He's laughing! Blayze is laughing! He's actually laughing and smiling holding onto his stomach and all. His laugh is so sexy! I'm more in love with him now than ever before. Fuck! I'm totally screwed. "Holy shit! Blayze is laughing." I hear Steven scream. "Shut up!" Shouts out Melody and Luna. "He may stop." Melody cautiously says. "Oh my God." I whisper still not capable to grasp the idea that Blayze is smiling and laughing a couple feet away from me. He skates towards me still laughing and says through his laughter, "Are you okay?" I nod and he has now stopped laughing and is helping me up with a smile on his face. His teeth are so straight and pearly white. His jawline looking sharper than ever and his eyes shining bright. He has a handsome smile the type of smile that can melt any girls heart.
"Suzette?" Blayze says my name weirdly. "Are you sure you're okay? You look like you have seen a ghost." He continues to say but I all I do is grab his face into my hands and lean up and kiss him. He freezes surprised from my sudden actions but he kisses me back quite quickly and pulls me closer to him. I hear a couple of people say aw and I pull away filling unsatisfied, since I really wanted more, and embarrassed because people were all around and watching. "Blayze my goal this year was to get you to smile. Like full on teeth showing type of smile. My goal has been completed and best of all I got my Christmas gift early." I laugh out and he groans defeatedly but smiles back down at me saying, "I have been over thinking and stressing over your Christmas present for the past couple weeks now and you're now telling me all I had to do was smile and that's all you wanted as a gift?" I nod still smiling enthusiastically probably looking like I belong in a madhouse.
"Oh God Suzette." Blayze exclaims shaking his head no while still smiling. "Oh my God, you smiled." Melody says through tears. Blayze raises an eyebrow and his smile disappears and everyone begins to complain and protest out, "No smile again." "Smile!" "Keep smiling!"
"Why are you crying, Melody?"
"I have never seen you smile only in your childhood pictures and your smile is beautiful. It brings tears of joy in my eyes." We laugh and we do a big group hung on the ice. Carter shouts from the other side of the rink holding Genesis, "So Blayze must really love this girl because he fucking smiled for her."
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"Mom! Dad!" I greet my family as they enter through the front door with Willard and Blayze carrying in their luggage. "Aw sweetie it's so good to see you again." My mom says while kissing my cheek. My dad hugs me and my brother and I fist bump each other. We head to the kitchen where Luna is cooking up some of her famous Cuban Empanadas. Melody and Maddie are in the empty room wrapping up gifts. I'll head in there after they wrap up my gift from them so that I can wrap theirs. Blaise, Dean, Landon, and Hudson will be arriving later tonight. It's only 48 hours before Christmas and everyone is very excited. We will be attending the Matreekis annual Christmas Eve party tomorrow night. Zaven Matreekis invited us to there party at there home.
"Suzette, what's with all the boxes?" My mom asks me when she enters the kitchen and spots the boxes of books that Abigail had sent of my books that I left behind in California. We currently have the ten boxes of books just chilling against the wall with no place to go. "They're my books." I simply reply and my mom nods in her head yes in understanding. "That makes sense." My dad comments. "You really have a bad obsession over books." Chris grumbles with food in his mouth. "Ew! Don't talk with food in your mouth." Luna spats our in disgust. Chris sticks his tongue out at her and she flicks him off in return. "You guys look I'm a butterfly." Damon comes in the kitchen shouting while flapping his hands with Genesis crawling behind him laughing with her two bottom teeth's in full view. "I'm surrounded by idiots." Blayze states emotionless with a straight face. "I prefer the smiling Blayze than dick face over here." Luna says pointing a finger at Blayze. He rolls his eyes at her and walks over to me and wraps his arms around my petite body. He kisses my neck and feels him smile against my skin. "Do you prefer smiling Blayze too?" He asks me teasingly. Unable to speak, I nod my head yes mesmerized by his manly scent and hypnotizing bluish green eyes.
He smirks and leans down and stops millimeters away from my lips. I feel my breath quicken and my heart starts to race beyond my control. My skin is screaming from our sudden closeness and my legs are slowly becoming jelly from him just looking at me. Keep it together Suzette. Keep it together! I tell myself as Blayze closes the gap between us. The kiss is soft but hungry. I kiss him back without hesitation and he pulls away and smirks at me. "Eager are we?" I squint my eyes at him annoyed and hiss, "Jerk," He smiles and turns to leave and head behind the island where Luna is smiling wide and creepy. "Luna you look like a lunatic smiling like that." Blayze tells her as he opens the fridge. "Truth or Dare?" She asks in a creepy voice as she continues to do the same face. "Stop, you look sick." Blayze tells her with distaste as he drinks from his water bottle.
"I hate that movie." Jonathan states scrunching up his nose. "What movie?" I ask. "You know Truth or Dare that new scary movie that came out I think last year." He tells me. I shrug and my Mom goes to Luna and ask if she can help. They both start fixing up the Empanadas while I and dad catch up on each other's lives. "Have you guys been trying for kids now?" My dad asks bluntly. I roll my eyes and growl, "Why do people keep asking that?"
"Suzette your uterus isn't going to be young forever. You better start putting it to use before it's too weak to hold any baby." My mom yells to me. I roll my eyes and look back at my dad ignore everything that my mom said. "Tell her babe." My dad adds in and I groan in annoyance as I sit up from my seat and walk out of the kitchen. I hear the doorbell and I go to see who it is. I open the door quickly when I see Blayze parents. "Mom Athena! Dad Lorenzo!" I greet and they each hug me. "Oh dear it's so good to see you. It's been awhile." Athena says. It's true, we haven't seen her in awhile. "That whole hospital visit doesn't count since it was a very serious moment." She continues. Blayze appears and Athena's lips part into a smile as she spots him in the foyer. "Blayze! Hey sweetheart!" She exclaims and Blayze rolls his eyes and says, "Mom can you not call me that especially in front of my wife."
"No matter what you say you will always be my baby and my little sweetheart." Athena goes on her tippy toes and peck his cheek. He rolls his eyes but smiles at her gesture. "What the duck?!" She cries out when she sees Blayze smiling at her. Her eyes are wide and she is staring at Blayze dumbfounded. "I haven't seen him smile since he was 16." Lorenzo blurts out shocked from Blayze smiling as well. "Not trying to brag but my clumsiness made that." I tell them pointing at Blayze confidently. "Blayze I thought you were a goner. I thought I raised an idiot. I thought I failed as mother because my son was refusing to live his life happily and be a work alcoholic. I thought you were becoming your father." Athena tells him with tears in her eyes. I don't miss Lorenzo bewildered look that he gives Athena.
"Mom you thought of me as an idiot?" Blayze isn't smiling anymore but confused at his Mom's words. "Don't live in the past Blayze live in the moment. I know that tragic event when you were 16 was traumatizing but I want you to know, you too Suzette, that I'm beyond the definition of happiness that you two found each other." I wonder what Athena means by this but I confide with myself not to ask Blayze till after the holidays. Athena is overjoyed by Blayze that the idea of all of these being fake triggers me in a negative way. Athena doesn't deserve the heartbreak that her son and I are going to give her when we part ways. It's already bad enough I'm going to be heartbroken she doesn't deserve to be heartbroken either. What if she finds out it was all a charade just so that Blayze could get his inheritance? Blayze is willing to destroy his mother's heart, soul, and spirit for some stupid green paper with dead men faces on it?! I'm taken out of my thoughts when. I see Lorenzo start to pull his wife away from us but she embraces me without hesitation and I hug her back feeling the bell of guilt ring in the back of my mind. Blayze hugs his mom and she pleads, "Smile one more time please." He sighs and kisses her cheek before revealing his pretty pearly straight white teeth.
"David, stop pushing me." Athena fusses at Lorenzo. "David?" I question and Blayze replies, "That's his middle name. He hates it and mom knows it."
"You know I hate when you use my middle name." Lorenzo growls annoyingly. "Reason why I say it." Athena argues back laughing. They walk off to the kitchen and when they are completely out of earshot I turn to Blayze and say, "You're mom doesn't deserve this." Blayze looks down at me puzzled from my sudden comment. "Come again?" I look up at the ceiling blink my eyes rapidly and biting my lip trying to control the tears trying to escape my eyes. "I can't do this." I tell him. I feel myself start to panic and Blayze grabs my shoulders and gives them a squeeze. "Suzette, don't worry about my mom. She's a tough cookie." Blayze tells me calmly but I can't grasp the idea of him being okay with doing this to his parents. "Blayze, do you know you hired a random girl who is watching and caring for kids that are not hers, that has the littlest patience on the planet, to be your fake wife for a year." I hiss. He stares me down as if he is scanning for something...searching for something.
He's quite for awhile and I impatiently stand in front of him waiting for a reply. "You have nothing to say, huh." I tell him with sass in my voice and in my attitude. "I do have something to say," Blayze starts off slowly and he turns to his office and he tells me, "Come to the office." I obey and I proceed after him unsure as to what his intentions are by this point. When we are enter the office Blayze closes the door and I hear it lock too. "Suzette, I know the consequences that could happen with this arrangement and we already had this talk so I'm not going to explain myself again. I'm sorry if I'm putting you in a rough situation against your feelings and doing what's right..." Hell yeah you are. "...but you agreed to help me if I paid you."
Blayze isn't yelling or growling at me with aggression or coldly. In fact he's calm and collected which is taking me by surprise. "Why me?" I ask him. "Why did you choose me for this? Give me an actual answer." I demand and Blayze sighs but doesn't lash out at me. He looks down at the floor probably thinking. After a couple seconds with no reply from him, I decide to toughen up and ignore my emotions and feelings. "You know what, forget it. Forget I said anything it's absolutely stupid of me to even bother with this topic again." I tell him. I give him a small teeth less smile and turn to leave. "I chose you because you are tough and don't act base off of emotions or feelings." I freeze in my tracts and turn my head slowly to look at him. Blayze bluish green eyes pierce right back into my brown ones as he walks over to me. I turn to face him and I take one look at his lips and I blurt out. "Kiss me." Blayze cocks his head to the side confusion written across his forehead. "Suzette, b-"
I leap onto Blayze and he catches me with ease and we lock lips. Each kiss we exchange feels as if it's the first time. He taste delicious and like a drug I'm addicted to his touch and his kisses. Next thing I know I'm on Blayze office desk and Blayze is in between my legs. I wrap my legs around his hips and pull him in closer. My shirt makes it off my body and Blayze shirt is ripped of his body by yours truly. Our tongues wrestle to be the dominant one but I capture his tongue first and he moans in delight and defeat. I gently bite his bottom lip as I pull away digging my nails into his upper shoulders dragging them across his back. He hisses softly before moaning as I place my lips onto his neck. We've been doing many sexual things with one another except for him inserting himself into me. We almost did it once but Harry banged on the bedroom door panicking completely stopping us from going any further. Turns out Harmony was throwing up all over his bed sheets. I'm not sure if I'm ready for that but whenever we start it's so hard to stop and have him go all the way with me doesn't seem that bad in the moment.
I get to work on his pants and unbuckle his belt in one swift movement before kissing his lips again. He slides his hands up and down my outer thigh and he places his hands on my butt and pulls me closer to him. I immediately feel his sex nice and hard and aroused for me and because of me. The idea of me being able to to turn him on in such away drives me crazy. "Suzette can you feel how bad I want you?" Blayze asks me breathless against my collarbone. I nod my head yes not able to get any words out of my mouth. "How bad do you want me?" He asks me as he teases me with kiss around my breast. He removes my bra faster than I could blink and starts to kneed my left breast while he kisses and sucks at my nipple on my right breast. I arch my back with hands flat against his desk holding me up in a sitting position. I move my right hand to the back of his head and I pull him closer to me. "Blayze," I moan in delight. Each kiss he places on my skin intensify my need for wanting more.
He unzips my jeans and I help him remove them. He gets on his knees and kisses my left inner thigh and slowly trails up to throbbing core. "You're soaking through your underwear." He tells me sensually his voice deep and husky. Nevertheless, I know he's right for I can feel the wetness and heat from my sex. He brushes his index finger against my sex and I shiver from the touch. He hooks his thumbs on the band of my underwear and starts to slide down my underwear to reveal my sex. "Are you ready my liona?" Blayze ask me as he touches my sex lightly and softly like a feather. I groan in aggravation from his teasing touch. "Oh God, yes!" Right before he could place those sensual, deep, and dominate lips onto my core we get a knock on the office door.
"Suzette! Blayze! Are you in here?!" I hear Chris shout from the other side of the door. We snap our heads up to the direction of the door. We look at each other in panic and I put my pointer finger to my lips motioning him to be quite. He gets up from his knees quietly and helps me down from the desk. We frantically grab our clothes and rush each other in hush voices to hurry up. "Let's exit through the window." Blayze suggests and I nod in agreement. Blayze opens the window and steps out. He turns around and extends his hand to help me step through the window.
Once outside, Blayze shuts the window quietly and quickly and just in time because Chris unlocks the door with the extra spare key that Blayze gave everyone. As we sneak out through the side of the house to the front of of it, Blayze and I are chuckling and giggling at ourselves and at our sudden circumstances. Blayze has his shirt in his hand and I have my pants in my hands too. When I glance up at Blayze I see his hair all messy and ruffled up from my fingers gripping and running through his hair from earlier. "Fuck it's so cold." Blayze hisses. "Fuck you look so sexy with your hair looking that." I tell him shivering from the winter air against my bare legs. "My nuts are freezing." Blayze continues as we continue to make our way to the front of the house. I laugh and when we go around the corner we come face to face with our worst nightmare.
Oh fuck...