A/N: Hey readers this time it's gonna be Melissa's point of view. I know you'all been dying to read what's in her mind. 😊 enjoy!
MELISSA POV
I am busy this past few days. Hindi ko man aminin pero best way din ang pagiging busy ko para mapalayo at maiwasan ang batang yun.
But seriously.. I'm not happy anymore.
"Hon? Are you okay? "- pansin sakin ni Kevin na ngayon ay naglilinis ng sasakyan nya. Yes nandito ulit ako sa kanila.
Why not? He's my boyfriend until now kaya ayos lang na pumasyal ako dito.
Mabuti nga at wala pa si Annie e.
"Earth to my honey! "- Kevin snapped infront of me.
"Nagseselos nako sino bang iniisip mo at hindi mona ako napapansin? "- he asked at nakanguso pa.
"Wala. Just my work. Ahm gusto mo ba ng maiinom?"- I asked at tumayo mula sa pagkakaupo sa balkon.
"Juice is okay hon"- he said at pinagpatuloy ang paglilinis.
Pumasok nako sa loob at nagtungo ng kusina to prepare his juice.
I heard voices after a while. My heart started to beat fast because of the woman voice coming from outside.
She's home. Annie is home. What should I do?
Nakita ko syang dumaan at hindi yata nya napansin na may tao sa kusina dahil tuloy tuloy sya.
Medyo matagal akong lumabas ng kusina dahil hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko pag nagkaharap kami.
After a few minutes of standing and thinking lumabas nako at sya din naman pagbaba nya ng hagdan.
Kinabahan ako pero hindi ko pinahalata sa kanya. I can sense na gulat din sya.
"Nandito ka"- she said matter of fact
"Yeah.Actually pa kanina I'm just accompanying your brother. "- sabi ko sa kanya at umalis na.
Pagkalabas ko binigay ko kaagad kay Kevin yung juice.
Lumabas nadin si Annie.
She even asked Kevin kung dito ako matutulog but his Kuya said no.
Ako lang ba o talagang nakita ko sa mga mata ni Annie ang paghinga ng maluwag na para bang botong boto sya na hindi ako matutulog dito sa kanila .
Napaiwas ako ng bigla akong yakapin ni Kevin sa bewang. Naiilang ako dahil nasa harap ko ang taong gusto ko. Pero wala naman akong magagawa. Her brother was boyfriend.
Hindi ko maiwasan na mapangiti sa isip ko ng makitang halos magsalubong ang kilay nya dahil PDA daw kami.
"Magboyfriend kana kasi"- suhestyon ng kuya nya.
She look at me at alam kong naiinis na sya.
"Pag iisipan ko tutal naman taken na yung gusto ko"- she said while looking at me.
Lalo akong kinabahan and I'm afraid that Kevin might hear my fast beating heart.
Mabuti naman at ng makapasok si Annie sa kotse ay binitawan na nya ako.
I get my phone and texted her.
Sana mabasa nya.
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Gabi na at napagpasyahan ko ng umuwi. I called my driver to fetch me up at otw na daw ito.
Pumasok saglit si Kevin sa loob at naiwan muna ako dito sa harap ng bahay nila.
Suddenly I heard a car coming at kotse yun ni Annie.
I'm surprised when I saw her get out of the car and puke on the way.
Nilapitan ko sya kaagad at niyakap sa bewang.
"Let's go"- ang sabi ko bago sya pinasok sa bahay nila
Dun nagulat si Kevin.
He tried to take away Annie from me pero nagulat ako ng ikawit nito ang mga braso sa leeg ko.
Gosh! She's drunk. Sabi ko mag ingat e.
"Annie--"- kevin
"Ssh.. K-kuya *hik* I'm in love with her"-wala sa sariling sabi nito na syang ikinagulat ko.
Damn. She's talking like she wasn't infront of her brother.
Sinaway naman sya ng kuya nya. Telling her that it was me she was hugging.
"k-kuya listen to me.. *hik* I'm not bubbling okay? I'm really in love with her *hik* with your fucking girlfriend, h-hindi naman nya alam e kashi umuwi na sya diba? *hik*"- hilong sabi nito.
My jaw drop. She didn't recognized that it was me. That I'm really infront of her!
And what did she say?! Did she just confessed? Now I'm doomed!
Lalo pakong nataranta ng halikan nya ako.
Her lips was so warm and it taste like alcohol.
Our body was separated ng kalasin ni Kevin ang pagkakahawak sakin ni Annie.
He was shocked too.
Annie fell at tulog na ito.
Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig dahil sa nangyari.
Kevin carried Annie pero tinignan muna nya ako.
"I'm sorry. Can you help me? "- he said.
Tumango nalang ako at sumunod sa taas.
He put her into bed.
"Change her clothes for me. Kukuha lang ako ng pampunas"-sabi nito.
His voice. There's no humor in it. I can't feel anything but a pure coldness.
Lumabas na sya kaya tumayo nako para kumuha ng damit ni Annie sa closet nya.
Naupo ako sa gilid ng kama at nanginginig na hinubad ang damit nya.
My face reddend when I saw how sexy she is. Pero pawisan sya.
I heard a knock on the door kaya binuksan ko.
Inabot lang sakin ni Kevin yung planggana at bimpo.
"After this let's talk"- he said at tumango nalang ako.
I close the door and went to the sleeping girl on the bed.
Pinunasan kona sya. Starting from her face. Down to her neck and the upper part of her breast. Pinunasan ko din ang flat stomach nya pati na mga braso nya.
After that breathtaking thing sinuotan ko sya ng damit.
Napatigil naman ako ng marinig ko syang magsalita.
"Mel...i love you mel"- she murmured.
I was stunned for a while. She open her eyes at tinignan ako.
"Damn, I must be crazy.. I can even see you now. "- she chuckled bago tumagilid ng higa at ayun nanahimik na.
I sigh and decided to just stand at lumabas ng kwarto nya.
I need to settle everything.
Pagkababa ko nasa living room si Kevin.
"Hey"- I said before sitting across from him. He was silent for a while bago ako tinignan.
"Did you know about it? "- he asked.
"About what? "- I asked.
"Annie's feeling"- he said.
"She's drunk Kevin. "- I said.
"And drunk people are the honest one sometimes"- he said.
Yes I know. Kapag lasing ang isang tao nagiging honest sila.
"Kevin I--"
"Do you feel the same way? "- he asked hurting.
Yumuko ako at huminga ng malalim.
"I.. I tried not to but... Gosh! I'm sorry Kevin! "- I said and sob.
I heard his deep sigh.
"Kaya ba.. Kaya ba hindi kana komportable sa sweetness ko sayo?"- he asked and I can sense his brokenness.
Tinignan ko sya at kita ko ang nagbabadyang luha sa mga mata nya.
I wipe my own tears away.
"Kevin d-dont be mad at her please. I'm sorry. "- I said.
"Since when? "- he asked.
"I.. I don't know. It just happened."- I said matter of fact
I cry now. Not because of what is happening but because I'm hurting the person who do nothing bad to me but just love me with all his heart.
He stand and went beside me. I felt his warm hug na lalong nag paiyak sakin.
"I should be the one to say sorry. I'm such an insensitive brother. Hindi ko manlang alam na may mahal na pala ang kapatid ko"- he said.
"Kevin I'm sorry.. But believe me I did love you"- I said between my sob.
"Hush.. Stop crying. It breaks me Mel. I love you no matter what"- he said.
I hug him back and buried my face on his chest.
I'm hurting because I'm hurting him. The guy whom I gave everything and yet I'm just gonna let him go.
I know it sound stupid but I don't want to lie anymore.
I don't feel the same way to Kevin. I can't feel the old sparks between us. All I can feel is that I just want him to be my friend.
"Let's... Let's break up. I don't want to hurt you anymore kevin"- I said. Lalo lang nya akong niyakap at umiiyak nadin sya.
"You know I cant say no to you.. But let me just do this to you. Let's stay like this for a while. "- he said while crying.
I know Annie will get mad at me. I know she will get mad at me for breaking her brother's heart.
But I don't want myself to be loved by someone because of lies.
Kevin deserve a better woman than me.
I know my family was infulencial when it comes to business world but it doesn't change the fact that I'm still not the perfect girl for him.
We just stayed hugging each other until I heard the engine of my car outside. My driver has arrived.
I cupped his face and wiped away his tears.
"Take care"- I said before pulling him for our last kiss.
It was a kiss full of sadness not love.
After that I stand up and quickly go out of their house.
I'm sorry Kevin..
I'm sorry Annie..
For loving you both at the same time...
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💔😢