Lauren why do you keep thinking about being normal again? Your unknowingly holding yourself back and pushing away your fullest potential. I know you can do better and I believe letting go of your hope of getting a normal life will set you free. You think if you just keep shielding and protecting that'll create some bug change.
You deluded and limited yourself. You can't protect or save men like Campbell or that complete asshole who tried to drag us away when we had our old home. They'll get worse and worse and we can only completely stop that by destroying them before they get to us. Can't you see somethings need to be torn apart not put together? You can't stick up for monsters and bigots.
You can't keep burdening yourself putting a limit that'll just hold you back. Playing by old rules. Your making it worse for you.