Jayceon -
"Daddy Me want mommy," Harlem said as he climbed in the bed with tears his eyes. "I know lil man, let me try and call her," I said but I knew she wasn't going to answer. I had been calling Amber all long but no answer.
"Was mommy mad at me? Mommy never leave me," He asked me with tears in his eyes.
"No lil man mommy wasn't mad at you," I got up pacing around the room with my hands on my temples. I tried calling her number again she wouldn't answer. I was so frustrated I picked up the lamp and threw it.
Harlem started crying and there was a knock on the door. "Hey hey lil man daddy sorry I didn't mean to scare you," I said walking over to him and grabbing him in my arms. There was another knock on the door.
"It's me Ari Jayce, can I take Harlem with me?" She asked. Harlem looked up at me teary eyed. I sighed.
"Yeah come in,"
She opened the door and came in with his Spider-Man book bag. I knew she was taking him to go see Amber.
"Come on with auntie baby," he ran in Ariel's arms.
Before Ariel walked out I called her name. "Please tell her I'm sorry, and give me a chance,"
"You know she's stubborn Jayce but I'll try to talk to her," I nodded my head leaning back on the bed.
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Amber -
The next morning, Ari dropped Harlem off at the hotel where I was staying. I missed him, and I felt bad for ignoring him last night but I was so upset with Jayceon.
As he sat on the bed playing with his toys, I smiled, he smiled back at me. My phone rang, once I saw it was Jayceon I quickly declined it and put him on do not disturb. He had been calling me all day long non stop, back to back.
"Baby I'm sorry for ignoring you yesterday mama was just so upset," I said to him.
"It's okay mommy, But you gotta forgive daddy, I know daddy didn't mean to do it, people make mistakes sometimes," he said shrugging his shoulders he was so cute. I swear kids were so so smart.
"What do you know about making mistakes huh," I said tickling him. He laughed uncontrollably. When he smiled my heart melted, he was the spitting image of Jayce.
I don't know why I loved his stupid ass so much. Like I stand by his side, through everything any other woman would of left him behind, but like a fool I choose to stay.
I don't know what it is but, I could say I'm done with him and then the next five minutes I want to be right back under him. I hated it. I wasn't going to give in, I mean I was but not when he wants me too
"Don't worry baby, me and daddy will be okay," I said assuring himself and myself. I sighed the moment I seen my phone light up with a call from No Caller ID, I knew it was Jayceon. I rolled my eyes, feeling my stomach growl, I knew it was time to eat something.
"Are you hungry baby?" I asked him. He nodded his head and I went grabbing my purse. I ordered us room service and after a few minutes they were up with the food.
"Mommy, me wanna save some for daddy," he said as he ate some of his pizza and then put a napkin over it. My heart melted on the inside he was always looking out for Jayce.
"No baby eat all your food, daddy will be okay,"
"He won't be mad at me?"
"No baby go ahead and eat,"
"Okay," he ate his pizza and then I let him watch cartoons as he fell asleep. Once Harlem went to bed, I went to take a shower, and I washed my hair. While I was standing up blow drying my hair, I felt a sharp pain in my feet. It instantly made me think of Jayceon, normally when I felt pain in my feet he would rub them, and he would rub my back.
I sighed Looking down at my phone that began to ring, I took a deep breath the minute I saw his name flash on the screen. I grabbed my phone and answered it.
"Baby can we talk please, I swear I just wanna talk, just here me out okay," he begged.
"Okay fine, we can talk,"
"Okay then come outside,"
"Outside?"
"Yeah I'm outside the hotel,"
I went to the window, looking out I shook my head seeing his car parked outside. I hung up the phone and grabbed the room key, while putting on my jacket. I went down the stairs slowly. I walked over to him rubbing my belly. He stood before me holding a bouquet of roses, and a heart boxed chocolate
"What's wrong baby?" He asked me.
"Nothing my feet just hurt,"
"Let's go upstairs and talk, Ill rub them for you." He smirked as he stepped forward.
"You aren't slick Jayceon, you are not going upstairs," I said pushing him back.
"Not even to see our son?" He asked me.
"Jayce don't pull that you didn't come to see Harlem,"
"I did actually I knew Ari took him and brought him to you cause he cried for you all night long last night, look I ain't come to fight or argue baby I came so we can talk, but if you don't want too I get it, you thave every right to be mad at me,"
"Jayce I'm not doing this, I'm not going through with it,"
"So what you saying?"
"I don't know," I said sighing. I played with my wedding ring as I looked at him. I saw nothing but regret and sorrow in his eyes. But he should of thought about that.
"We need a break Jayce, I need to clear my head I don't need any extra stress on me I don't want nothing to happen to the baby, so we just need space,"
He shook his head angrily and placed the flowers on top of the car. He put his head in his hands and shook his head. I sighed walking over to him.
I grabbed his chin and looked at him. Sighing I wrapped my arms around his neck and He wrapped his arms around my waist and we looked at each other.
"I don't know why, but I love you so much, but I don't need the extra stress Jayce, I'm pregnant," I said to him.
"I hear you babe, but look don't keep spending money staying in this hotel, come home if you want me to leave I'll go stay at momma crib, just please bae come home," he said gripping my waist.
"Okay," I sighed. With that we got all my things from Upstairs including a sleeping Harlem. I grabbed my purse as Jayce picked Harlem up and carried him downstairs.
When we made it home, Jayce put Harlem down to sleep. We were in the room talking when Harlem came in and got in bed with me. "Me wanna sleep with you and daddy mama," he said as he cuddled up in the middle.
Jayce looked at me and I looked at him. "This is only for tonight," I said to him. He nodded and got in bed on the other side. I turned the light off and he grabbed my waist.
"I'm sorry baby I shoulda told you everything from the jump, it wasn't my intentions of having you out here looking crazy, please bae forgive me," he said to me. As I looked in his eyes I wanted to forgive him, I wanted to believe him but I didn't know.
"Goodnight Jayce," I said to him. He put his head down and rolled back over. I sighed rolling over and going to sleep.
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Jayceon -
The next morning I woke up with one goal. I knew I fucked up, and I was trying my hardest to make it right. I was going to get out of the game and just focus on Amber and our family. I didn't want to loose her and everything we've built so far.
I walked into the kitchen, Amber was washing dishes. "Good morning," I said to her.
"Good morning, I left you a plate in the microwave," she said not looking at me. I walked over behind her, grabbing her waist.
"You smell good," I said kissing her cheek. I turned her around and made her look at me.
"Bae look I'm sorry, I fucked up, I made a mistake, please boo forgive me,"
"I do forgive you Jayce but it still hurts, the fact that you didn't tell, the fact that you did it I'm just, I just need space," she said as she moved back. I sighed shaking my head storming out the room. I followed him snatching his head phones off his head.
"Jayce you fucked up not me, you can't do this shit and expect me not to be upset, you think you can just do whatever the fuck You want and say sorry and I'm supposed to just say okay, it doesn't work like that. We need a fucking break, you need to get your shit together," I walked out of the room annoyed.