" Oh. You can't hear me cry.
See my dreams all die.
From where you're standing,
on your own.
It's so quiet here.
And I feel so cold.
This house no longer,
feels like home."
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Why?
Why?
Why did it have to be Niall?
That's the only question anyone can ask. But we'll never have an answer.
We can't help but wonder,
if he hadn't gotten on that plane,
would he still be here?
With us?
With me?
But I never got to tell him what I needed to.
I never got to tell him I loved him.
That I, Haz-bear, as he always called me, was in love with him. And not just in a brotherly or friendly way either.
I was waiting until he got home from Mullingar.
I guess I shouldn't have waited.
But I can't help but feel as though he's not really gone.
As though he's not really dead.
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"You caused my heart to bleed and,
you still owe me a reason.
'Cause I can't figure out why...
Why I'm alone and freezing..."