God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers.
*** RAE P.O.V. ****
Zeek was with the boys handling business. They had gotten back cool in last few days and pushed their differences aside and was back to working.
Even though I weather him get a real job...Im not gon stop him. I just worry about him because I dont want him to be out here trying to make some dollars and loose his life. I dont think I could suffer that pain again. That was the hardest thing I could have ever went through.
Im putting my mind into different things and trying to move on with my life. I got a baby coming...and this is going to be a big blesson.
Im going to always love Cam, always. He was a great man. He did stupid stuff but I can honestly say he loved me.
" Hello " I picked up the phone.
" Im looking for this girl name Raeven...She use to go by twin...but she can go by stranger now " I laughed.
" No you didn't, The phone work two ways, Missy "
" Nigga, You know You gotta call me first "
" Look at your ass sounding like Gucci " I tell her and we both shared a laugh.
" Anyways can we go eat? "
" Im never turning down a meal. Where do you wanna go? "
" Anywhere. I just want food, twin "
" I haven't had breakfast so we can go to ihop " I tell her. It was going on about noon.
" Okay " She says.
" Let me shower and change and ill meet yu there in 20 "
" Fine " I sat the phone down and finally got up. I knew neither of us would be there in 20 more like 30. So I had time.
Daddy: Im coming over tonight to see you
Rae: Mama too? And what time?
Daddy: No im leaving her ass at home tonight. About 7..LHHATL
Rae: Lmfaooo okay daddy I'll seen you then so we can watch our show. Love you
I love my father. I have the best dad in the world. I missed the show but I got it recorded and watching it with him is going to be so much better.
I plugged up my phone before cutting on the shower and stripping down. I smiled at my belly...It was weird. i could feel it in there moving and kicking and being a human. I was going to be a mommy.
Zeek and I was going to wait to hear what it was but im bad at surprises so I had another appointment set up for yesterday and I went alone while Zeek was at work and I found out im having a....boy.
Like Cash. So our kids are going to be close. And in happy for that, thats something we talked about when we were younger...
I stepped into the shower letting the warm water hit my body. I relaxed as the music played and the water relaxed me. Grabbing my towel and body gel I began to clean myself up.
" Mama always told me
Baby, you gotta walk by faith
And not by sight
Real talk, you gotta listen
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh, yeah
Oh, listen to me now, I'm gonna say it loud
So you won't be confused 'bout what we talkin' 'bout
I been through the storm, had dirt on my name
I'm still holding on, champion of the game
(They said)
Whatever, don't kill, you make you stronger
Well, I must be the world's strongest woman
See I done, done a whole lotta growin'
Everything you say, I'm already knowin'
'Cause I
I been up against ropes
Everything you're going through
I been there before, seen them all come
And I seen them all go
You can bet your last that
My head won't hit the floor, never
And I'm still standing, standing, standing, standing
I'm still standing, standing, standing, standing
I had a lover take his own in front of me
I asked God, why is this happening to me?
But I didn't fold, I held my own
And now I'm deep in love with who I belong
(This is my life)
They say with age comes wisdom
And the white flag, I can't give 'em
Tryin' to tell you how it's s'posed to be
See, this is more than just a song to me
'Cause I
I been up against ropes
Everything you're going through
I been there before, seen them all come
And I seen them all go
You can bet your last that
My head won't hit the floor, never
And I'm still standing, standing, standing, standing
I'm still standing, standing, standing, standing
I'm unbreakable, baby
Luda, yeah, it's a family affair
I may have done the things they say I did
But I'm not who they say I am
Try to throw my name in the dirt
But I really don't give a damn
I'm still standing like the statue of liberty
And I put my name in the history books
So you'll forever remember me
Remember me as the toughest warrior
Or the ultimate fighter
'Cause I'm the truth and nothing but
It's like my hands on the bible
And it's the survival of the fittest
The realest, it's not a facade
Still standing on my two feet
'Cause I'm a child of God
Do something
I been up against ropes
Everything you're going through
I been there before, seen them all come
And I seen them all go
You can bet your last that
My head won't hit the floor, never
And I'm still standing, standing, standing, standing
I'm still standing, standing, standing, standing
I been up against ropes
Everything you're going through
I been there before, seen them all come
And I seen them all go
You can bet your last that
My head won't hit the floor, never
And I'm still standing, standing, standing, standing
I'm still standing, standing, standing, standing
I'm not gonna give up, never
Come too far to look back, oh
Oh, ohh, I been there before
I've seen it, I've seen it, I've done it
I've done it, I'm done, let me live my life now
I let it go, I let God, I let it go, and I let God
Don't hate me now
I ain't who I used to be no more "
I could feel tears coming to my eyes but I didn't let them fall...This had been my song to keep pushing. It was more then a song to me. It let me know somebody else was going through what I was...and reminded me that it wasn't just all bad.
I didn't take too long in the shower then I got out. I dried off and washed my face and everything before going to my closet to find something to wear.
I just needed something simple to eat in. I found a white and black strapless maxi dress and some flip flops to wear with it. My hair was curly from my shower so I left it that way and put some moose in it and eyeliner and lip gloss.
I sprayed on my Rihanna perfume and then went to getting my purse and everything. I made sure to take my prenatal vitamins before grabbing my keys and heading out the door.
I texted Cash to let her know I was on my way before going to the ihop we usually eat at.
It was like a 15 minute drive from my place but shit I was hungry so I was on the gas.
I parked and headed inside and then got us a booth. " In still waiting on somebody she should be here soon "
" Okay, Ill be back in just a few minutes " She smiled at me. I smiled back and she walked off.
A few minutes later I looked up as I heard heels and seen Cash.
" Gucci let you wear those heels ? "
" Nope, He was already gone when I put them on " She laughed hugging me before sitting down.
" Why you so dressed up? "
" I had work. Remember I told you I got asked to do some put togethers for a man and his company? "
" No "
" I could have sworn I told yo big head ass "
" Well if you want me to remember you got to tell ne more then one time, nigga " I tell her laughing. She had on her pencil skirt with a peach colored top and matching wedges and her hair was bone straight. Her belly was pokng out but she looked adorable
" Whatever. You cute "
" Thank you. So do you "
" Duh we twins " She rolled her eyes playfully. I smiled. I missed Cash.
We talked and laughed as we looked over our menus and tried to figure out what we wanted.
" Ready? " The girl comes back.
" Yes " I tell her.
" Hello, Im Lea welcome to Ihop and ill be your server " She says
" I want chocolate chip pancakes with hashbrowns , I want two sausages biscuits and a breakfast burrito " I tell her.
" And you ? " She looked at Cash.
" Im sorry do I know you from somewhere? "
" I don't think so " Cash says. " I want what shes having but blueberry pancakes "
" O-Oh okay " Lea says. " Im going to have that right for you "
She walked away and I looked at Cash and she just shrugged. Cash phone rung and she picked it up. I just sat and waited for her to get off the phone which didn't take long.
" That nigga dont have any sense "
" Who ? "
" Amiris, He said you knew he was gon call and ask me to eat with him but you wanna try and call first " She says and I laughed.
" How in the hell was I supposed to know that? "
" He comes up with things in his mind of why everything happens "
" How is that been going with yall? " I asked . I was being nosey I really wanted to know
He was Cash " friend " I haven't heard too much about him lately.
I looked at how she was smiling and raised my eyebrow. " Its been well. Hes a really good friend ..and hes very supportive. Did I tell you about the money? "
" What money? "
" After we met. He seen me on the news and donated 800 grand to a better tomorrow " My mouth drop.
" 800 grand? " I asked. " He can be my friend too "
Give me 800 grand to put in my pocket. " Hes awesome. He brung his son to the park about last week and his son and the girls hit it off and they really enjoy him. I love having a male friend that I can vent to and he can give me good advice...and not run back and tell Gucci or anybody what we are talking about "
" So you both are just friends? " I asked her.
" Yes, Strictly friends " She nods her head. " Hes awesome but I dont think he sees me as that way...and I dont wanna ruin what we have "
" He better not try and steal you from me because I will pull that nigga muffin cap back blue "
" Cant nobody steal me from you. You my baby "
" I love you too " I smile. " So what does he do? "
Her face fell and I looked at her.
" Okay, Okay before I tell you....let me finish...I just learned he is doing work like Gucci "
" Hood niggas is your thing " I shake my head.
" Let me finish...He doesn't sell them. He just transport them. He works with alot of big name dealers and makes big money shipping their product for them. And Gucci last week went to him and asked for his help to move things..so their partnering up "
" This is bad " I tell her. " Does Gucci know? Do you know how jealous my cousin is? Hw will try to kill that man because he will think hes trying to take you from him "
" No he doesn't and thats why...I dont want any drama...But that would be hard for Gucci...Amiris goes to the store and crosses the street with 5 body guards. Then there is truck waiting for him with more in it. He stands in his armoni
in the middle of all those men..its weird to find a hood guy like him...He went to college. He has some businesses around in the state. Hes smart. He had a son and their relationship is adorable "
" He sonds like nice...But it sound like you have a crush on him " I say.
" I don't "
" This migh not end well " I tell her.
" Oh god " Our food and drinks was set infront of up of us by another girl.
We sat down and ate and talked. She asked me about me and Zeek...and we talked about work and our sons and what we were going to name them. I was having a great time. I missed days like this and quality time.
We were there talking and laughing til she had to go and get the girls.
" Lets go "
" I got the bill "
" We can split it " I tell her.
" No, I got it. " She says.
" Ima leave the tip then " I say going into my purse. She paid the bill and I left the tip before we headed out.
I could feel eyes on us as we left out and I turned and watched our first server. We stepped outside.
" Call me later " I hug her.
" Promise. I love you " She says hugging me.
" I love you too. Give my nieces and cousins a hug and kiss for me " I tell her.
" Yo pops the same. Thats how I want my husband to be when he up there in age " We laughed.
" That nigga aint got no sense at all. " I shake my head.
" Excuse me " The girl comes up.
" Yeah? " we asked confused.
" Your Gucci girl " She says looking at cash. Cash and I looked at eachother and back to her
" Nope "Cash says
" Why are you asking her and up in her business? " I asked. TF is this? You are a waiter not a personal consultant, Dont make me bring the old Rae out.
" I was talking to her " She says to me
" Girl, I dont know who in the hell you think your talking to now...Im pregnant but my damn fist aint. Ill make you swollow your teeth so you better fix that attitude, sweetie " I tell her.
" He didn't say you pregnant " She ignored me and looked at Cash stomach.
" Why in the hell are you asking me about Gucci? If you wann talk to Gucci. Talk to him. I got places to be..."
" Tell him im sorry and we need to speak - "
" Bitch did you not just hear her ? She dont care about what the fuck you are saying! She aint gon tell her nigga what another bitch said. Find you something to do cause you look real sad right now "
" Who was talking to you? I dont remember " She looked at me. I started towards her. " This is between me and her "
" You speaking to my bestfriend its between us all..and since gucci is my cousin...Then you made the shit a family affair. Now what ? "
" I dont give a damn what you are saying. You stopped me for no reason. You want to tell Gucci something, Tell him your self cause obviously you know so much About him...and me. I got kids to get. Have a good day "
" Whatever. Tell him Lea said it..He'll know what that means " She says as we started to walk away. Cash stopped in her tracks.,
" What that mean? "
" Just what I said "
" Come on , This girl aint worth harm to neither of our sons. Shes just thristy and looking for attention. The bitch work at Ihop..her tips aint adding up to enough. Instead of worring about somebody else man and another pregnant woman she need to be getting that sew in fixed " I say to her face " and that means just what it was said "
I smiled at her. I pulled cash off.
" Go get those girls "
" Thanks, Ill call you "
" Okay " She says. She got into her truck and I got into mines
Bitches don made me come out my nice rae into evil me
I need to go home and do my yoga and calm my nerves.
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CASH P.O.V ***
Never apologize for being sensitive or emotional. Let this be a sign that you have a big heart. And that you aren't afraid to let others see it. Showing your emotion is a sign of STRENGTH.
- Brigitte Nicole
I cant control your behavior ; nor do I want that burden... I will not apologize for refusing to be disrespected, to be lied to, or to be mistreated. I have standards. Step up or step out!
- Steve Maraboli
" how was school? " I asked the girls as I buckled them in.
" Good " Elle says
" I painted you a picture mama " Gia tells me digging into her backpack.
I got into the front seat and she handed me the picture. " Awe, Thank you baby I love it " I smiled looking back at her.
" Welcome " She smiled.
Amiris: Taking Amir to the park for a lil you wanna bring the girls?
" Do you guys wanna meet Amir and Amiris at the park until we have to get Steph and Myan? "
" Yea " Elle says making ne shake my head at her.
" Yes! " Gia says to.
I texted him back yes before pulling out that way. The girls were telling me about their day. They were making my day alot better.
when we got to the park Amiris had me meet them at they were already there. I got the girls out the car and they took off to Amir who was playing on the play ground.
" Whats up ? " Amiris hugged me.
" Nothing "
" You okay? " He asked me. I nod my head watching the kids race down the slid. " Whats really wrong, Cash? "
" I had breakfast with Rae and while we were leaving our waiter came out and started asking me about Gucci then tellng me he didn't tell her I was pregnant and saying all this..Her and Raeven got into it..then her and I...then It actually clicked when I was thinking about it going to get the girls. thats who he cheated with "
" You sure? "
" Positive. Cause she said sorry...The bitch gave him the std "
He started laughing and I looked at him. " Im sorry him getting a std is fucking funny to me. Keep venting "
I rolled my eyes at him. " I didn't think I woud have to see the bitch..This is her fault. Iwanna fight her but I know I cant put my baby in danger "
" My turn to speak...Its not all her fault ..It takes two to have sex...He was in the relationship with you..not her. It is her fault the bitch out here giving sti's. But you said you would forgive. This is what you have to do to do so...is move on. " He tells me. I looked up at him.
" You ever been cheated on? "
" By Amir mama, a whole lot of times " He nods watching his son.,
" Did you forgive her? " I ask.
" I tried..But it only came back to bite me in the ass. Its hard to forgive when you walk into yo house and yo bestfriend fuckin your pregnant babymama. Its hard to move on from that shit " He tells me. I shook my head.
" Wow. I don't know what I would do . But my bestfriends are his cousin and his homeboys " I say and we shared a laugh.
" I delt with her for our son..when she started abusing the drugs cause I left her...that was it for me to take him..He gets to see her sometimes. "
" So have you ever cheated? "
" Nope " He sas. I raised my eyebrow.
" You mean to tell me never? "
" Not every man is a cheater. I didn't have to. Females I was with was enough. I worked and took care of my son. I had females that was bringing another bitch in just for me. "
" Never would I do that " I say shocked. Them hoes the real MPV
" I lived a good life "
" So why are you single now? "
" Them hoes wasn't mother material. " He says and we both laughed.
" You should have known that " I push his arm
" When you get something god you can't mess it up " He tells me. I watches the kids trying to catch eachother on the play ground.
" Im happy we're friends " I tell him grabbing his arms.,
" Me to, Ugly " He says making me laugh. I rolled my eyes.
" Boy, Whatever " I say letting him go.
" Daddy, can you come push us! " Amiris asked fron the top of the play ground.
" Here I come " Amiris head over to them.
Hw got all the kids on the swings and started pushing them. I had to push Gia cause she was a little scary with going to high. They were all having fun.
After wards they had him in his suit chasing them trying to catch him. It was so funny seeing him go down this slide.
" We got to go get the older girls " I say.
" Ight, It was fun being with yall. We can do this again sometimes "
" Can we go to chucke cheese? " Gia asked hanging onto my leg.
" We can go whever you wany babygirl " Amiris tells him.
" I'll call you "
" Fine "
" Bye, Amir " We tell him.
" Peace out " Amiris popped him and I laughed. I buckled the girls in before heading to the girls highschool.
We picked them up then went home and they had to do homework and feed their dogs and let them out.
" Where is my daddy? " Gia asked as I made them something to eat.
" I dont know baby. He should be here soon " I say. " Did you finish your homework? "
" Yup. I colored it all " She nods sitting down. I put the grilled cheese and tomato soup infront of her and got her yoohoo.
" What do you say? "
" Thank you mama " She says digging in.
I fixed the other girls plates. " Cash I need to ask you Something " Steph says eattig.
" Eww, Girl talk...I can live without it. Legs go eat on the patio Elle " Myan says getting up and we laughed at her. They quickly hurried out.,
" What's up? " I leaned across the counter facing her.
" So me and Michael have known eachother and been talking for months. And we are close ..but he hasn't asked me out...not even to see a movie. I don't know Whats up with him "
" Hes scary thats whats up "Myan calls.
" Li Gucci, Go away " I tell her.
" Im just beng serious. But im out "She closes the door.
" She is a mess...But Michael is shy..He maybe doesn't think that you like him. Sometimes a girl gotta take charge..Ask him out "
" Seriously? "
" Seriously! You cant wait forever...Show him you like him..or forever be stuck as a friend when you want more..Your not a child. You are at the age where you can date...and do older things. Your a teenager "
" When did you first start dating? " She asked.
" About your age...My first boyfriend was a basketball player and it was okay...His family hated me and that ruined everything. And he was a player...So i guess it wasn't okay " I make a face dipping my apple in carmel and she laughed.
" Gucci was your first love? "
" Yes. After basketball " I say.
" You plan on playing again? " She asked. I shrugged.
" I would like to. But its more important things I have to worry about " I shrug my shoulders. " Like you girls "
" I love you "
" I love you more "
" I love me " Gia says making us laugh.
" Daddy loves you too " Gucci walks in.
" You better not have been eavesdropping " I tell him as he hugged the girls.
" Juat a lil " He says.
" Here, daddy " Gionni feeds him.
" Thank you baby " He smiled " Where the other two ? "
" Outside " I say.
The girls finished up eatting before leaving the kitchen island and I cleaned up. " You okay? "
" Lea says shes sorry..she didn't mean for it to happen "
" What? " He stopped
" Yeah, Lea you slept with and that gaves you the std...works at Ihop..Rae almsot killed her today. Yeah that girl " I turn and look at him with a smile. His face was just dropped and I loved it.
" You seen her? "
" Had breakfast with Rae and she was our waiter. She wanted to get bossy when we left. You were talking to her about me ? "
" Cash it wasn't like that "
" I do deserve the truth could you be man enough and give me that. I forgiven you but tell me the truth. She pointed me out meaning she seen me before. Said you didn't tell her I was pregnant. Meaning you and the bitch had a conversation when you told me the cheating was sudden. Suddenly what? " I asked him.
" We- We had talked before...and I told her about you...then the second time we met up the sex happen " He says.
" Stop leaving stuff out " I tell him.
" Im not. I was with her when Elle god kidnap "
" Did you cheat then? Cause you told me your phone was broke "
Damn, He was doing it like this. Love makes you blind.
" I didn't. My phone was broke. Like I said " He tells me looking me in my eyes. He came over to where I was and tried to touch me but I pushed his arms away.
" Don't touch me right now "
" Cash, That was the past. I told you im changing and thats what im doing. I told you everything cause im trying to move forward "
" I told you I forgive, I do ...But i really need my time. Its necessary. Im still hurt. This is too much. " I say. " Excuse me "
I step around him and headed out and up the stairs. I went into my room ans into the bathroom locking the door behind me. I turned on the tub and filled it up with warm water
I wish my dad and my mom was here. So I could have some sort of person to talk to and get advice from...Somebody to help me...Somebody wise. My daddy would know what to say..and he'd be here for me and whip my tears and protect me.
Thats all I want is a man that's going to love and protect me. To show me im worth it..Not hurt me and make me feel less of myself as a woman. Thats not what i wanted
Growing up and constantly being molested by a nan that was family ..That fucked me up. I dont want to keep worring about being hurt and mistreated.
I stripped down and stepped into the shower closing my eyes.
Im not mad at Gucci...She just briught back alot if hurt...And the bitch wasn't even prettier then me.
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Amiris P.O.V
(cause my sister yelled at me for not havng him in the last chap. Here you go Erica @L0VELY73 )
Dangerous and ambitious while schemin' on gettin' riches.
I'm spittin' at tricks cuz I'm addicted to pretty bitches.
Currency motivated, not easily terminated,
Now that we made it, my niggaz can never be faded. This is my prophecy, I gotta be paid
All you cowards that try to stop me is beggin' for early graves I thought we was cool I was a fool. Thinkin' you could be true, when I don't fuck with your punk crew
-- Tupac
"There's gonna be some stuff u gonna see that's gonna make it hard To smile in the future, but through whatever you see, Through all the rain and all the pain, you gotta keep your sense of humor. you gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit"
-Tupac Shakur
Sometimes it takes learning how to be perfectly lonely, just so god can show you what being PERFECTLY LOVED feels like
-- Unknown
" Can you watch him for a little? " I asked my mama through the phone.
" Im at the hospital with aunt Flo Amiris "
" Ight then Nevermind mama "
" Im sorry, shes out her damn mind right now "
" Its okay, Thank you anyway " I tell her. We said our bye and hung up. I had to take him with me and I hated that.
" I don't wanna go to Granny house, daddy. I wanna stay with you " He says playing with the huge hot wheel track thay was in the floor.
" We gotta handle business. Go put your shoes on " I tell him
He got up and raced to the stairs to go to his room. I grabbed my bag and keys to my phantom before putting my phone into my pocket.
He came back down with his Bel Airs on and his superhero thing with a cape I got him.
" Im ready " He says as I stepped outside locking up.
I put him into the passenger seat before getting into the driverseat. I pressed the gate button so we can pull out.
" Daddy is Cash your girlfriend? " I laughed.
" No we are just friends. "
" I like Elle " He says making me look over at him.
" What you know about liking somebody? " I asked him.
" Everything, Punk "He says making me laugh. " Im a player. All the girls at school love "
" You 7 " I tell him.
" And? Uncle Bo said age is just a number "He shrugs. Ima hurt my uncle bo.
" I cant deal with your ass sometimes " I say laughing. My lil nigga is something else
We pulled up to the location a few minutes later. " I want you to stay put and dont touch nothing or say nothing to nobody " I tell him.
" Fine, Fine " He says holding my hand. We stepped inti the building and everybody was there. My men guarded around me as I went that way. I put Amir behind me.
" Whats up, Marcel? " I asked.
" Trade, whats up? " He asked
" You came all the way from Cali to ask me whats up? Cut the bullshit, Marcel I know you " I fold my arms. He laughed
" I need a new shiper "
" What happened to yours? "
" Fucker was stealing my products so he had to be taken care of " He shrugs. I shake my head.
Marcel was a hot head. He had no common sense is what I say. He owened strip clubs and even managed a sone pretty good rappers on his record label. So he was good with turning his money around. But the nigga didn't think.
(A/N Marcel and Chanel book will be coming out this summer too! Be ready)
" So you came here to ask me ? "
" Yup. I knew you wanted to be face to face..and so would i. Business is best handled that way "
" Take Him to my office and sit with him " I tell 2 of my guards. They nod and walked off. " Give him my prices so he knows whats up " They went and got my prices.
" So I can deal with prices "
" I risk my life and my freedom for this. It aint cheap. So lets get down to business "
It took us nothing but a hour to get together everything and straighten it out. As long as I was getting my money his drugs and shit would be moved properly. If he tries to fuck with me then ima make his life a living hell.
I got that taken care of then I had to get Amiris and take him home. It was going on 11 O'clock. I had my men handle everything else while we headed home. I stopped and picked him up some food.
" Go get changed , its bed time "
" I'm not sleepy yet though " He says laying down watching tv eatting.
I shook my head. " Ima hit your ass in the jaw one day " I say and he laughed and jumpped.
" Let's fight then daddy "
" You wanna get killed? "
" Ima break all your bones " He punched me. I picked him by his shirt.
" What you say? "
" Nothing " I laughed and sat him down. " lemme Finish eatting "
" Hurry up " I sau going to gey my ringing phone. " Wassup Cash? "
" Im bored and the girls are asleep "
" Well atleast yours sleep. I cant get Amiris to lay the hell down to save either of our lives " I say and she laughed.
" You gotta make him. You cant just let him say hes not going to sleep and then let that fly " She says. I pooked over at Amiri watching Family Guy eatting.
" How about you come over here and make him? We just gon start fighting again if I do "
" You want me to come put your child to sleep? "
" Please "
" You are something else " She laughed.
" Is that a yeah...My adress is.."
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" Wow, Your house is amazing " She says looking around
" Thank you "
" This is huge for two of yall " She says. I shrug.
" Cash " Amir ran over and hugged her."Where the girls? "
" Sleep for school, Come on its time to get you to bed to. You got school in the morning. "
" I dont wanna go to sleep yet "
" But you have to. You gotta get alot of rest for school...your brain needs it " She tells him. He looked at me for help and I didn't say anyting. " Show me your room "
He took her hand and I watched them walk to the elevator and go up.
I went into the kitchen and poured me a drink taking out my records for Marcels moves. I don't trust his ass too much so I gotta make sure I keep a close eye on this nigga. Im too old for games, If he not here to make this bread then he gotta get the fuck out my circle.
Cash was gone for about 30 minutes before she actually came back
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" Hes sleep " She smiled.
" How ? " I asked.
" By laying his ass down ad telling him to go to sleep " I laughed.
" Thank you, You want something to drink? " I asked her.
" Water please " I open the fridge and pulled out a bottle OF water and handed it to her. " Thank you "
" No problem " I say.
" What you doing? "
" Work. I got a new member in Cali. I hate working with reckless people. Shit is irritating " I shake my head.
" I understand " She says sitting down. I was trying to figure some sht out but the whole time I could feel her watching me.
" What you looking at? " I looked up and she laughed.
" Rude ass "
" Yous starring " I shot back.
" I wasn't. I was looking around. " She shrugged.
I got up picking up all my stuff and putting it into my bag. I had shit all over the island. She got up and started helpping me.
" For only two men living here its clean "
" Maid service "
" I should have known " I laughed taking the papers out of her hands and putting them into the bag.
" You don't give me enough credit sometimes "
" You are a good man but you are bad at alot of things " She says.
" There is a lot of shit im good at too " I lick my lips.
" oh my gosh " She rolls her eyes. I leaned in closer to her.
" Don't keep doubting me " I tell her.
" Get out of me face. "
" Or what? " I aske with a smile. She didn't say anything. I leaned in kissed her. " Or what? " I mumble agains her lips. She didn't say anything again and I wrapped my arms around her pulling her closer to me.
She moaned wrapping her arms arouns my neck.
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