It's all because of you

By mardi89

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"But I would rather feel the sting Than never to have felt a thing I'll always know you were the one To rip m... More

It's all because of you
Oh, it hurts to be here
Just don't leave, Don't leave
I could live with dyin' tonight
But I'll be there for you, As the world falls down
I can't take my eyes off of you
I surrender who I've been for who you are
Something always brings me back to you
This is the last time
When you think you're on your own, I'm still coming home
We are the ones for now
It all comes down to you
I love you more than that
Give me a minute to hold my girl
I keep falling in love with you
It's real love, it's real
I got a hunger in me
Who decides the rules for lovers like you and I?
But inside my heart there's a picture of a girl
I think I've found all I can wish for, and then some
No one's gonna love you more than I do
And he kissed me till the morning light
I just want you to be mine
I never meant to fall for you but I
And I will love with urgency But not with haste
The whole world a blur But you are standing
Can I take ya, take ya higher
My heart beats for you alone
I belong to you
We have found something worth living for
Wake up, look me in the eyes again
The only thing that matters now is what you think of me
You're my one true love
I would be honored if you would take me as I am
Just you and I
So kiss me
And in a wide sea of eyes, I see one pair that I recognize
Don't go without me

When I'm lost I feel so very found

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By mardi89

“There are those who think that I'm strange 
They would box me up, and tell me to change 
But you hold me close and softly say 
That you wouldn't have me any other way”

Anchor” by Mindy Gledhill is the song for today. It’s so dreamy that I thought it was fitting for Sanem, but the lyrics really apply to her and Can.

-Her-  

When she woke up the sun was shining brightly through her windows. She refused to stay in the house today. She could finally walk around by herself, albeit slowly, and she couldn’t be cooped up even one more hour. She got ready quickly, just the front of her hair pinned back and minimal makeup. She grabbed her baby pink coat and stuffed some tinted lip balm in her bag before heading downstairs.  

She did actually sit down to eat with her mother. It was a habit formed in the last few weeks, but she found that she enjoyed spending the time. A few bites in, she told her mother that she was going to spend the day at the library in the  mahalle  to write and maybe read a little.   

After breakfast  Mevkibe  walked her to the library on her way to the Head office. She kissed her mom goodbye and went in to find a comfortable spot to write. She pulled a pink notebook and her feather pen and inkwell out of her bag. A swipe of lip balm and the removal of her coat made the settling in complete.   

She was rereading what she wrote before bed last night when she heard her phone ping.  

What is the prettiest girl in Istanbul up to today?  

Can  

He had been texting her things like that a lot recently but it still gave her butterflies every time.   

Can  Bey  

I’m not sure what she’s doing, but I am doing some writing in the  mahalle  library today. ; )   

Sanem  

She loved to tease him.  

Oh sorry, I meant the most beautiful WOMAN in Istanbul. I’m thankful that you answered anyway.   

Can  

More butterflies . He’s such a dork.  

Can  Bey  

What are you up to Mr. Inquisitive?  

Sanem  

Ping!  

Here at the agency. We got 3 new campaigns just today. I’d rather be with you. : (  

Can  

Can  Bey  

We will have to make a plan to meet somewhere soon. You probably can’t risk coming here again. Leyla read me the riot act after last time.  

Sanem  

Ping!  

I’m sorry. No one else saw though? And she didn’t tell anyone, right?  

Can  

Why is he pushing his luck?  It wouldn’t be him if he didn’t.  

Can  Bey  

She didn’t. I think she’s coming around, but it’s only been four days.  

Sanem  

Ping!  

Has it been four days? It felt longer. Allah  Allah , I need to see you.  

Can  

Can  Bey  

We will soon I promise. I miss you too.  

Sanem  

Ping!  

örüşürüz ; )  

Can  

Hmm. That was abrupt. And the emoji?  He’s up to something.  

Her suspicions were soon forgotten as she got lost in the world inside her head.   

She only noticed how late it was when she heard a strange noise and looked up to see the sun low in the sky.  

I just need to finish this paragraph, then home for dinner.  

Hands grabbed her from behind and pinned her to her chair. She was too frightened to scream, she just sucked in a small breath and held it.  

“There you are.” a soft, deep voice whispered in her ear.

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