KENDALL'S POV
Y/n took off at the staples leaving me at her dressing room. I stayed there crying after a couple of minutes i heard the door opened. I saw jordan..
"What are you still doing here?" I said to him and i wiped my tears.
"You really love her huh?" Yes, yes i do.
"What kind of question is that? Yes i do love her, very much. So please, leave me alone." I said to him and i walk out of the room.
I saw kylie looking for me.
"Ken! Have you guys talked? What happened?" She said to me. I just shook my head and i broke into tears again. My sister hugged me.
"Come on, let's get you out of here before everyone will see you crying.." She texted khloe to pick us up at the back door where every celebrity or vip will go out.
I'm still crying on our ride home, my sisters are comforting me. While the gigi, bella and hailey are tailing khloe's car.
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"Ken, stop crying already. Calm down girl." Gigi said to my while patting my back.
"I fucked up so bad. Did you guys see the look in her eyes while she's singing? She looked so hurt, she is still hurting and it's all my fault!" I said to them while crying.
"I called her several time and her phone is off, i'm worried about her. If something bad happened to her, i can't forgive myself." I added.
"Ken, maybe she needs time like we all do. Time to be okay, with being okay. Sometimes the best thing you can do for someone you love is to give them time and space to think." Hailey said to me and she held my hand.
"Wow. Where did you get that from dr. love?" Bella said to her while eating chips.
"I just saw it on instagram. Isn't it an amazing and meaningful quote?" Kylie laughed at hailey.
"Bella stop eating my chips, that's mine. Kenny is crying while you're just there eating." Kylie exclaimed while my sister snatched the chips out of bella's hand.
"Ky i'm starving! Ken you know i love you right? But hailey's right." She said to me and gave me a smile.
"We are all here for you ken, you've done your part. You admit your mistakes, you apologized and you already proved to her that you changed." Kylie said to me.
"Don't be too hard on yourself ken." Gigi added. "So pass me the fucking chips because i'm fucking hungry!"
"Seriously?" I looked at her. I can't help but to laugh because of this girls. I'm just glad that they got my back.
We had sleepover at kylie's house. We all saw the TMZ's tweet about me and y/n. But i don't fucking care about what they think. All i care about right now is y/n. I'm still waiting for her to text me or kylie. I just wanted to know if she's okay..
We are having breakfast when i heard my phone ring, i quicky looked at the caller i.d wishing that it's y/n. But no, it's my mom.
MOM❤️
Kendall, what happened at the concert? What is this news about you and y/n? Did you guys fight again?
No mom, i'll explain later. I'm going at your house, i'll see you later.
Okay, i'll see you later and also victoria's secret want you to on their upcoming fashion show and you are also going to london for the upcoming fashion week. I'm so happy for you kenny!
Wow. T-thanks mom.. I'll see you later.
I ended the call, i'm not that interested about the good news with everything that is happening to me and y/n.
"So? What's that about?" Hailey said to while eating her pancakes.
"I'm walking at the victoria's secret fashion show and i'm going to london for the upcoming london fashion week." I said to her looking not interested.
"Really?! Oh my god ken! Congrats!" Bella and gigi hugged me.
"Congrats ken. But why do you look like you're not interested?" Kylie said to me.
"Thanks guys. You guys know why, i owe this to y/n. I just want to talk to her, and--"
"And apologize again? Ken, you already did. Countless times, give her the space that she wants. Okay? I'm sure you guys we'll figure this out." Bella said to me.
"Let's celebrate!" Gigi shouted.
"Guys, i'm gonna have to pass. I have to go to mom's house and i just want to rest. Please?" I begged them not to celebrate because i'm not in the mood and now is not the right time to celebrate. Besides, i only want to celebrate with y/n..
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"Hey mom." I saw my mom making salad in her kitchen. I took a sit on the stool in kitchen counter.
"Hi kenny. So, tell me what happened?" I think i'm gonna need to tell my mom the truth.
"Mom, i need to tell you the truth between me and y/n." She stopped what she's doing and she's looking at me.
"Are you two dating now? Because ken, it's fine. I know you're into girls since you were a teenager. That's why i picked her to do a pr stunt with you because i know you don't like boys." Oh my god mom.
"What? No. It's not that i don't like boys. It's just my heart belongs to someone else.. Mom, me and y/n used to date."
I told my mom about everything and she understand it. She told me that i should say thank you for y/n because despite everything that happened between us, she chose to help me.
Y/N'S POV
It's already 10am in the morning and i'm still laying on my bed. I didn't get any sleep. I'm just looking at the engagement ring that i bought a year ago.
FLASHBACKS:
"I'm gonna miss you baby. " Kendall hugged me while kissing my neck.
"I'll be back in a week babe, i'll miss you more. Behave, okay? I love you baby." I kissed her lips and hugged her before stepping outside her car.
"You behave! I love you more baby. Let's face time when you get there. Have a safe flight." She waved at me before i stepped outside her car.
I'm doing some guesting in a talk show in Philippines and i'm also doing a concert at a MOA Arena. My girlfriend can't come with me because she's busy doing photoshoots for her campaign ad in penshoppe besides, we can't be seen in public.
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"Mom just calm down okay? You need to drink water." I gave my mom a water because she's crying.
"I c-can't believe that your father did this to us.." My mom caught my dad having an affair with another woman.
"Don't worry mom, you're coming with me to the U.S with Cali. We're gonna leave dad here." I said to my mom, while tears running down my face.
"Y/n please stay here a little while, even just for a week?" I'm about to answer when my phone ring..
I saw the caller i.d, my girlfriend is calling me. I haven't talked to her in 2 days since i landed here in Philippines because she's always busy and i'm going straight to her voice mail.
Calling KENDO❤️😘....
Y/n, it's kylie. Ken is having an anxiety attack again. She wants to talk to you.
What happened?! Give her the phone ky.
Y/n, i-i need you right now.. Come home babe. (Crying..)
Ken, baby.. Just breathe, okay? Calm down..
Please come home babe, i missed you.. I need you y/n.
Ken baby, i'm sorry.. I'm sorry i can't be with you right now.. (I said to my girlfriend while crying..)
But babe, i'll see what i can do.. Okay?
(Crying..) Okay, i love you y/n..
I love you more baby.. I'm so sorry..
Kendall ended the call..