Taeyang's pov
After we let go of him we quickly changed clothes before the manager comes to get us. Once we're done we go out with all our things and meet the manager outside.
- Kids CEO Han called me, FNC is throwing a party at the agency to celebrate your first win, he said
- YEEEESSS, we all said in unision
My « yes » is a fake one. I'm very happy but I'm definitely not in the mood to party. I guess I'll have to hold my tears a little longer. We got in the van, the manager told us the party was going to start at 9pm so we have 5 hours to get ready and go to the agency.
- Manager hyung who will be at the party ? Chani asked
- Everybody. The CEO, the artists, the managers, the staff and the trainers
- Oh okay, Chani replied visibly satisfied by the manager's answer
The ride home was longer than usual as there was a lot of traffic jam. I usually don't mind it but now I'm getting very impatient, all I wanna do is cry on my bed. I ended up falling asleep after resting my head on Hwiyoung's shoulder.
When the van got to our dorm I was the first one to get off, I heard the others laugh saying that I probably wanted to pee. I got in the shower first even before SF8 entered the house. I was feeling kind of relaxed. I don't know how much time I spent in the shower but I understood I had to get out when I heard the members whine at the door.
I quickly exited the bathroom with a towel around my hips and went to my new room. Should I ask Hwi if I can go back to my former room with him ? I know he won't mind but I'm afraid Youngbin will get offended and think that I don't want to sleep with him anymore.
I'll deal with it later. I dry as I look for an outfit I can slay with tonight. I may be depressed but people don't have to know it so I'll rock my best outfit and act like I'm happy with my life. I find it and quickly put it on. I take my phone, it's 6:30pm I still have 2 hours and a half, the others are busy showering or waiting for the others to get out. I know what I'll do in the meantime I hope Youngbin will let me because I really need it right now
I look for him in the dorm I hope he's not showering. I eventually find him sitting in the kitchen drinking tea. I sit next to him
- Hyung ?
- Wow Tae you fresh as fuck
He likes my outfit. I know he's not very fashionable but his compliment means a lot to me.
- Thank you hyung. By the way I wanted to ask you something
- What is it ?
- C-can I go and see Mino hyung ? I won't be long I promise I'll meet you guys at the party
- You really can't spend a day without seeing your boyfriend, right ?-he teased- Okay but be at the party on time and I'll tell the manager you are at the restroom
He really is the best.
- Thank you so much hyung
- Get out before I change my mind, he replied smiling
I can't look at his smile and pretend like it doesn't make me fall for him even more. I quickly leave the dorm before he sees me blush hard. I walk down the street and quickly catch a taxi. I give the driver the address of Winner's dorm, I already went there a few times. We get there fifteen minutes later, I pay the driver and thank him before exiting the car.
I knocked on their door and it opened right away, it was Jinwoo hyung he automatically let me in.
- Hey congratulations, he said while giving me a quick hug
So he watched tv today.
- Thank you, I shyly reply
- Mino is in his room
I thank him one more time before making my way to Mino's room. I hear voices as I gently knock on his door, he's not alone. Seungyoon opens the door, he congratulates me before exiting the room. I enter the room and hug Mino tightly. Because of the extension of our promotions we barely had time to see each other.
- Taeyang I missed you and congratulations by the way, he said smiling
- Thank you I missed you too
He sat on the bed waiting for me to sit next to him, which I did.
- Tell me what's up, Mino said softly
- Our company is throwing a party for our first win in 2 hours but I don't want to go
- Why ???
- In the dressing room Youngbin told us that he was finally dating, I answered looking down
Mino didn't say anything he only pulled me in for a warm hug. I feel safe in his arms, I let the tears I've been holding back go. He's whispering me « you'll find someone who loves you » « everything's gon be okay Taeyang » « I'm here for you » and it helped me calming down. Even though I stopped crying I stayed in his arms because I feel protected. We hear the dorm's door open and two voices scream something.
- It's Seunghoon hyung he was at the YG building he might have brought Jaewon with him, Mino informed
A few seconds later Mino's room cracked open
- Hey hyung what's- oh my god Taeyang long time no see congratz !!! He shouted as he saw me from behind in Mino's arms
I turned around, his expression freezed as he saw my red and puffy eyes.
- Are you okay ?
- No he's dating
- I'm sorry to hear that, he said as he brought me closer to him
I let myself do as I nuzzled my head in the crook of his neck while Mino patted my shoulder. I'm very happy to have them but I feel kind of bad I don't want them to think that I only use them when I have problems.
Jaewon hyung finally lets go of me. I look at my watch it's 7:30pm.
- Mino hyung I have to leave later for the party could you drop me off there ?
- Yeah sure let me take a shower first, he said as he stood up
He picked some clothes in his closet and went to his bathroom. In the meantime I stayed with Jaewon hyung, we chatted about random things and it makes me feel better. Mino exited the bathroom 45 minutes later and he's dressed up. He takes his keys and his jacket.
- Why are you all dressed up ? You're just dropping me off at my agency
- I have a date tonight
- With that girl from the club ? Jaewon hyung asked
- Yeah
- Did I miss something ? I ask confused
- I'll tell you everything in the car let's go
The three of us stood up and exited Mino's room. We went towards the living room where the other three members were watching tv. Seunghoon came to me. He hugged me as he congratulated me. I was surprised, I'm not that close to him. Jaewon hyung sat next to Seungyoon and Jinwoo on the sofa while Mino was putting his shoes on. When he was done Seunghoon let go of me and I said goodbye to everybody.
Once we hopped on Mino's car he started it.
- The other day I was in the club with Jaewon and Bobby and I met a girl, we're going on a date tonight
- You can't get away with this, I want details
- Her name's Yura she's 21 and she's a model. She's very pretty and cool
- Lucky you I hope it'll go well
- Thank you. You will meet someone that makes you happy too one day. Youngbin doesn't deserve your tears
- Thank you
Mino smiled at me before focusing back on the road. We were in a comfortable silence. There was traffic jam, I fell asleep without realizing it. A while later I'm woken up by a hand on my shoulder shaking me softly
- Taeyang wake up we're at FNC
I slowly open my eyes and rub them. I take my phone and look at the time: 8:55pm. I got here just in time.
- Thank u hyung since I won't be promoting for now we'll get to hang out
- Definitely ! I'll give you a call, he says before hugging me one last time
I kissed him on the cheek as we broke the hug. I bid goodbye to him before exiting the car. I saw my members looking at me. They're all dressed classily they look so cool.!They must have just gotten here, wow there's too much timing in me. Youngbin and Dawon were smirking at me, okay I see them coming they'll tease me about my relationship with Mino. I sigh as I come to them.
- Hey Taeyang Youngbin hyung told me he saw you and Mino sunbae kiss on the lips, Dawon hyung said
He's starting.
- What ?? No it was on the cheek I swear
The other members minus Hwiyoung burst out laughing, they're so childish. We proceeded to enter the building. I'm walking behind with my best friend, it's gon be a long night.