"Kali are you okay?" Liam just about screams running into the bunk room, how did it get open? Waking up from the bed my body burns again terribly. He kneels down next to me looking at my body, I don't even want to see what I look like. All the guys come in and they all surprisingly look concerned.
"No, you said no one would hurt me and they did." I sob again, he darts into my arms holding me carefully while I sob into his arms, my whole body burns and stings now that I'm awake and know that they are there.
He sighs deeply before replying. "I am so sorry, we will guard you extra carefully from now on okay?" I nod letting the tears burn my scratches on my face. Just please protect me this time.
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Five months has been awful, I've been really sick lately with the flu, Liam had to tell everyone about us for some reason but that's made everything so much worse, I can't go anywhere any more. Slipping into the bathroom before we head off to VIP signing, tomorrow I get to be on the talk show, they invited me.
Unwrapping the package quickly I take out the small box. I take out the stick and slide off my pants sitting on the toilet I begin to pee on it. Feeling some of it get on my fingers I feel disgusted. I take it away and lay it on a paper towel on the floor. "Kali you okay in there?" Liam calls to me, knocking on the door softly.
"Yeah, just tending to some needs no worry." Washing my hands thoroughly I sit back down on the small toilet waiting patiently. Please be negative, please just please! The time ticks on slowly tormenting me just wishing the results could just come in already. My palms are sweaty and I become impatient.
"You've been in there for a long time." He calls back in to me a few minutes later.
"I also got sick Liam, give me a few more minutes." I bark to him, I didn't mean it. Finally I have had enough so I take a look at the test negative. I sigh with relief I'm just sick. Placing the test back inside the box I wrap it up excusing myself from the bathroom into the bunk room.
"Are you okay? What is that?" Liam asks reaching for the sac but I just chuckle slipping it into my suitcase.
"Used tampons since I can't flush them."
"You got your period?" He asks looking so confused.
"I've had small spotting so I assume I'm fine. I'm just sick honestly." I lay back in my germ filled bed, were now in Australia, in a new tour bus, I'm so excited to be here.
"Are you sure?" He asks scratching the back of his head very confused, obviously, because he isnt a girl.
"Yes, now are we going to get ready or not?" I state reaching for my suitcase from the bed, i grab it bringing it closer to me and shuffle through my clothes. Grabbing my grey lacey, strapples dress i just slide it on not wanting to get up and out of bed at all. My hair is already done from yesterday when we had to go to dinner with Simon but I ended up bailing due to my vomiting.
"Uh...yeah." He states stripping right in front of me, licking my lips I just continue to get dressed on my mattress. Sliding on my heals that match I fluff my hair, applying a thin layer of lipglos and mascara I finish, I cant stand the smell of cologne anymore, or perfum which saddens me. Standing up probably a little too fast I make aa run for the bathroom though feeling that come up as well. Thankfully it isnt ocupied and I vomit just in time in the toilet. This really sucks. "Kali we should really take you do a doctor, you have been vomiting for months, you dont have a fever, and we havent caught it, so we should really get you looked at."
"No I am fine, I promise." He just sighs leaving the door way back into the bunkroom, I flush the toilet then wash my nasty tasting mouth out really good.
"Kali we are here!" Liam calls to me, I finish up washing my mouth and the sides of it linking arms with Liam we make our way out through the screaming crouds of girls. Looking over them all there are poster saying 'Kali should die' or 'That Should Be Me!' My dress now feels a bit tighter and my breasts feel so very tender, this dress is supposed to hug so its just probably getting too small? We are halfway there and still my nerves are going nuts, I feel so vulnerable and unsafe. My hands tremble and Liam puts his hand over mine calming me slightly. He places a kiss on my cheek and soon, a loud gun shot goes off, all the girls duck for cover, looking ahead all the boys do too including us. Feeling a small burn I look down and see the blood flowing from my chest. Looking up to Liam his eyes go wide with fear and soon I am on the ground. Then I am surrounded by girls, who are punching and kicking, screaming and scratching. I scream myself from all the adrenaline getting in a ball on the ground, tears flow down my face, girls kick my face, my chest, and back, anywhere they can stomp or kick that is available they torture it.
"Kali!" I hear Liam scream out over all the girls, they now divert all their attention to him, surrounding him forgetting they just abused me. My eyes become heavy, and my breathing has slowed, this is what I get.
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All the police rip the girls from me and I race down to Kali, her eyes are closed and she is bleeding from her chest, nose, mouth, and ears. She looks dead, she really does. The tears flow from my face, I lost her, they killed her. How could they have done this? I scoop her up in my arms, the sirens sound filling the air and soon there are teams of paramedics and more police racing up to us. They take Kali from my arms placing her on a gournie. They race away and I follow close behind, I dont know what I am going to do if I lose her. Either way I am out of the band.
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Racing into the hospital a nurse stops me right where I am complelty. "Sir you are going to have to stay here, no one can be back there right now." The nurse pushes me back, more tears flow down my face, turning away frustrated I scream in the echoy hospital before punching the wall, it caves in under the force of my hand. Falling down to my knees I begin to sob into my trembling hands. I cant lose her, I just cant lose her.
"Liam!" Harry calls to me, turning I see all the guys rushing into the hospital and over to me. They pull me in for a hug and I just cry harder. "Liam she is going to be okay."
"Either way guys, I am out, if she lives I quit the band for her saftey, if she dies I still hate the fans and I quit. I am done." They take a moment of silence before they sigh.
"Okay." They mumble, soon my phone rings and I rip it out of my pocket to see its my mum.
"Hello?" I step away from the guys trying to keep my cool.
"Hunny I saw everything on the news, are you two okay? How is she? What happened?" My mother asks trying to keep her cool as well.
"She is here at the hospital, they wont let me see her, she got shot, and beat up obviosuly, the fans dont like her, this is their third attack but this is much worse." My voice breaks, bringing my hand to my face I slide down the wall letting soft sobs escape me.
"Oh Liam, where are you guys? I can try to be there as soon as I can."
"Victoria Australia."
"Okay, I will take the earliest flight I can, I will see you soon." She hangs up the phone leaving me with no one that can truly comfort me because the boys hate her, the fans want her dead, I just dont understand. Pulling out my phone I decide to tell the fans about how I am done.
I hope you are happy with yourselfs, you probably killed my wife and the people that were involved I am going to be sure you are locked up forever. You pushed us all too much, I quit 1D, thank you fans. (I dont have a twitter so I dont know how it works.)
"Liam?" The doctor calls, I dart to my feet rushing over to him, his scrubs are soaked in blood. "I am going to need you to sign these concent forms for doing the surgery." He hands me the clip board I sign right away, no hesitation.
"How is she?" Handing the stuff back, all the boys are by my side now ready to try and be my support.
"We are trying to do everything we can to save them both." My mind jerks and I feel fury bursting through me.
"Them both?" I ask confused and angry, how is she pregnant?
"Yes, I assumed you knew your wife was five months pregnant?"
"I didnt know a thing..." I mutter, didnt she know? Isnt the women supposed to know? How did this happen? They attacked her while she was pregnant!
"Well we will try everything we can to save them both." With that he turns to leave running back into the room behind the sealed doors.
"Oh man, everything is going to be okay Liam, they are going to save them." Zayn states patting my back. How did I not know? She was five months!