Chan, Jaiden and I spent hours just hanging out and getting to know each other well.
We sat in a park and ordered some chicken.
I didn't even think about not eating in front of Chan, I had so much energy from being 'hired'.
Right now I am in the elevator in my building heading back to my room.
Jaiden decided to stay at the park and have some "bro-time" as he calls it, with Chan. I'm happy that those two are getting along well.
As soon as I get in my room I start playing music to keep me in this happy mood.
I check the time, 4PM. I think I should have a movie night. Just hang out with myself, that sounds awesome.
I go into the bathroom and have a shower, singing to the best of my ability, so I probably sounded like Yoongi.
I get out of the shower and put my underwear on but then I realise, I left my pyjamas in the bedroom. Uuuuugh.
I throw my hair up in a scrunchie and walk out of the bathroom... what.
"SURPRI— o-oh my god, I'm so sorry."
Felix blushes and turns away at the sight of me in my underwear.
But I'm so overwhelmed I couldn't give less shits about what I'm wearing, or rather not wearing.
I squeal as I run over to him and give him the biggest hug I can possibly do.
"OH MY GOD!!!!! What are you doing back here?!! I missed you so much!"
Felix picks me up and spins around as I hug him.
"I wanted to surprise you!"
I'm finally released from his arms and he looks at me up and down.
"Um, you should put some clothes on."
He laughs awkwardly and his face turns slightly pink.
"Oh right, yeah."
I walk over to my bag and put on some shorts and a T-shirt.
"Better?"
"No."
"Waa— but you just told me to get dressed."
"Yeah I know, but I liked the view."
"Oh shut up."
I laugh at him and he laughs back.
Then he drags me onto the bed and holds my hands.
"Tell me everything, what happened while I was gone?"
I decide not to bring up my kiss with Chan again, I think he wants to push it out of his mind and never think of it again.
"Well... I actually have the biggest news ever!"
I smile widely at him and he waits for me to continue.
"So you know how I love dance?"
He nods so I keep explaining.
"Welllll, Chan saw me dancing when I didn't realise he was watching and then he told me about JYP wanting new back-up dancers."
Felix's jaw drops.
"No, no way!"
I nod vigorously.
"I went to the audition centre today and I danced in front of JYP, then the next thing I know I am signing papers to put me on a trial!!!"
"THATS SO AMAZING!!!"
Felix tackles me and places kisses all over my face.
"I'm so proud of you!"
Suddenly he props himself up as if he just thought of something.
"Wait... does that mean you are staying in Korea?"
I nod, smiling widely.
He kisses me again and in between we both just keep smiling.
"I missed you so much."
"I missed you too, Y/N. You know what I couldn't stop thinking about while I was gone?"
"What?"
"How much I need you in my arms."
Aaaaw.
I pull him closer and wrap my legs around his back.
We make-out again and it's just like before he left. It's like nothing happened at all while he was gone.
~~~
"So what happened while you were back home?"
We are sitting on the small couch in the corner together now, just talking.
"Gran actually returned to a stable condition pretty quickly, so I didn't need to stay for long. Mum said that I didn't need to stay there for much longer if I didn't want to, and that I should get back to training.
So then we planned that I would leave a week later.
While I was there I just spent as much time with my family as I could and I even got to catch up with some of my old mates.
It felt so good to be home again, I never realised how much I missed it."
"That's great that your Gran is recovering quickly, I remember when you got the phone call... I didn't know what to do."
We sit in silence for a moment remembering that morning.
"Hey, why don't we play a game or something instead of thinking about stuff like that."
"Okay, good idea. What do you wanna play?"
He thinks for a moment.
"Truth or dare?"
"How about we just make it truth?"
"Okay. I'll go first."
I sit and wait while he thinks of a question. There's so many things that we don't know about each other, this is the chance we need to get even closer.
We could talk about our family's, school life, friends...
"Have you ever watched porn?"
Oh.
"Ah yeah, I have actually. My cousin was staying over and she looked up a website that her best friends brother had shown her.
Then she clicked on one of the videos.
It was about a mother and step-son... it was so messed up."
I cringe at the thought of that video again.
Felix just laughs at me.
"Yeah, there's some pretty messed up storylines in some of them."
Welp. That says that he's watched it too. Well I guess of course he would have, every guy I've met has... eeeewww I don't wanna think about that.
Felix sees that my face screwed up a bit.
"What are you thinking about?"
Shit.
"J-just that video, it was just really weird."
He believes my lie and waits for me to as him a question. Well, I guess if he asked me something like that he wants to play a 'dirty' version of the game.
"Have you ever gotten a boner in front of someone that you liked?"
Felix turns red again and his eyes widen.
I guess that's a yes.
"Um. Yeah. But— it was really recent."
"Huh?"
He takes a breath and looks away from me.
"Remember that time I stayed in your room a couple weeks ago?"
"Yeah..."
"Well, before we watched It, when we were making out... it happened."
Oh my god.
"Oh my god."
Oh my god.
I think back to that night and remember what happened.
"Wait, is that why you pulled away?"
He nods and it all becomes clear.
"Ooooooh, I was so confused when you stopped, but I just thought you wanted to do something else."
"That was the problem though, I wanted to do something else, I just didn't want you to do it so quickly after meeting me."
I blush and look down. I can't believe I made someone turned on... damn.
"Thank you for stopping then, I don't think I was ready before."
"Before? Does that mean... nevermind."
I look up at him and think about what I just said. I didn't really even consider what I said before it was already out of my mouth.
'I don't think I was ready before.'
Am I ready now?
Felix and I seem to be thinking about the same thing.
"Y/N?"
"Yeah?"
"What are you thinking?"
What am I thinking?
"I'm not sure... what are you thinking?
"I'm thinking... I need your body."
Oooooooh it's getting sAUcY.
Now... a serious question.
Clearly, they are going to do it, so would you like me to write about that scene or just skip ahead so you know they did it but you don't read about it?