its been a month exactly since I've started staying at James's apartment. I go back every week so I can wash/get new clothes and more art supplies. I met Ian, brother of James, when he come back to film videos with James. It was so funny watching him do makeup by himself and live the life of James. I participated in one of James's covers and honestly he's really good at singing. The guys have face timed me everyday, when they can, well some of them. Some days they don't but I know they are busy. Though Zach always checks in with me every day. I also talked to Jack's girlfriend, Gabbie a while ago when they were all together on one of the guys days off. I knew Christina was also there with the guys which made me happy that someone was going to look after the boys. I didn't meet Jonah's girlfriend but Gabbie and Christina told me about her. I really didn't care but Christina was making a big deal about her, telling me what she was like and said so I just went along with it.
Anyway, I was currently on FaceTime with Zach and his little sister. They were in Dallas for there show tonight so they were all catching up with Zach's family for a few days. I laugh at something Reece said as someone calls out to them.
"I'm sorry Indi but we gotta go" Zach frowns.
"it's alright, I'm pretty sure James and I are going to a shoot today so I gotta get ready for that" I frown also.
"bye In" Reece smiles waving. Zach and I giggle at her.
"bye Re. Bye Zach" I smile as Reece runs off.
"bye Indi" Zach smiles and ends the call.
I groan and get off the bed, walking to the closet. After ten minutes of looking I deside on a pair of black jean shorts, a black singlet top, yellow vans and a yellow sister hoodie James give me. I took them and my towel into the bathroom to shower. I dressed and brushed my hair out. I blow dry it and style it in a top bun. I walk downstairs to the lounge and find James no where in sight. I adventure to the kitchen and grab an apple to eat. I then walk to the makeup room and find James setting up.
"I finally found you" I say, leaning against the door frame. He laughs a little.
"Well, we do have a shoot today and I want to film doing your makeup because I'm running out of ideas" he grabs stuff out of the draws.
"I'm down. As long as we can do a cover later" I take stuff from him to put on the table.
"Deal."
we start filming his video and I was so smilie. I love being on camera and especially with James. He's just such a kind person that always makes sure your comfortable with everything he does. I've also done many photoshoots in the past that really helped boost my confidence a bit.
"How did you both meet?" I read out from James's phone. We were also doing a Q&A with the video since his fans know I've been staying with him for a while. "We actually met at Starbucks" we both laugh thinking of how silly it sounded.
"little missy here was struggling with her work so I helped her. Anyway we talked for a while and become besties" James applies some more eyeshadow. We were going for a half cut crease with some greys.
"I've always fancied guy friends better than girls anyway. Though I do miss my one friend that was a girl." James hugs me. We continue for a while until a question pops up that I laugh at.
"what?" James asks as I fall back laughing my head off.
"has James introduced you to his obsessions yet?" I manage to spit out before laughing again.
"oh my god" James laughs too.
"no, but I do see some of his thirsty comments. Especially the ones he made Ian send on a video" I smile.
we eventually finish the video. James takes a few selfies with me on his phone. I tell him to send me one after he face tuned them and head upstairs to change. James set out a outfit for me yesterday so I put it on. It was a pair of black, high waisted, skinny jeans with some rips in them and grey cropped tank. He also set out some grey ankle boots with a heal on them and a couple accessories. I grab my phone and walk back downstairs. I see James and a photographer sitting on the lounge.
"oh my gosh, you look great sister." James says, getting up to hug me.
"thanks. I've never worn these together"
"well I would get use to it, because your going to be trying on more scandalous clothes tomorrow for Coachella" the photographer smiles. I look at James confused.
"you are coming to Coachella with us" James squeals excited. My eyes widen and mouth drops.
"I've never been to a music concert let alone Coachella. Ahh thank you James" I hug him tight.
after a while of taking photos, we grab some food and head back to the apartment. I set up the lighting and camera equipment as I ate then started to set up James's keyboard on a stand.
"So what song were you thinking sister?" James asks, watching me as he ate.
"I was thinking we can do 'delicate' by Taylor swift. It's not that hard on piano" I sit on the piano chair.
"sure, I love that song" we play through the song a few times and have a few practices before we are ready to film the actual thing.
"What's up chicks, Indi here" I get in before James starts laughing off camera. I roll my eyes and continue.
"As you can see, we are in a different location today. That would be because I'm at the one and only James Charles apartment." I throw my hands in the air. I look over at James, sitting on the lounge.
"That was your cue" I take them down.
"oh, hey sisters" he runs over into frame. We both laugh.
"so today, we will be filming a cover of Delicate by Taylor Swift. I found a keyboard so let's go"
we sing through the song as I also play the notes on the keyboard. As we finish the song (because I'm too lazy to write out the lyrics) James phone starts ringing. So he leaves to take the call and I sign off. I transfer the footage over to my laptop as I pack everything up. After everything was away I go back upstairs to my room. I attempt some of my school work as the footage continues to transfer.
"Sister I'm going out for a while, I'll be back later" James yells out.
"okay, I'm just going to edit and do some of my work." I yell back.
"okay, text me if you need anything. Bye sister"
"bye"
I hear the door slam and let out a long grunt. I had finished most of my work for the day so, I got off my bed and walking into the bathroom. I grabbed a makeup wipe and started getting all the makeup off. After taking some bomb selfies of course. I then went back into my room and grabbed Corbyn's jumper. Zach's one lost its scent because I wore it every night so I picked up one of Corbyn's and the big bear Zach gave me when I went back to the house, getting more clothes. I put Corbyn's jumper on over a black tank and some black velvet, booty shorts. I brushed out my hair, applied some moisturiser and climbed back onto my bed. After hours of editing and school, I started to get hungry. I walked downstairs to see if we had any left over pizza but sadly we didn't. I grabbed my phone, ordering some pizza and went downstairs to wait, with my money.
I played on my phone till it arrived. I handed over the money, shut the door and walked back up to my room. I sat the pizza on the bed and ate some slowly. Though I have James and his friends when they come over, I've still not been eating as much. So halfway through the pizza, I take it downstairs, putting it on the bench and heading back up to do more work. I had finished today's work and gotten halfway on editing today's video. It was going up in a few days so I didn't want to do too much of it. I looked up at the window and saw the sun setting. I decided to stop working for the day and took a few pictures on my phone. I edited one a little and put it on my Instagram. I scrolled through my feed for a while before I felt really tired. I plug my phone into the charger and roll back over. I cuddle up to my bear and fall asleep.
*james*
i unlock the door to my apartment and walk in, shutting and locking it again.
"Sister I'm back" I yell after checking the time. It was only 10 so I suppose Indi was still up.
i walk into the kitchen and find a pizza box on the counter. I open it and find half the pizza still in it. I let out a puff of air in worry.
"Indi?" I place my stuff on the counter and start walking upstairs.
I open the door to her room and find her asleep on her bed. She had Corbyn's hoodie on and had her arms wrapped around the bear Zach gave her. One of her legs tangled with the Bears as she kinda stuck her butt out. I pull out my phone and snap a picture for Instagram story. 'She really missing her boys' I captioned it and posted it. I then grabbed a blanket, dragging it over her and leaving to play on my phone while eating the left over pizza.
*unknown*
"holy sh*t" I hear my sibling yell while I sat on my bed, on my phone, liking people's posts. I rolled my eyes and got up to make sure he was okay.
"you good or are you yelling at that game again?" I ask, entering his room.
"no, it's not the game. James put up a photo with this chick that's really hot" he answers, showing me his phone. I look at it and take it from his in curiosity. I click on the photo and her username pops up, just to make sure.
"yeah, that's Indigo. That girl I told you about a while ago." I throw his phone back.
"Oh, Amelia Seavey. She's the one staying with James because her brother is on tour" he realises, clicking on her profile. I feel my body temperature rise as he looks over it. "So you already follow her?" He asks, looking up at me.
"yes I do. I have for a long time now. James was also a fan of her before he met her" I sit next to him. We just talk about her for a while, me telling him more about her.
"why can't she stay by herself? She seems like a confident person that could handle it" he rolls his eyes.
"because she's not. She seems like it because she works out a lot. She's insecure about a lot of things from her bullies and has bad loneliness anxiety because of her past. Not many people know a lot about that though" I get up and leave the room.
I walk into my room to my phone going off. I grab it, taking it off charge and look. Just the usual except a lot of people commenting on James photo about me following Indi. I just go open up the Instagram app and notice James has something new on his story. I open it and see a photo of Indi, laying in her bed with a big teddy bear. I smile a bit before going onto her Insta and stalking her for a while. Creepy but I really like her. She's just so different to other people her age. She's unique. I hope I meet her soon.
*unknown 2*
i groan and roll over, grabbing my phone. I just realised how attached I was getting to her. She's a lot like me. She's been through so much and has just come out stronger. She's a mother to all of us, making sure we eat and are in places on time. I open Instagram and scroll through for a while, trying to get my mind off her, only for it to be brought back again once I see James picture with her. I groan and close my eyes for a while. I open them again click on James story. Her. In Corbyn's hoodie with the bear snuggled close too her. She looked so cute, I just want to cuddle her to sleep. Ahh I need to stop. I can't be with her. Daniel already said we can't. I just turn off my phone and try falling asleep.