Home Monday 1:24 am
Three weeks later
Our beautiful babies are officially four months today. Im just in awe over them each they make a noise.
We have been to court twice so far about the DNA test Saqui tried to lie about. I told them he wasnt their father at all. Who was right? Me! Still wrong that i did it behind her back.
"Nazareth?" I tapped her
"Please i need to talk" i tapped her
"Mhmmm"
"Naz are you sleeping?" I asked shaking her
"Hmmm" she was snoring
"NAZARETH "i screamed and laid back down as she jumped up
"Huh?" She said
"Shit" she said moving around
"What you doing up?" I rolled over
"I was dreaming my momma was screaming my name to clean the kitchen up" she laughed and laid back down
"Thats cute" i smiled
"Sorry to wake you" she said pulling me to her
"I want to talk"
"About?"
"I know i keep apologizing for it, but i am sorry for taking the test behind your back. I did it because i knew he wasnt the father, and that he would stop saying the shit online everyday. I didn't think about your feelings at all"
"Merc we been through this. You said you apologized fifty times. I believe you i do. You just want him out your life, i get it. Like i told you fifty times i accept it" she smiled
"You sure be... "
"Merc baby go back to sleep" she laughed playing with my hair
"Naz?"
"Mhmm?"
"I love you"
"I love you, but its almost two am. I gotta work babe"
"Okay night" i kissed her cheeck
I snuggled back up underneath her, i don't know how she be going to sleep with in seconds of getting in the bed.
Doctors Appointment 10:37 am
They babies had to get a new pediatrician because the other one had to move out of state. Which isnt a big deal, but this new mother fucker got me out here waiting with over an hour. I been here since nine am.
"I know babies, momma said she on the elevator" i said since we at Naz job
"Excuse me what is taking so long?" I asked the receptionist
"Shell be right with you" she said
"How much longer?"
"Ten minutes, we are sorry, shes a new doctor and they didnt have her start until today" she replied
"Okay" i said
"Look who it is! Where your wife?" Larissa asked
"Working, where your husband?"
"Thats right we are married huh?" She smiled
"Where your ring?" I asked
"Why where is yours?"
"Oh this" i smiled holding up my hand
"Mrs. Vassos?" The receptionist call me
"Okay. And tell your husband to stop fucking contacting me" i smiled and stood up and the receptionist carried Sian carseat as i carried Sophia's and Silas
Yup, shes almost due, and she married Saqui. I feel bad for her.
"Laura?" I said as i got in the room
"Hey, hi. I didnt even realize that it was you" she looked down at her chart
"Yeah" i said
"Let me help you" she took Sophia
"How are you?" She asked
"Tired from waiting"
"Yes, im sorry they didnt have nothing i needed, im like how the hell am i supposed to help patients, gives shots, etcetera" she smiled
"Yeah well i see, i didnt know you were a doctor"
"Yes, the airforce paid for my schooling. This is the only reason i came back. That and my husband" she laughed
"Really. How is he doing?"
"Hes okay, like last time i told you guys that the car accident was pretty bad, but they are sure hell walk again"
"I felt like i died when they told me that Naz got impaled by a tree branch from falling from the plane"
"Yeah i heard about that from Miya, that was crazy as hell" she said
"But lets check...."
"God im sorry i was supposed to help you up here...Laura?" Naz said
"Yes im new here, and quite they are sleeping" she said to her
"I just dont feel good" Naz whispered to me
"Like what?"
"Sophia is tiny" Laura said
"Yes, she is" Naz smiled
"I read when she was born she had very low iron making her anemic?"
"Yes" we both said
"Well im goinv to give her until eight months to see if her levels change if not, i have to give her medication. I certainly do not want to give her blood transfusion treatment" laura stated
I looked over to Naz and she was so damn pale it was like looking at a ghost.
We left the doctors office with the babies. I had an early practice and Naz went to Miya house to drop the babies off. I told Naz soon as im done im getting the babies and coming home.
Dance Practice 4:12pm
Im almost doen and ready to go. The new people arent thatd bad. Im glad actually, because i dont have time for no bullshit.
Plus me and Tyrone already have four more weeks of this dance competition in California. So, we been getting perfect results each time. Im hoping we win for him.
"You guys are doing good, a new members your doing good as well. We just need to make things tighter" i stated
"Tighter?" Leighann said
"Yes, as in your moves, its fast and up beat" i stated
"Okay" she replied
"But over all, good work, you guys can head out, and remember no practice tomorrow or Thursday but practice because your first competition is in three weeks" i told them
"He is in your office again" Parker said about Saqui
"He just wont go the fuck away" i said
"Ill come with you" Tyrone stated
"Thanks but you shouldn't involve yourself"
"Well, your oddly strong ass wife isnt here, or your pops so"
"Naz is strong as hell isnt she?"
"She almost brke my neck when we was fighting for that chicken wing" he said rubbing his neck
"Hush" i laughed
I opened the door and hes just sitting there.
"She wants you to go" Tyrone said
"So you got this little bigga speaking for you?" He stood up
"You need to bouch blood" Tyrone stated
"Nah, little nigga this right here is mines"
"Nah, im married to Naz. Aint nothing over here yours. You can leave or i can tase you?" I stated
"Man, Mercury thses people got your head all messed up these days"
"Your married and having another baby. You tired to be slick to have my kid be yours never will happen. Stay away, i can promise next time i will fuck you up" i stated as he gave me the finger walking out
"Why he so you know?"
"He crazy" i stated
Tyrone walked me out to my truck, making sure i was okay. I texted Naz and told her i was on my way home soon as i pick up the babies.
World Dance Competition, LA
Wednesday 7:12 pm
I feel like im super fucking busy, right now. Parker booked me this weekend for a chris brown video, then next week practice, plus this show then new york for a performance with beyonce, then the next day is with Cardi B.
Then i fly back home........blah blah.
All i know is im tired.
"Naz baby you sure you okay?" I asked
"Yes, Sian has a little nose running so Miya and Mika are keeping Silas and Sophia" she said
"Okay dont rub your eye, and please both of you eat, and turn the damn air off Naz"
"Fine, ill turn it off" she said
"I love you so much, as soon as im off the stage im flying home"
"Okay , me and Sian going to watch it. I love you bye" she hung up
"Umm teach?"
"You guys are on in five" the lady said
"Teach"
"Okay thanks. Tyrone what?" I asked
"Isnt that Blue?" He pointed as we stood on the side of the stage
"No fucking way" i said
"I thiught i saw he last week but i wasnt sure" he said
"That bitch is crazy" he stated
"Your on go" the lady pushed us out on the stage
Blue sat there smiling at me, as we took our places on the stage. I was right in front of her. She was mouthing something but i had no idea what she said. Please dont let this crazy little bitch throw nothing on the stage.
The music started and she just had this smirk on her face.
Everyone was clapping and standing up for us. I cant wait til this is over my got damn toes hurt.
"Okay okay first i would like to say that Mercury we heard two toes are broken?" Neyo asked
"Yes" i smiled
"And yet still managed to come out week after week and have perfect scores" Jennifer added
"We work hard" i stated
"Well it shows" Dan said
We ended up getting another perfect score tonight. But i was tired as hell, and my toes are hurting.
I tried ro call Naz, but she probably sleeping anyways.
"Hi" Blue said as me and Tyrone walked outside the building
"Is the uber here?" I asked Tyrone
"Nope" he replied as we walked pass her
"Really?" She stated
"Yes fucking really. You broke into my house teied to kill yourself, you attacked my wife to look a my children. Yes fucking really. What the fuck is wrong woth you?" I snapped at her
"You dont ever deserve your life, your ungrateful bitch" she snapped back
"Im thankful for breathing every day. If i was successful ill still be thankful for breathing. You the one that is ungrateful with your life. Dont blame shit on me" i told her
"Okay lets go" Tyrone grabbed me
"One more thing" i snatched away from him
"If you ever in your nother fucking life come near my home, wife or my children i will do everything in my body to kill you" i warned her
She stood there watching us get into the car to go back to the airport to go home. She is crazy, i dont know why my dumb ass didnt see the shit before now.
Im tired of feeling like i cant do shit myself. I dont want to end up in prison, dead or whatever. Nor do i want Naz, Lyric or anyone else dead teying to help me or in prison. This shit had to fucking end.
Miya House Thursday 2:12 pm
When i say i am beyond tired. All i do is dance, pump, breast feed. Cook dinner for Naz every single night, which of course ill cook for her shes my wife.
I bathe them, i clean up everything. I feel like i see Naz to say good morning and good night. We live together and i fucking miss her so much. She works alot now. I miss her alot.
"You okay?" Miya asked
"Yes im fine, just thinking about this video shoot with Chris this weekend"
"What song?"
"Cant say its a song not relased yet, but i heard it and i swear anything he makes is amazing" i smiled
"I love Chris Brown he fine as hell" Raven said
"Yes that man is fine" Asia added
"Shut up Asia" i joked
"So, come here" Miya pulled me to the side as i was feeding Silas
"Yes?"
"You look worn out. Should tou be doing all this working like this?"
"I mean i have to work. I have three babies to feed, clothed, and keep a hiuse and bills"
"Naz is well in having money" she said
"I know Naz had money" i laughed
"Then you dont need to kill yourself"
"Im not, plus i like my job. I just didnt know id be this busy basically right after having my babies"
"You dont have to always run when someone wants you for a video or a show you k ow that?"
"But thats how you keep clients"
"If you die, then gone be gone. Take a little brake"
"I took a break when i was pregnant and after i gave birth. Im okay" i smiled
"I swear you stubborn and so is Naz" she walked away
"Oh hush" i laughed
I know ik tired and doing alot. Its just im trying ro get back into the motion of things that is all.
LV General Hospital Saturday 1:47 pm
Im so annoyed, i miss my mother so much. Like lately that is all i have been thinking about. Is her, what she would tell me about all of this stress and drama. How do i get through this mess im in.
All i want to do is have sex, i havent. Its like how we living in the same place but i never see her. Im coming and shes going or im going and shes coming.
I want to fuck her so fucking bad. Masturbating isnt a option at all no more. Our babies here with me, shes gone to los Angeles's or hell i dont know. All i know is she said she doing a video for Chris Brown.
Janell had the nerve to butt, fake butt dial me. Talking about it was an accident. No you dont butt dial that many times in a fucking row.
"You there?" Zach asked
"Yes, im tired i was up all night Sophia was coughing and sneezing all night. Literally all night"
"Poor little babies, they have to deal with you" he joked but i wasnt in the mood
"Zachary i will fire you"
"Hey guys" Zoe said
"Sup" he smiled
"Where is Mika?" I asked
"Shes in a meeting, she said she tires to call you but no answer and......"
"Thank god your still here" Sarah stated to me
"What?"
"I have a problem with a patient" she said as i stood up
"Okay well talk and walk" i started to put my gloves on
"He needs stitches on his arm, like bad. But he won't let us touch him"
"What happened?" I asked
"He won't say" she said as we got to the room
"Hello Mr. Barla....Achilles?" I said
"I dont want no one touching me" he stated
"Hey its me. Nazareth? Your daughter in law " i stated
"I know who you are im bleeding not stupid"
"Okay whats wrong? And what happened"
"Tell her to get out" he pointed to Sarah and the other nurses
"Its fine just go ill handle it" i stated and closed the door
"Okay, Achilles. Whats wrong? Where are our babies?" I asked
He just looked around, like he didnt know I was talking to him.
"Mr Barlas?"
"Yes?" He said
"Are you okay?" I asked
"Yes, im fine" he said
"Do you mind if i take a look at you arm?" He just nodded
I dont know what was wrong with him. He needed twenty five stitches in his arm. He never told me what happened to him. But he did say his grandchildren were with his great niece. Asia he means.
"Dont tell Mercury" he grabbed my arm
"Sure, i wont say nothing okay. Just tel...."
"Bye" he said and just left
I dont know, something was wrong. He didnt seem scared, or nothing he seemed pissed off.
Home 6:12 pm
I came home as soon as possible. I was off sunday i wanted to shower, fix food and relax with these babies of mines.
But i was still worried about Achilles and why he acted like that. I called to talk to Merc but she didnt answer yet. I wantes to tell her about her father.
I just cooked me some food, and gave the babies baths and now just watching a movie on the tv.
"Hi babies" i said to all three of them looking at me
"Sophia the beautiful, Sian the prince and Silas the majestic " i laughed at myself
Knock knock
"Who is bothering us?" I asked
"Yes" i opened the door and it was Laura
"Hey wassup?"
"Nothing just came to see you. What going on?" She asked
"Oh nothing, just chilling with the babies. How is your husband doing?"
He was in a bad crash a couple months ago. Like bad, they said he would never wake up. But he did now hes paralyzed from the waist down.
"Hes okay, today he moved his big toe so, that was exciting" she said
"Man thats good to hear" i told her
"You okay?" I asked
"Yup just tired, i came over to see if you wanted to go out tonight?"
"I would but Merc isnt here and we dont have a babysitter for tonight"
"Oh okay. Well i just wanted to ask, i was literally in the area thats why i stopped. But ill hit you up later. Ill tell Mackey you asked about him" she smiled
"Okay see you"
I didnt know her husband well, but i knew he treated her right.
Sunday 2:13 am
I jumped up out of my sleep, like i was having a heart attack. I was dreaming i was geting head from Janell. I was wrong but i couldn't stop the dream at all.
I got up and the babies still sleeping finally. Took for ever to put them to sleep.
I stood up and walked into the kitchen to get some water. I checked my phone and still nothing from Mercury.
Me - we are still alive
I sat my phone down shaking my head. I cant believe she havent replied at all.
I walked into the hallway bathroom, and just saw how good i looked and wanted to take a picture.
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I didnt event reply to Mercury i was over it, she can be online but not reply to me. Okay!
I just went and laid the fuck back down.
Ring ring
"I know this is Mercury calling" i picked my phone up and it was
"Hello beautiful" she said
"Wassup?" I asked
"Why you sound like you dont want to talk to me?"
"I been calling you and nothing"
"Im sorry i was extra busy on set for two days so that i can come home sunday....."
"Yeah sure, its fine its your job"
"Naz..."
"Look im tired, and i dont want to wake the babies up okay. Ill talk to you later" i stated and hung up
Ring ring
"Dont hang up on me" she said
"Im tired"
"I miss you. Im sorry that i been so busy Nazareth i am"
"Its fine, its your job. Im not mad at that..."
"Your mad at me"
"Im not mad at you okay..
"Then why you being mean?" She asked cutting the light on
"Why you didnt say you was here?" I sat the phone down
"I was trying to suprise you, by coming home earlier" she sat on the bed
"Im not mad at you, im just frustrated. Like we married and i barley see you"
"I feel the same, and im sorry about it. I didn't know i would be working so much after the babies"
"Me either" i added
"Come here" i pulled her into a hug
"You smell like a guy" i said
"Chris just gave me a ride back here, hes got an appearance in a club. I was in his car for four hours" she laughed
"Im glad i dont smell like weed" she laughed
"Oh okay" i let her go
"Its not like that"
"I didn't say it was, but i am tired" i stated
"Im going to go shower" she shook her head and walked away to our bathroom
I laid back down...i just knew she wws crying in the bathroom.
I got up and i heard the shower on, and her little sniffles.
I walked inside and shes standing in the shower crying.
"Merc, dont cry" i opened the shower door
"Im not" she wioed her face
"Babe, i know your cry. Im sorry for blowing you off. But i am tired"
"I sont mean to be so busy. Look ill stop whatever i have this week and we could do something" she said
"No look. You can work we need to make time for each other" i stepped in the shower
"Your getting you clothea wet" she said
"Its just water" i said
"Yeah b..."
"Mercury i love you alot, so much" i hugged her naked body
"I love you too" she said
We just stared at each other for the moment. She lifted my shirt off me, and ran her hands up and down my sides.
"I love your body" she said
I moved closer to her and gently turned her body away from me. I ran my fingertips down her arms to her wrists. I moved her hands out in front of her against the wall. I watched the water pour through her curly hair, over her shoulders, and down her back to her beautiful ass. She kept her hands where I moved them.
I reached behind me and grabbed the soap. I gently washed her starting at her hands, running my fingers between her own. I rubbed up her arms and across her shoulders. I moved nice and slow. I could feel her body move when I tickled certain spots, and watched the bubbles run down her body, across over her ass and down her legs.
"And i love yours" i whispered in her ear
Merc was silent except for the soft moans or deep sighs that parted her lips. She was as still as she could be. I felt her slowly pushing herself back toward me, but kept her hands against the wall. I could tell she wanted more. She finally leaned back against me. Bubbles slid on to my own skin. I sighed deeply, enjoying the feel of her wet skin. She swayed her hips so her ass painted bubbled against the front of me.
"Whats funny?" I asked
"Nothing" i could see her reflection in the shower wall smiling
My hands moved up across her sides to her milk filled breats. My left hand stayed over her left breast and my other hand moved downward. I moved ever so slowly back down her stomach, over her belly button, down further to her shaved skin and back to her pussy. There were no longer any bubbles on our skin, just the warm water cascading down between our bodies. I cupped her flesh again, and felt her push her hips toward me.
I took this time to slid off my white shorts i had been sleeping in tonight.
Her soft ass pressed against my own wet skin as my fingers found her clit. She sighed quietly and I felt her shift her weight, moving her legs so my hand could find what I was searching for. I couldn't help but tease her. My fingers moved forward and back over her sweet prize. Merc quickly wrapped her left hand around me, pulling me in. She had me.
"Naz stop teasing me" she moaned grabbing my hand as my left hand was pulling her nipples
I felt her pussy clenching, her moans and quick gasps becoming steady. I knew she was close, her pussy was dripping and not from the shower water. I kept a steady pace. Merc right hand took hold of my wrist, holding my arm close, assuring me to keep going. Her sounds of pleasure were echoed by my own. I was so turned on, knowing she was quickly about to cum. There was no chance I was stopping now.
"I love you" she said
She turned back to me, she moved fast. She kissed me again. I gave a quick pause, to re-adjust to her new position. She stepped back against the wall and quickly pulled me close. Her kiss was intoxicating. She gently brought my right hand up to her lips and kissed my fingertips. Mercury then moved my hand back to her pussy. My fingers began dancing again. She was so wet and my head was dizzy with the sound of her moans filling the air. She kissed me deeper, and pulled me closer still.
I could taste her sex, her desire. So lovely. So undeniably... her. I loved Mercury so much.
"Please don't stop" Merc panted quietly, "oh...please..." she exhaled. She began to speak again, but I couldn't let her. I thrust my tongue into her mouth again. She tasted so good. As I kissed her I slid my fingers into her finding her g-spot. I felt her body shudder again, her legs trembled.
"Oh... my... " was all she could mumble before the orgasm stole her words. Her sounds of pleasure were so fulfilling. Her body spasmed and I kept my fingers dancing until she finally squeezed my wrists again, her fingers intertwining with mine.
She allowed her body to relax once more, then pulled me closer and kissed me softly.
"I didn't know that was going to happen so fast" she stated, still flushed from her orgasm.
"Mhmm" i moaned kissing her
"You better not uoloading thirst traps" she said
"Who me?" I smiled running my finger thrkugh her hair
"Yup"
"Well, it workrd for you" i winked and but her neck
She let out a moan that was undeniably sexy.
"What was that?" I smiled, as she covered her mouth with her hands laughing
"I dont know" she laughed
I just smiled and kissed her.
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