/N
@SuperY/N: AND a wedding ooooo we're on FIRE👅
@serendipshits: I love the very subtle shade to every person who doesn't want them together LMAO
@Camila_Cabello: I do have something else coming though 👀
@SuperErica: 😗😗😗 andddd yikes
@SuperY/N: looolllololol
@camilastea: 👀 oof what does this mean?
@SerendiCK: ARE WE GETTING ANOTHER COLLAB
@SuperNat: you sure are but not with us 💀💀💀💀💀💀
@AmernnJoansenn: I swear if it has anything to do with that 12 yr old cropped onto a 25 yr old man child!
@SERENTITTY: I'm ok 🙂
@Karlasimpact: it makes sense tho
@PoundingCamila: omg what if C was the one who cheated?!
@Ambrrr_:
@SuperBitch: wouldn't doubt ittt😗
@serendipshits: okay but do you know how fucking trash you all are?!
@serendipshits: y'all accused the FUCK outta Y/N for cheating on Camila and it was actually vice versa FUCK YOU BITCHES
@Karlasimpact: we speak of no such thing
@serendipshits: no fuck you bitch
@SuperAmber: my timeline a mess rn
@SuperY/N: same here bby
@SERENTITTY: y'all say Shawmila, Camren, Erica and Y/N but the real ship... the REAL ship is Y/N and Amber.
@Natsbitch: Everything is happening so fast I'm gonna puke
@shawnsobsession: Camila really has the best of both worlds she gets to be married to Y/N and gets to be dicked down by Shawn
@Karlasimpact: IF YOU REALLY THINK HE GOT SUM MORE THAN MY BABY Y/NN LMAO
@DaddyY/NN: I really dislike all the hate that's happening rn like they obviously all respect each other... shut up.
@AmernnJoansenn: no, bc for all we know C cheated on Y/N with that whore
@DaddyY/N: @AmernnJoansenn BUT YOU DONT KNOW THAT DO YOU?! YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IF SHE DID, SHUT UP.
@SERENTITTY: mhm shut up Ash
@AmernnJoansenn: whatever I'm still pressed
@AmernnJoansenn: we better get a tell all book one day you fucking bitches
@SuperErica: @AmernnJoansenn hmm🤔
@Karlasimpact: oh god petty bitch I love it SUCK ME OFF ERICA
@innocentNat: you all are so exhausting jfc
@Camila_Cabello: love u canada @ShawnMendes
@Karlasimpact:
@AmernnJoansenn: when y/nn leaves you for erica
@SERENTITTY: ASH STOP LMFAKSKSK
@narlynat: I'm honestly feeling ill
@SuperY/N: so dramatic 💀
@SuperY/N: anywhore...
@SuperY/N: stream Find U Again cause she was a big bitch when we were 19
@Camila_Cabello: SHH YOU LITTLE SHIT
@SuperY/N: @Camila_Cabello
@FreeFifthHarmony: told y'all
@AmernnJoansenn: mhm w their genetically modified babies
@SERENTITTY: I am no longer apart of Ash I am solo and I will not associate with a nazi thank you.
@AmernnJoansenn: LMSKSKS FUCK YOU I WAS JK
@seredipshits: y'all owe Y/N an apology and I want to see my entire timeline filled with meaningful sorry's
@SERENTITTY: true tbh😶
@Karlasimpact: I'm actually hella sorry for even thinking for a second that Y/N could have cheated tho. She's literally precious as hell and I know she'd never wanna hurt anyone she loves purposely.
@SuperY/N: Adrianna says hi bitch
@SuperAmber: Having you as a parent I wouldn't be surprised
@SuperY/N: aw thank you so much
@queencamilizer: And I remember you told me, that we could work it all out, don't you worry. And now the tears in your eyes make it blurry. But if you say, "Try again", I'd be ready, I'm ready.
@queencamilizer: baby really snapped oof
@Karlasimpact: and Y/N can SNAP my back anytime.
@SuperNat: what even month is it there's so much going on rn someone help
@Natsbitch: where is Daniel btw
@rainypatterson: MOM
@SuperNat: I got the shoes you needed for next month @SuperY/N
@SuperY/N: thank you bby @SuperNat
@lovelyCabello: are they really gonna get married next month?
@obsessederica: ITS SHOES! RELAX!
"If I could actually delete Twitter I would." Camila sighed out as she laid her head against my chest.
I looked down at her as she cuddled into my chest, her hands trailing down my side to grab mine. She looked up at me when I wasn't saying anything and she frowned slightly.
"You... okay?" She asked me and I nodded as I started to think of all that was coming her way.
"Yeah... yeah, I guess." I cleared my throat and she quirked up.
"Baby." She nudged me and I just sighed out to myself.
"You never really told me you two were gonna team up again." I looked down at her and she closed her eyes with a sigh.
"Y/NN..."
"I know, I know- I'm not being me I was just thinking." I sat up not wanting her to lecture me but she just laid back with a giggle.
"What?" I looked back at her and she just tilted her head at me.
"I wasn't saying anything." She softly spoke as she reached over and rubbed my back.
"It wasn't really a plan." She smirked at me and then let me sulk as she rubbed her pregnant belly.
"So you have your shoes?" She asked me and I then looked down at my legs when I heard the small sarcastic tone.
"Do you have your heels?" I shot back and she raised her eyebrows.
"And my dress." She shot back even harder and I smirked to myself as I stood up from the bed.
"I am hungry... and I am going for a small walk... with Lexa." I gave her a sarcastic smile causing her to wiggle her eyebrows.
"Now, now, don't you stay out too late and make stuff up in your brain." She teased me and I just shook my head as I walked out of our room.
"Don't you go on anymore lunch dates." I teased back and she gasped as I heard her get up from the bed.
"Let me remind you that you had Erica over the same day so as much as seeing you all jealous is fun, don't go there." She stood at the top of the stairs and I leaned back with a deep breath.
"We didn't conversate about collabing either."
"Yet she wrote almost three albums worth of songs about you and still is."
"And your little boyfriend isn't?" I shot back and she clenched her jaw as I started to hear babbling in Adrianna's room.
"Yeah, you should go on that walk." She firmly spoke as she never once broke eye contact with me.
I then lightly shook my head and walked the rest of the way down the stairs to grab Lexa.
"While you're out pick up some sense with you!" She yelled out and I heard her open our daughters door.
"Come on, Lexa." I mumbled and she happily walked with me towards the front door.
I put on her leash and walked out the door with a slam causing her to hop up with excitement.
"Oh yeah, oh yes, we gonna go for a nice run. Feel the wind on our fur!" I tried to relate to her and she barked while we walked out of the gate.
I saw a couple paparazzi camped down the street and immediately felt annoyed. I rolled my eyes as I detoured around and walked away from them. Lexa happily started to walk ahead of me and we both fell into a nice jog. It was nice to think of something else rather than dumb crushes from other people. I needed to get my head right and I needed her to have some time from me and my jealousy.
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"So? You good?" Amber asked me as I was laying down on her floor dripped in sweat.
"I have a whole ass baby, an almost cooked baby and I'm getting married in a month." I breathed out and she looked down at me as she sipped her coffee.
"I really don't understand why I get so jealous? Like, look at my life, look at what Camila and I have together? Weird."
"Well she cheated on you once she can easily do it again." She bluntly spoke and I rolled my head to the side to glare at her.
"Yeah, thanks a lot." I sighed out and looked back at the ceiling.
"What? I'm not gonna beat around the bush and say you're being a little bitch. You do have a right to be a little uneasy especially if she's steaming up with a man as sexy as Shawn. She cheated once and who knows what she's kept from you from other people who's had a thing for her. It doesn't matter if you have a kid, a kid doesn't tie you down for life with the partner you shared the baby with." She let me know her point of view and I just laid there with my heart clenching.
"And people get divorces like they turn down a drink. It's America divorces happen literally in every family." She rolled her eyes and I huffed as I sat up.
"I'm scared." I whispered and she stared down at me with her mug.
"Are you angry at her?" She asked me and I just frowned up at the loft.
"I don't know... she doesn't tell me much about the people that's been in love with her or whatever. I mean, come on, if I hadn't cut in that night four years ago at the VMA's would they be together? I literally took Camila away from Shawn as they were dancing. It just... doesn't settle right."
"And you think it settles right when she sees you with Erica? Your best friend. Shawn's, Camila's best friend wether you like it or not and same for her."
"Erica's different-"
"Hmm no. Not really, Y/NN. Not the time to be biased now." Amber suddenly got comfortable and sat up straight.
"Erica is literally so far deeply in love with you that I honestly don't think anyone, anyone that comes into her life will compare to you in her eyes. She likes to keep her distance and make sure she's not a problem but that doesn't diminish her love or her feelings and Camila knows that. Erica knows that Camila knows that."
"You know how Camila feels now... but do you ever hear her complain?" She questioned me and I sighed again as I looked away.
"Only sometimes."
"Sometimes, see."
"But I'm not the one to complain all the time, I'm not jealous all the fucking time." I huffed and she wet her lips as she watched me.
"I know. You don't have to be, I'm showing you that it's really not a big deal when it could be."
"I'm still scared." I mumbled and she quickly slid her mug onto her side table.
"Alright, listen." She kneeled down to look me in the eyes, "You two are grown ass women, you're gonna do what you want anyway. But, if that bitch ever does anything with anyone I will snatch her bald. Do you understand me? My L.A. side will disappear and my Brooklyn side will make an appearance, do you hear me?" She spoke as my friend and I nodded as she patted my stomach.
"Good."
"Now, back to being real level headed adults." She cleared her throat and I leaned up to sit adjacent from her; still on the floor.
"I really don't think anything will happen though because from what I see... Camila truly loves you and she loves, absolutely loves the family you two created. She wouldn't wanna ruin anything especially not for herself. You need to stop bitchin'."
"You just said I wasn't actin-"
"I changed my mind." She gave me a small smile and I giggled to myself.
A few long, long minutes of silence and I heard her speak up softly, breaking any quiet boundary between us.
"I do have one question for you though." She stated and I hummed as I remained back in my laying position lookin up at the ceiling.
"Hm?"
"Well... if Camila did decide to turn back around that night to dance with Shawn. Would you be with Rica?" She asked me in a soft voice and I felt my breath stuck in my throat.
"I can't answer that." I mumbled not even wanting to even attempt to answer it.
"Why?"
"Cause it's irrelevant." I frowned and Amber bit her lip.
"And you have a problem of avoiding the truth." She softly said as she leaned back into her couch.
I then shook my head with a small huff, "No, no, how is it the truth I'm avoiding? I have no feelings for her! Not since she fucking ripped my heart out for sleeping with that fucking prick Ryan." I sniffled unknowingly and she watched my reactions.
"Because she cheated?" She questioned and I was feeling my blood boil.
"Yes! Not only did she cheat she acted as if she didn't give a fuck for months. She slept with the one fucking person I hated the most. Do you know how fucked up that is?" I spat as I wiped my eyes and she stared me down.
"But you still took Camila back." She proved me wrong and I frowned before standing up on my feet.
"Well, maybe my love for Camila is stronger, Amber!" I frowned as I felt the need to pace.
"Uh huh."
"W-W-What is this?!" My voice heightened in pitch, "Do y-you want me to be with Er? Is this some of weird thing you have and just want us together?!"
"No." She calmly spoke and looked up at me as I freaked, "I want you to calm down and realize what you're feeling."
"Guess what? You're not a fucking counselor!" I spat and she gave me a small smile before silently laughing briefly.
"Maybe you need one?"
"You like blow up when you can't handle it. You really don't see that." She got up and looked me in the eyes.
"I've handled it, Amber." I firmly spoke and she nodded.
"If you did, you wouldn't feel so strongly about it."
"How else do you expect me to react? You're asking if Camila never chose me for the same guy she's hooking up with in a video if I would go back to my cheating ex."
"Well? Wouldn't you wanna know?" She questioned and I frowned in confusion.
"What are you talking about?"
"Camila."
"Wouldn't you wanna ask her the same questions? Similar at least." She was so calm and I just felt my body tense up with a fast beating heart.
"Like what, Amber?" I crossed my arms, my voice stern.
"Does she ever think about that night and turning around?" She asked and I gulped not wanting to hear anymore.
"What the fuck, Amb?" I whispered not being able to trust my voice.
"I'm sorry, I'm really not trying to freak you out. Camila loves you but-"
"No, buts! Maybe you need help." I wiped my tears and grabbed Lexa's leash.
"Come on, girl." I whistled and Amber sighed.
"Y/NN wait I wasn't trynna sound like a psycho-"
"Just stop. Maybe get your shit together and text me what you really meant. I'm going back home to my wife." I huffed and she let me leave with another slam of the door.
I walked half way before ordering a Lyft not giving a fuck if they didn't allow dogs. They were gonna accept my dog. Everyone was gonna accept my damn choices and I didn't regret anything. And I hope to God, Camila doesn't regret anything either.
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Lowkey kinda requested?? And not just by 1 person either 💀💀💀💀
But I hope y'all enjoyed and if you didn't then well I've reached the limit for pictures so no memes but YOURE A CRUSTY FAG
Have a great day or night beautifuls x
- Maddie
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