I'm sat in between Hayes and Carter when Madison decides to sit as far away from Carter as possible. I figurd that instead of awkwardly following her I would just sit wherever.
I internally cringe at the fact that we're actually playing would you rather whilst Cameron rubs his hands together and scans the circle, I assume he's deciding who to ask what first.
After a minute or so of awkward silence Cameron finally speaks.
"Carter, would you rather do Mahogany or Andrea?" He says without question and I can basically smell the fith grade.
"Andrea, any day" he answers after little thought.
"Madison, would you rather lick Sammy's toe or give Carter a h-"
"Lick Sammy's toe" Madison answers at the speed of light.
"I was going to say give Carter a high five but okay"
"Still" Madison mumbles.
Carter sarcastically chuckles to himself and shakes his head.
"You know wha-" Carter begins.
"Guys not again please" Cameron moans.
They both roll their eyes and cross their arms like five year olds who've just been told to go to their rooms.
"Hayes, would you rather hook up or be in a relationship?"
"Relationship" Hayes blushes and looks down at his hands which were basically doing human oragami.
"Cute" Madison screams.
"Yeah well he's fifteen. He hasn't yet experienced the pleasures of a one night fuck" Jack chimes in.
"Jack Gilinsky everybody" Madison says, sarcasm laced in her voice and I laugh in response.
He lowers his eyebrows at at me and looks me up and down in a disaproving manner.
I didn't even say anything but whatever
I return the gesture which breaks his stare and changes his expression into a menacing smirk.
Hayes reaches over to his bag which was on the table behind us and pulls out a plastic bag.
Hayes chuckes at my obvious response when I realise that they were gummy worms and passes the bag to me.
The questions continue and I sort of zone out, nobody had asks me any questions.
However, I didnt find out that Sammy would pick me over Madison and Cameron would rather eat my fingernail than lick Hayes' eyeball.
Which of course would be very valuable information for me.
These boys are so different to any guy I know back home. They're so open, which I guess is a good thing unless you carry it out in a Gilinsky sort if manner.
I start thinking about the tour, I'm not a very shy person I'm just not obnoxiously loud. However, I may need to turn it up because these people seem to have as much energy in their pinky fingers as I do in my wntire body.
I don't know how the fans will react to seeing me at an event. I know I'll probably get hate from people saying that I'm piggy backing Andrea's fame but I've never asked for as much as a shoutout from Andrea and to this day lots of my Youtube subscribers only know me for me.
It's really weird saying my subscribers because I'm not in any way shape or form famous and I've never done a single meet and greet.
Everyone has kind of out it together now though, my secret identity as Andrea's cousin. That being due to her constantly promoting the tour on all her social media platforms.
Our first event is tomorrow evening but it's only a small performance without a meet and greet.
It wasn't a planned event but they arranged it last minute and we were only told about it after eating, I didn't mind but it made me alot more anxious.
I was so deep in thought that when I look up, I notice Gilinsky was staring dead at me. But it wasn't a weird eye to eye contact that would usually result in an awkward look away type senario. He was definitely looking at somethig.
I focused on where his eyes were directed and I realised he was staring at my mouth.
What?
I realise that I had been so lost in thought that I had been sucking on the same gummy worm for like twenty minutes.
I expect Gilinsky to make a rude remark but he seemed to be in a trance. Like the look you would give you food when it finally gets to your table.
He's probably just craving gummy worms.
I shove the slimy remainder of the gummy worm in my mouth and start chewing it like a normal human being.
"Earth to Gilinsky" Sammy waves his hand back and forth in front of Jack's face.
"Yeah yeah I'm listening" He lies.
"Okay go on then, which girl?" Sammy raises an eyebrow.
Gilinsky glares at Kian before considering his answer, knowing he had not listened to the question.
He looks around the room hoping for someone to give him a hint but be finally just takes a guess.
"Sarah"
All the guys burst out laughing and I join in even though I had just about as much of a clue what the question was.
"Dude, the question was would you rather get back with Lexi or Jess, but sure - go for it" Sammy says in between laughs and I can't help but laugh to myself.
"What are you laughing at?" Gilinsky snaps at me.
"I only picked you because I couldn't remember who either of those girls were" he lies.
I stop laughing and put my hand to my chest, "I'm truley flattered" I say, holding in my giggles which were threatening to escape.
"Dude, you dated Lexi last month.. And Jess a couple of weeks ago" Cameron says, still laughing.
"I did not date either of them" Gilinsky says harshly, causing a tension to grow withing the room.
"But thanks for keeping up with my sex life Cam, I'm glad someone can" he laughs it off.
If I thought would you rather was cringe worthy, this beats it by far.
All the other guys chuckle at Gilinsky's remark and I raise my eyebrows over to Madison, but she doesn't catch my glimpse.
She is staring at Carter.
Just at that exact moment he, he looks up, as if to look at her but when they catch each other's stare they both instantly look away in disgust.
"What are you staring at?" Madison snaps.
"I could ask you the same thing" Carter replies.
"Oh please, I wouldn't stare at you if my life depended on it"
"Little bitch" Carter mumbles, just loud enough for her to hear.
"What was that hun" Madison yells, jumping to her feet and strutting towards him.
He followes coppies her actions.
"I caled you a little bitch" he yells just as loud.
Nobody is really paying attention, I guess we aren't playing anymore because most of the guys have dispersed across the room, only a couple were left sat on the floor, ontheir phones.
"That's what I thought, you're such a dick" Madison responds.
I'm just kind of sitting on the sidelines pretending to be on my phone which I reached over to get off the coffee table and basically broke my back in the process.
"Stop being such a spoiled brat, slut"
I started listening to the conversation at this point, because if Madison wasn't going to, I would definitely have a few words with him about slut shaming.
"Sorry but aside from Gilinsky, you're the only slut here"
"How am I the slut?" Carter yells.
"You're insane"
"What did I ever fucking do Madison. We broke up, people break up. If I'd had known you were going to turn so psycho then-" he sighes waving his hands in the air.
"YOU TREATED ME LIKE SHIT. YOU DIDNT WANT TO MAKE THINGS OFFICIAL BECAUSE OF THE FANS BUT YOU HAD NO PROBLEM FLIRTING WITH OTHER GIRLS WHILST WE WERE.. WHATEVER WE WERE AND I'M SO TIRED OF PRETENDING LIKE I'M FINE WITH IT. I'M NOT JUST SOME TOY YOU CAN PICK UP AND DROP WHENEVER YOU FEEL LIKE IT"
Damn.
I look around and noticed that the door was open and everyone who had gone to CVS was back. They were all uncomfortably standing in a group near the door.
I then realise that the rest of the guys had parted with their phone screens.
So there was basically just me sitting on the floor like four feet away from Carter, staring up at the unfolding drama.
They don't even seem to notice the crowd they had drawn in all the attention they had focused on them.
"Is that really what you think?" Carter says with lowered eyebrows.
Madison looks at him with disbeleif then nods obviously.
"Well I'll let you know, I actually care about my fans and didn't want them thinking I was in some serious relationship a girl that I would get married to one day and have four kids with" Carter gestures, "I want to keep my life private"
Madison looks him up and down in disgust. She lowers her eyebrows and wrinkles her nose.
"So I wasn't good enough to be told about?" Madison says in the same sarcastic way as before.
"That's not what I'm saying Madison, why can't you listen?" Carted says, running his hands through his hair.
"Sorry, please do continue"
Carter sighes.
"It's just, relationships aren't easy, especially not when you have a whole fandom behind you who are all going to have different opinions and you can't please all of them"
"No Carter I'm done" Madison says and then proceeds to march up the stairs and slam the door behind her.
Everyone looks around awkwardly so I look over to the only person who I know can fix the situation, her majesty.
"Okay kids nothing to see here, everyone to bed, we have a big day ahead of us tomorrow" Trevor says whilst herding everyone into their various bunks.
As everyone starts to leave, Ken walks on to the bus.
"Speaking of tomorrow, we'll be driving all night so hopefully by around 12pm we'll have arrived at our first stop. The event is at the Hilton Hotel at 2pm and it'll only take around and hour and a half considering there isn't a meet and greet or any one on one fan interaction time. Then, later on we'll drive to a caravan park for the night and I'm leaving Jack in charge because Bob and I have to attend a tour meeting."
Gilinsky nudges Sammy at Ken's final remark.