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1) ending
— to anyone confused by the ending, what happened was jaemin and jeno finally got together yay hallelujah tHaNK yoU auTHoR-niM fOr fiXiNG tHe dRAma sHiT iLy
— then jaemin dies (by car crash, or something else unexpected that no one could have predicted), leaving jeno heartbroken bc where's jaemin?¿ oH! he's dead!!¡
— ik i made jae seem the victim at first, but in reality they're both victims yet also instigators of the problem. they both agreed their "suck buddy" relationship would be just that, all physical + nothing emotional (even tho jeno's always loved jae) (don't we all). but eventually, jae becomes whipped for jeno's ass (i mean who isn't) and wOw now they wish their suck buddy relationship was more. except they're scared to take the chance of escalating things, and a little part in both of them is completely fine with keeping things they way they are (if they ain't dating at least they fucking ya know)
— but oh well, none of that rlly matters now that jaemin's dead🤷♀️
— moral of the story: don't be a pussy. don't take things for granted and appreciate what you have, and don't be the type to wait for things to happen or whatever, go out and do it yourself. take risks and go outside of your comfort zone — yes there's a chance of failure but there's also a huge chance of lit ass success
2) thank you
— thank you guys so much for reading this trash lmao, ily❤️
— i literally will never get over how my nct stories have somehow surpassed 1k like????? you angels are actually out here liking what i write and supporting me and being so sweet and beautiful and kind??????????????? tbh y'all are the only hope i have left in our corrupt society
— ilysm bbys, stay healthy, stay strong, stay beautiful💓