Warning: Smut included!
"Will you marry me?"
I'm speechless... Every fibre of my being is frozen and I can't move my mouth. I can't form words and I'm just staring at him with my jaw to the ground.
Did I hear him right? Is this a joke? Is he messing with me? Is this a dream?
His stare is burning in my eyes, waiting for a reaction from me, for an answer.
"I - I" I stutter, still struggling to wrap my head around this situation and what's before me. He has a soul crushing look of concern on his face. He's eagerly waiting for me to answer the most important question he's ever asked someone and I'm just leaving him hanging...
As it sinks in, I slap my hand over my mouth and let out ugly sobs. It finally crash lands on me what's really just happened and I can't control my tears.
"Of course I will!" I manage to squeak through my cries of joy. His facial expression immediately changes from a look of worry and regret to instant happiness and joy. He let's his own tears fall before rushing over to me and pulling me into a tight, warm and loving embrace. He let's out a sigh of relief in my ears, his breath shuddering as he tries to hold his own emotions back.
I do nothing but cry loudly into him, gripping onto his shoulders and pulling him even closer to me. At this point we're as close as humanely possible.
"I love you so much, Jangmi." He whispers, his breath hitching as he manages to regain his composure. He pulls back and lifts the box from the table that he dropped to hug me. He gently pulls the ring out, looking up at me nervously.
He reaches his hand out to my left hand, delicately wrapping his long, masculine fingers around my fingers, and slips the ring on with ease.
A perfect fit.
He places his other hand over the top of mine, caressing my skin as he looks in my eyes. My cheeks are stained with my tears, my entire face is wet and I swear I've never looked worse. But somehow he reads my mind.
"You look beautiful, jagiya" He says, smiling at me.
"I wasn't expecting this, I'm sorry I was just shocked." I say, patting my face with my finger tips in effort to not completely ruin my makeup. I'm a sniffing mess who looks like a drowned rat, yet he still finds me beautiful. I've really hit the jackpot.
He chuckles at me before leaning over, cupping both of my cheeks in his hands and swiping his thumbs, drying my face, before he places a gentle kiss on my lips.
He let's go of my face, scooting over closer to me as I admire the ring. I can't stop staring at it on on my hand. I've never seen something so stunning in my life. I've never even touched anything this expensive before, I don't dare ask how much it cost... He'd never tell me anyway.
I let out a sigh of content, quickly grabbing the champagne glass and downing it in one go. Yeah, I needed that... Fuck. He looks at me in amusement as I grab his and down that too. I need something to calm my nerves, I'm still a mess.
"Yah, don't get drunk now. Remember what happened last time?" He says, giving me a mischievous grin. Really? He's gonna play with me like that, even in this situation?! Aish... He can't help himself. I say nothing but grin back, filling both of our glasses back up, before I take mine in my hand and raise it, indicating for him to raise his too.
"Konbae" We both say as we clink our glasses together, taking a small sip. Thankfully the shock has washed over, my nerves settled and I've stopped shaking like a leaf and crying like a baby.
I can feel him staring at me as I lean over to grab my glass again, forgetting how revealing my dress is. I feel him place his hand gently on the small of my back, and I smile at the touch. It's a warm, comforting touch that makes me feel safe and loved. He leans in closely to my ears and I feel his breath on my neck.
"Baby... Why don't we go celebrate?" He whispers in a husky voice. I know that tone. It's sinful, low and sexy. I lean back in my chair, sipping on my champagne, licking my lips as I look at him. I watch his eyes travel down to my lips as he licks his own.
I lean over, my lips hovering over the skin of his neck as I place my hand on his inner thigh. I plant a single teasing kiss on his skin and I hear him let out a low breath at my touch. I smirk against his skin before getting up abruptly. I place my hand on his chest, letting it glide along his frame teasingly as I walk out, sashaying my hips. I look over my shoulder and catch him watching me with dark eyes.
"Are you coming?" I ask in a teasing tone, before walking out of the door and making my way up to our shared bedroom. As I reach the bottom of the staircase, I hear the chair move quickly against the hardwood floors from the other room.
As I reach our room, I take off my heels and start to unzip my dress. I'm struggling slightly, until I feel a hand on my back, the other hand slowly zipping my dress down for me, gliding down my waist as it reaches further down. I feel his hands reach under the straps on my shoulders, pushing it down my arms and letting it pool to my feet.
I turn around to face him, his eyes are hooded and full of lust as he drinks in the sight before him. I'm completely nude, remembering I didn't wear any underwear.
I smirk as I look at him, knowing that I have full control. He's like jelly in the palm of my hand, my lap dog. I like it. He reaches to grab my hips, but I stop him by grabbing his wrists. I tut and shake my head as he looks at me with a confused look.
"I'm not gonna be the only one naked..." I say as I let go of his wrists and push his blazer off his muscular back. "No touching." I whisper, as I slowly unbutton his shirt, torturing him. His hands are balled up in fists by his side, dying to touch my bare skin. A few times I notice his arms slightly raise up to touch me, but I push them back down.
Ah, so impatient.
As I finally undo the last button, he quickly rips the shirt off of him, throwing it somewhere in the room.
"You're killing me..." He breathes, his muscles tense. I chuckle as I trail my fingers down his chest, running them further down his torso until I reach his belt. I tug on it, pulling him closer to me. I didn't notice that he gradually distanced himself so he doesn't lose his self control, and just take me there and then. We both know he can easily dominate me, but I know he's enjoying this.
I slowly unbuckle his belt, locking my eyes with his as I do. I don't look away from his gaze as I rip the belt off of him, throwing it. I look down and I can see his bulge through his dress pants. The corner of my lips form into a smirk as I again begin to tease him, slowly unbuttoning his pants.
I pull his pants down agonisingly slow, myself going down with them as I pull them to his feet. I slowly stand back up, letting my hand run up his leg, until I lightly graze his bulge and he sucks in a sharp breath through his nose, his fists balling up tighter.
"Please." He groans.
Oh, I'm loving having fun with him like this. It's very rare I get to be in control, but when I do, I take full advantage. I'm only having a little fun, when I'm done playing him, he can take me however he wants.
I reach my hand up, grabbing the back of his head and pull him close to me as I crash my lips into his. "No touching..." I mumble on his lips. He groans in my mouth as I bite his bottom lip and suck on it before I slip my tongue in his warm mouth. I run my hands all over his shoulders and neck. He's burning hot with desire and frustration, dying to touch me.
I pull away, but only mere inches as I reach down, gliding my hand over his erection through his boxers. He let's out a low moan as I start to palm him, rubbing against his bulge faster.
"F-fuck.." He breathes as he tilts his head back. I take the opportunity and suck on his neck. I stop my hand movement suddenly, which causes his breath to catch in his throat and he looks back down at me.
I smile at him teasingly. "Touch me." I whisper and before I knew it, he lunges forward and grabs my hips, digging his fingers into my skin, attacking my neck. I let out a yelp in surprise, laughing. He only pulls away for less than a second to pull his boxers off, letting his dick spring free.
He pushes me back onto the bed, both of us falling back until he moves up and hovers over me, placing both of his hands beside my head. He continues attacking my neck and collarbone with his mouth. Sucking, biting, licking and kissing every inch. His breathing is ragged and heavy, letting out low groans as he grinds ohis hips into me. I can already feel I'm wet, desperate for him to touch me.
His lifts one hand, running it up and down my side, before bringing it to my right breast, massaging it and playing with my nipple. I let out a breathy moan as I lift my hips up to meet his before he grips my waist and pins me down. His kisses travel up my jaw before he meets my lips again, kissing me roughly, our tongues fighting with each other. My fingers are intertwined in his soft, dark hair, pulling him closer to me. I feel his hard cock rub up and down my pussy, teasing my clit as he continues grinding his hips into me. I let out a loud moan as I feel how sensitive I am.
He pulls away from my mouth, panting before staring in my eyes. His hair is stuck to his forehead due to the sweat.
Shit I really worked him up.
He reaches his hand down my aching body and lightly traces circles on my clit. I throw my head into the pillow and arch my back, letting out a high pitched moan.
"Fuck, you're so wet..." He whispers. He removes his hand and I let out a whimper.
"Fuck me, Yoongi. Please..." I beg. He smirks at me before he positions himself at my entrance, slowly pushing himself into me.
My eyes roll into the back of my head at the overwhelming sensation of pleasure, letting out a breath I didn't realise I was holding. He begins to thrust into me, picking up the pace until he's pounding into me hard and fast. He leans back, grabbing my legs and throws them over his shoulders.
He tightly grips my hips and pulls me up in the air. I can't control my moans, he's repeatedly hitting my g-spot with every deep, hard thrust in this position.
"YOONGI!" I scream, clawing at his thighs.
"That's it baby, scream my name." He groans breathlessly. The bed is hitting the wall as he fucks me into the next century. His own groans of pleasure start to increase in volume and frequency, indicating he's close. I've held my orgasm for as long as I possibly can, knowing if I release, it will trigger his own and it'll be over way too quick.
Just when I think I'm doing a good job of holding it, I feel him reach down and vigorously rub my already sensitive and throbbing clit, sending me over the edge, automatically triggering my orgasm. I grip the bedsheets tightly and arch my back as I scream in pure ecstasy, clenching around him.
"FUCK!" He shouts, as his thrusts start to become sloppy. I feel him throb inside of me until he finally reached his peak and releases, throwing his head back and letting out a throaty, deep groan. He continues to thrust, slowing down to ride out his high until he comes to a stop. He collapses on top of me, still inside of me. Both of our bodies are drenched in sweat, our hair soaking wet.
He rolls off of me, laying on his back to my side, his face scrunched as he pants heavily.
We lay in bed in each other's arms, his hand gently caressing my shoulder as I lay my hand on his chest. "I think that's the best sex we've ever had." He says chuckling.
"You think? Jesus Christ I thought you were going to kill me." I respond, chucking with him.
He turns and places a kiss on my head. "Baby... I gotta leave for a tour in a couple weeks." He says, regret and sadness in his tone. I sigh, but this is how our life is. I knew this when I signed up for it. So I can't really complain, although it still hurts and it never gets easier.
"How long?" I ask.
"4 months." He replies simply.
I let out a groan of frustration.
"I know, I know... But I promise, we'll have an engagement party before I go, and we'll surprise everyone." He says, tightening his grip on my shoulder. I smile into him.
"Okay." I say, kissing his chest.
A/N: Hey guys!! Sorry I didn't update for a week, it was Christmas and I was really sick 😪 I've also been busy with my Korean language studies. Yes, I've been learning Korean! I've been studying the language and alphabet for a year, so I can read it fluently, and I'm semi fluent in speaking it. 💜 And I'm a white blonde chick from the west 😂
But I finally updated, and with some sexy ass smut! ;))) hope you enjoyed😘