You were upstairs sleeping in Jonah's bed, you've had a stressful week with work and you ended up falling asleep on Jonah's bed cuddling him. You always went over his place to visit or even stay over a few nights in the week the pair of you always make time for each other.
You've been dating for just under a year and Jonah is your boyfriend and your best friend he knows you inside and out, always knows what mood you're in, he knows what you want when you want it and vice versa. You have never met someone so incredible.
Jonah was downstairs with the boys talking about their music and how far they've all come, it was amazing how close he was with the group and how successful they were becoming and he couldn't be more proud of himself and his friends they've dreamed of this forever.
"So how are you and y/n doing?" Jack asks sipping on his water putting a move on.
"We're doing great. I just can't believe its almost one year" Jonah smiles thinking about you and his relationship and how you two have grown so much from it. You have learned a lot from him and he's learned a lot from you guys are like glue.
You were upstairs tossing and turning, your heart beating fast and your body started to sweat as the images flicker through your mind on repeat.
*
To Y/n
As your reading this we've all gone away we need a break... you'll find that our stuff is gone, the shelves are empty and the only things that are left is yours. We can't keep being around you anymore it's all too much, I hope you can see that leaving is a good thing. Just remember that this all in good reasons and that we won't be able to keep in touch. Any of us will not be in touch. No contact is a good thing
You read the note sobbing as you sat in an empty house, you had nobody left you were all alone and nobody wanted you, nobody loved you. You pushed everyone away, this is all your fault. You couldn't keep your loved ones around anymore everyone you ever cared about or loved has left you and made sure you had nobody.
*
You had tears streaming down your face your body jolts up and Jonah wasn't in the room it was dark and slightly cold. Your heart raced as you let out a scream.
Jonah heard you screaming he jolted up from the couch and sprinted upstairs almost bashing his door down in the process of getting to you. He rushed to your side gently bringing you onto his lap rubbing your back gently rocking you in the process.
"Oh y/n what happened" he whispers tucking a few strands of hair behind your ear
Just by the way your face was sweaty and teary and how shaky you were that it was a nightmare, he knew you got them bad and he hated it when it happened to you because he always felt useless when it came to sit beside you. He never wanted to push you away.
"Oh, baby girl its okay it was just nightmare" Jonah cuddled you.
The boys rushed upstairs with a baseball bat, fork, scissors and pan. "Who broke in, what happened?" Corbyn looked around before his eyes fell on the girl crying.
"Just a nightmare, hey Jack hit lights... why the hell have you got those?" Jonah asks raising an eyebrow looking at his friends slightly confused.
"Well we thought someone tried breaking in so we had to grab some kind of weapon," Zach says holding his fork with a little awkward smile. "We didn't want y/n to be in danger" Jack spoke hitting on the lights and putting the baseball bat down.
You found yourself calming down just hearing Jonah's voice and you looked between all the boys wiping your eyes. "S-sorry I didn't mean to s-startle you guys I just had an n-nightmare... everyone left me alone and went on with their lives and I was in a dark house b-by myself" you explain snuggling into Jonah.
All the boys including Jonah just looked at you with soft expressions on their faces not one of them ever laughed or judged you for it.
"You know that we'd never just ignore you" Corbyn smiles
Jonah wiped your eyes with his thumb pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead "I'd never leave you y/n" he rested his forehead against yours closing his eyes. "I want us to have a forever" he whispers.
You couldn't help but smile at the words of your boyfriend he truly was amazing.