My Warrior Path (Book 6)

By OlgaPinsky

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My 6th poetry book starts September 10, 2018. After Walking Forward to the Beginning, it's now time to head t... More

Peace on Earth
Knitting
Class 11
Quiet Reflection
Torrential Flooding
The Perfect Pillows
I Stand With Brett
Double Standard
35
Merger
I Envy People Who Can Sleep
I'm Off On An Adventure
Transitioned Home
I Contest
Annoyed
Look Up
Real
Sparkle
Political Refugee
Dark to Light
A Little Note
Never Close
Fried Brain
I Don't Understand Hate
Brain Hiccups
Advice I Give
Adults Need Encouragement Too
Bourbon
Cults
Adult Hissy Fit
Fighting for Easy
Attention Whore
Build the Wall
I Crave Human Interaction
Where Did the Time Go?
Scare
Milestones
With 4 Roses
I Like Trump
Run Over
That Old Woman
Blue Volcano
A Community
Bittersweet
Mind Fuck
The Expo
Real Feminism
To Stave Off
New July
Doing My Head In
Never Have Expectations
Not Going the Way I Wanted
The Russian Destroyer
Thunderstorm in the Caribbean
Blue Abyss
Incorrect Perception
20 Years of Diving
Another Landmark
With My Eyes
Swim-thru's & Wrecks
Celebration of Life
Disorganized Confusion
Patriot Shoes
Thank You, Lindsey.
On Borrowed Time
Grounding
Loneliness
Finding My Chi
Safe No More
Pep Talk
Witch Hunt
Colors of Flavor
Stuffed Doggie
Tired
Invisible Sign on My Head
Which Side of the Coin?
4.5 Years
Flowing Tears
Smile From the Soul
Help Send Hope
Alert Not Anxious
Welcome Back
New Normal
I'm Scared
Who Will Protect Me?
Say Goodbye
Rise
Superpower
Nothing Left to Give
Calm in Chaos
The Future Me
Distance
Purest Soul
5 Years
Power Outage
No Easy Fix
Charity
My Grandfather
I'm at War with Myself
The Real You
Made to Love
Long Time Coming
Extrovert Breaks Free
The Man of Steel
Scuba Diving with M.E.
A Whole Year
Rage Against the Machine
What is Grief?
Fighting Forever
Writing & Reading
Fear
What I Wouldn't Give
When Did I Lose My Confidence?
Grace
7.5 Years
Trauma
Scourge
8 Years
Today I am 40
My Warrior Path...Blocked

3,000 PSI

30 3 0
By OlgaPinsky

For years now
I haven't been able to
Figure out
The puzzle
The strategy
Of how to work out

My tachycardia
The raising pulse
Without exertion
Another symptom of M.E.

Gym or pool
Didn't matter
Yes, exercise raises the pulse
A given, layman's terms
But tachycardia is
The after

When in normal people
The pulse goes back down
With inaction
Not here, here it races
Even faster

Making for dizziness
Inability to catch a breath
Let alone drive home
Nothing worked

Until, while swimming
A few weeks ago
Something clicked

I'm a scuba diver
I'm allowed only
3,000 PSI
Of oxygen per tank per dive
500 PSI
Is the danger level, time to surface

What if my whole 2 hours at the pool
Including shower, dressing, blowing out hair
And driving home
I pretend I'm on a dive
I have to slow my breathing down
When underwater to not run out
Of oxygen quickly

Twice, I tried this strategy at the pool
And both times I was able to knock
The tachycardia away before
It took possession
No real delay
Was able to head home

Goes to show that using
Other experiences in situations
Are often better than any medications
Just be creative, inventive, and don't be
Afraid to try new things

Another seemingly impossible puzzle, solved.

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